#of fear

She's the type of girl to be so insecure when you start looking at her for too long. What are you looking at?

In the beginning:

We don't really have much of Sophie as a character other than the the fact that she struggles with classmates bullying her and struggling with school..

She would start asking herself these random questions or starts making up assumptions.

At first she'd be would be hesitant to become close or try to be friends with you because, again, no one would hang out with her besides her only friend Simon, so she does have trust issues and such when it comes to making new alliances with classmates.

She's quiet, very quiet.

If you're the talkative type, she'd listen but with a slight trace of zoning out mid listening..

"Hello?"

S: hm..? Oh..what did you say? I'm sorry..

"hm.."

You'd start to get concerned..are you just not her type of person?

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Months pass by and Sophie for some reason keeps coming over to your place..She tends to call you to ask for "permission" or to give you a heads-up.

She's always been that kind of girl, she doesn't like to invite herself whenever she wants, she always asks the person next to her if it's alright..

But you, of course, you don't budge, so..you allowed her to come over at your place.

-Headcanon: While Simon is the type to keep himself away from people as much as possible when things are going bad in life, Sophie is the kind of girl to run to the nearest comfort she can find whether it be a place or a person..

So let's say things are bad for her at home, school or anywhere, really. Her slight panic attack would start to kick in and she starts running to the nearest safe place she can think of.

Her anxiety actually ruined her life completely. Especially when we're talking about the health benefits in anatomy wise..

Headcanon: Sophie has arrhythmia.

> Anxiety and arrhythmias can have a complex and reciprocal relationship. Anxiety can trigger or worsen arrhythmias, and conversely, arrhythmias can cause anxiety. The body's stress response, particularly the release of adrenaline, can directly impact the heart's rhythm and lead to palpitations or irregular heartbeats.

You'd have to be there with her when it comes to this.

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As much as I'm not great with soft headcanons for a game that's literally made out of pain and suffering, here's a little bit of soft Sophie X Reader headcanons cause I love her too much to let her suffer :(

- Well let's say a year passes and you're Sophie's safe space, you've become her favourite person, her light and her everything..even if she's bad at expressing it from how withdrawn she is..you don't mind the silence between the two of you

-Even if Sophie is the one hurting, she ALWAYS can tell when someone else is hurting. Especially you. She'd become so alarmed when this happens, her empathy is sharp and quiet. She'd sit right next to you, even if you don't want to talk about it..(bonus headcanon: if you cut yourself, she'd clean your scars and comfort you all at the same time..)

-Sophie daydreams a lot, most of the time it involves around you <3...

She thinks about you. A lot..

-if you give something small yet meaningful, she'll keep it in her memory box that's decorated and with a sticky note that has your name written on it..

-She loves cloudy days...Sophie finds comfort in overcast skies. They remind her of softness, like the world is muffled and gentle. She takes slow walks when it’s grey outside, her headphones in, hands tucked in her jacket pockets.