#oc:tamia

Hey Sylvan.... Have you ever been in love?

Hello, @kitn-underfoot.

I'm obliged to thank you for your question--my...coworker just took it upon herself to shout from across my office that I could 'do with a kinder attitude.' Yes, and she insisted I add her exact quote. If looks could kill, I suppose I'd be less a detective and more the spawn of a new case.

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Well, I find myself clever. I sincerely hope you do as well, Kit--if I may call you such. As per your query, I can't say truthfully that I wish to answer. Still, considering Tamia is now looming threateningly over my shoulder, I'm left with little choice.

I didn't let myself consider the notion of dating until I'd already graduated from general education and begun my university days. I thought I knew what I wanted at the time. The trouble was, I was a seasoned mind trapped in a body far too young. I still am. I don't expect you to understand my vague description, and I don't care to elaborate.

Anyhow, there were a few women who had taken interest in me over the years. I was naive then, fueled by peer pressure and the desire to be someone I was not. I dated, but never for long. I drank to compensate for the number of times I forced myself to leave the bar with two cold hands in the pockets of my jacket.

I found I didn't care for the frivolity of conventional romance that sort of dating offered. Relying on my own ardor and drive is superior. It is easier. Safer.

That will not change. I am too scientifically-minded for the hormone-fueled delusions of young love. I love my work, and I predict that is the nearest damned thing I'll find to a partner.

Thank you for your terribly invasive question, Kit.