#obovoid

jesus christ i was gonna say maybe i should watch it again to see what the context was for the images i remember but after that description i'm having second thoughts

this movie defies description honestly. that was just the first few minutes and that’s before she enters...i think the killer’s? mind. 

i absolutely do not understand how this movie was made, much less given a budget of $33 million and able to cast multiple (relatively) well-known actors. apparently the director is the same one who made the music video for rem’s “losing my religion” and won an award for it. his wikipedia page includes this quote: 

omg as a kid i saw like half an hour of that movie and i don't remember any entrails but i remember the horse and someone slowly drowning & just that much terrified me

fuck i forgot about the horse! it’s playing on hbo right now, and it’s intercutting scenes of jlo smoking a joint and watching cartoons with a serial killer bathing a female corpse in milk, then taking off his shirt to reveal a million hooks in his back that he attaches to chains to dangle himself above the corpse while jacking off to the video of her drowning in a clear locked box that was slowly filling with water. there’s also something with a comatose child who is afraid of a bogeyman and she keeps connecting to his brain via...some weird muscle-like suit and a cloth over her face which allows her to enter his mind which is apparently a desert filled with broken ships. i think i remember her dressed in some sort of padme amidala-meets-dominatrix costume at one point? 

14. Who was your first celebrity crush?faith from buffy i think? tho if cartoons count it’s probably embarrassingly she-ra

ah man im really sorry to hear - i hope you can bounce back and move on soon and you find something else for the time being.. sending u good vibes and hugs i love u 💕

@obovoid replied to your post “i didnt get into the pgce course.”

:( hugs from across the atlantic!

i wonder what is the most purely utilitarian breakfast cereal. grape-nuts maybe