#okay i'm done..

Okay so, it's 10:02 pm, and I've barely heard from my boyfriend all day. And I'm really concerned about him and I, I'm just so confused. Please dear God, if you just so happen to ruin this relationship for me too, I don't think I'll even be able to look at you without comllete and utter hatered. You've already crossed enough lines.

And this whole thing, this stupid ridiculous childish thing, with Savanah is pissing me off. You just need to let me be. Don't say 'bye' to me as I'm about to leave rehersal. You say it so innocently as if I'm just another girl on your team and you're trying to be friendly, well it doesn't help anything at all, so don't say anything to me thanks. And don't talk to my mother, who the fuck are you to do that. I just want things from before. Fuck.

And Tj's moving to outinfuckingnowhere, and I'm so upset. I should totally not give a fuck, but that was literally my best friend? Yeah, but now he gets a little girlfriend who he talks to on the phone, and he's hot shit and can be a dick to me. Oh wait, she was my bestfriend too. Haha, cool

The only good part of my day was seeing Nick working at BK, omg my mom loves him now.

Okay, I think I'll go have a nice cry and sleep. Then wake up at 9 am on a Saturday to go into school and take a test for Hutch. Then go to an hour ballet class, with Savanah, more awkward time with her. Then settle things with Brandon.