#oak rambles

Chat me and the old man of my dreams had more interactions that were flirty (confirmed by others, I'm not just projecting) and I'm gonna follow him on social media either today or tomorrow and I'll ask him out to get coffee together CHAT HELP

Someone tell me why older men are so hot? Like who in the universe gave them the right? I'm genuinely perplexed by the phenomenon of men becoming sexier over the age of 40.

as much as I like the wholesome ranboo, tubbo and Micheal family it's always tainted by the way ranboo and tubbo treated Fundy earlier today, and hearing a bunch of people think that Tubbo and Ranboo are Always nice and always wholesome just makes me feel like shit, because I feel like people are ignoring the fact that Tubbo and Ranboo can be Mean. They can be mean as hell and especially when they've mean to my comfort character and then everyone Ignores it? I might block to tubbo and ranboo tags for a hot minute, because it's really upsetting.

i see different versions of myself in old notebooks and in the dates on google docs with angsty writing, and in text conversations from so long ago. when i forced myself to be someone i wasn’t in the third grade and no one picked up on it except one of my closest friends who thought it was “annoying” i was suppressing myself and told me to my face. when i didn’t say no to that hug i didn’t want. when i cut my hair short in the bathroom with craft scissors at two am cause i’m not a girl and i cried because i loved how long it’d gotten but i prioritized expression over that. when i snapped. and when i didn’t. when i asserted my boundaries. when i forced myself to be quiet. and when i was as loud as physically possible. and ive come to the conclusion those were all me. future me would tell past me to know that present me is doing okay, all things considered. and im not thriving yet but at least im here and im doing my best