#oc angst

well, we'll call this a grand reveal I guess. Angst art from my TSAMS au (don't worry, it's just a nightmare Veronica's having, TJ is fine 😁)

Also, uh, trigger warning ig, dunno what exactly would be triggering, but it's angsty so...be warned! (Idk man, I'm awkward as heck 🥲)

"We all have our own voices...but the head voice is not light in this head...it's heavy and dark..."

Wanted to draw some angst for my bebe based on his trauma since I was in the mood for some ✨ DrAmA ✨

Eclipse, Shade and Solar might be needed though so...

CAN SOMEONE GET THEM HERE?!...And what do you think they would do to comfort him?

Content warnings for this chapter: past noncon and emotional abuse, self-directed victim blaming

Konstantin begins to talk about what happened at Castle Ausric and is bewildered by how badly it doesn't go.

“And whatever made you run,” Nic said, “was that his choice or hers?” “If you’re going to talk about him, you can call him Victor.” Konstantin could get used to it. “And Elizabeta....” The name didn’t really feel like hers. “Lilli.” That did; part of him wanted to draw away from the sound like skin flinched from a cold blade. But he’d so rarely said her name, after their initial flirtation, that the sensation of it on his tongue wasn’t much at all. “I suppose it was. Her idea. His…execution. And something I said. And everything before that. And after, what I. Once it happened.” He shook his head. “Fuck. I’m sorry.” He’d been able to say their names, though, if not full sentences afterward. If they asked for more details. He couldn’t. Not now. Nic’s hand settled on the rock beside Konstantin. “I made you run, once. I’m sorry for that.” “Not like them,” he whispered. “Well, the thing is, I—we,” Nic said as Cat nodded in agreement, her expression wary, "would want to avoid that. In the future.” He still thought there would be a future.

Chapter length: 3,000 words

Story summary: The only hope for a dishonored baron’s heir, his undutiful wife, and an unwanted commoner is the courage they find together.

After years as a prisoner of war, Konstantin Eadinford returns to a barony impoverished by raising a ransom he isn’t worth. He’s been dishonored by trying to escape Castle Ausric. Carrying a heart gone rotten with betrayal, he’s certain he can never share it with the two people who have come to care for him. But together, can they create something more than honor?

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You were in on that whole settin' the field on fire thing were you?!— I saw that post you sayin' you're all tired from bein' a BITCH..

fuck was up with you huh? were you on some booze on school grounds?— fuck is with you? a jock disrespectful to her own clique?

my god,such a mess.

@xoxoambersblog

<They insulted Dan, and Kirby...I got ticked, so I supplied glitter to Dess. BECAUSE THE SHORT GUYS AREN'T WEAK. TED WENT DOWN IN A PUNCH!! DAMON TALKS BEHIND TED'S BACK!>

genre: thriller; horror-esque

main character: Abel H. Duncan

tw. blood, implied violence

TALK TO ME.

HAVE YOU GOTTEN TIRED OF ME????

AM I NOT LOVABLE ENOUGH?!!!!!!