So far I’ve seen two buildings driving through Ohio. It’s all just C O R N

Alot of times, you can find me in my bedroom with music playing. Alone in bed. I'm depressed, but I know life isnt that bad. I cant seem to find happiness in anything for the past 7 months. My life is messy, complicated, and confusing.. but who's isnt? I'm socially awkward so I dont go out alot. Oh, and my friends that I thought I had, suck. Maybe it's because I'm 24 and I've done and been through almost all of it already. By the choices I've made since 15. Everytime I finally feel joy or happiness, it gets pulled away no matter what, or fuckd up, or fucks me over. Hmm.