pairing: jack wilder x reader
summary: You keep the Horsemen organized and in lineโbut Jack Wilder keeps you on edge. From secret kisses to near-discoveries, your hidden romance teeters between chaos and intimacyโuntil one hotel room forces the truth into the open.
chapter warnings: Flirting, suggestive content, minor injury, emotional tension, secret romance (lmk if there are any more!)
A/N: this one is specifically for my friend who said she was going to binge read the jack wilder fics after the movie. you know who you are...
You were the one who kept the Horsemen all from completely falling apart.
You scheduled rehearsals, made sure everyone had their gear, organised the timing down to the second, and cleaned up the chaos left in the wake of their stunts. People thought you were cold, calculated, unflappable โ and maybe, sometimes, you were โ but that wasnโt the whole story. You cared. You cared a lot. You just didnโt make a show of it.
It was your job to be the one who stayed three steps ahead, who noticed when someone was about to make a mistake, who got between them and disaster before anyone else even realized it was coming. You managed the Horsemen the way some people manage a ticking bomb โ calmly, precisely, and with a little prayer that it wouldnโt explode in your face.
And then there was Jack.
Jack Wilder.
The wildcard. The smile that made you lose your focus. The infuriating man who broke rules as easily as he broke hearts. You were supposed to keep him in line, keep him in check, keep him professional. And yet somehow, in the quiet moments, in the spaces between stunts and meetings, you found yourself pulled into him. Into his chaos. Into his ridiculous charm.
It wasnโt supposed to happen.
It was reckless. Unprofessional. And yet, when he looked at you the way he did โ like you were the only person in the room who mattered, the only person who could see him โ you realized it didnโt matter. You didnโt care about rules in that moment. You didnโt care about logic.
Because managing a team of illusionists was one thing. Managing your own heart? That was another entirely.
And from that precarious edge, your secret began. A secret you would hide from the Horsemen, no matter how close they were, no matter how much they suspectedโฆ at least, until the day you couldnโt.
the time you pretended to hate each other
Youโd been managing the Horsemen for months, which meant you knew exactly how to predict chaos โ all of it. Except for one thing. Jack Wilder.
He was impossible. Charming, reckless, infuriating, and somehow always distracting you at exactly the wrong moment. Which is why, when Atlas called the team into the briefing room that morning, you sat as far away from him as humanly possible. Not too far โ people would notice โ but far enough to send the right message.
Jack noticed immediately. Of course he did.
โMorning,โ he said, sliding into his chair at the far end of the table, voice casual. Too casual. His eyes gleamed in a way that made your chest tighten.
You didnโt respond.
Merritt, ever the observant one, tilted his head and narrowed his eyes. โWhy do you two always sit like a divorced couple?โ
You didnโt even look at Jack. โBecause heโs insufferable.โ
Jack smirked. โBecause she breathes too loud.โ
You shot him a glare sharp enough to cut glass.
Merritt groaned. โUgh. You two are exhausting.โ
Atlas cleared his throat, flipping through his notes like nothing was happening, but you and Jack both knew better. Under the table, your phone vibrated. You glanced down.
jack: you look really pretty today btw
Your stomach did a flip. Nearly choked. Your hand shook slightly as you typed a reply.
you: stop it. merritt is watching me like Iโm about to explodejack: i always watch u like that. i like it
You cursed under your breath, shoving the phone into your pocket before anyone noticed.
โYou okay?โ Atlas asked, finally glancing at you, voice sharp but not unkind.
โYes,โ you said quickly, trying to steady your breath. โJustโฆ coffee didnโt agree with me.โ
Jack took a slow sip of his own coffee, hiding a grin that threatened to undo every ounce of professionalism you had cultivated.
And for the next hour, you sat there, pretending to hate each other, trading barbed comments, while secretly exchanging tiny smiles and texts under the table.
Perfect cover.
Wellโฆ for now.
2. the time you two almost got caught making out
The show in Buenos Aires had ended hours ago, but the theater still smelled faintly of smoke and perfume. You were supposed to be helping Jack pack up props, moving crates and folding costumes, keeping everything organized. Instead, you found yourself pinned against a costume rack, Jackโs hands tangled in your hair, his mouth claiming yours like he hadnโt seen you in weeks.
โGod, Iโve missed you,โ he murmured against your lips.
โJackโโ you warned, but he ignored you, lifting you onto a crate so your legs dangled precariously. Your hands clutched at him, unwilling to let go, and for a moment the world narrowed to just the two of you, the dim backstage lighting, the quiet hum of the empty theater.
Then a voice cut through the tension like a knife.
โHEY! Has anyone seen Jack?โ
Your stomach dropped. Lulaโs voice echoed down the hallway, casual but sharp, and suddenly all the intimacy youโd been wrapped up in threatened to unravel. You shoved him away so fast he stumbled backward, tripping over a fog machine with a loud clatter.
You straightened your shirt as though nothing had happened, while Jack sat on the floor, hair a mess, blinking at you like youโd just insulted his very existence.
โDoes this look natural!?โ he demanded, gesturing helplessly to himself.
Lula rounded the corner, saw him sprawled on the ground, and sighed. โโฆYouโre so weird,โ she said, shaking her head before walking away, clearly choosing not to involve herself in whatever ridiculousness you two were engaged in.
You let out a breath you hadnโt realized you were holding. Jack grinned despite the mess heโd made of himself, brushing a stray lock of hair from his face.
โThat wasโฆ close,โ he admitted, his voice low and dangerous in that way that made your pulse speed.
โToo close,โ you said, adjusting your own clothes and trying not to think about how close youโd been.
He leaned toward you again, a playful glint in his eyes, but you slapped his shoulder lightly, grounding both of you in reality.
โNot here, Wilder,โ you warned.
โNoted,โ he said, a wicked smile tugging at the corner of his lips. โNext time?โ
โNext timeโฆ maybe never,โ you said, exhaling, still shaky. โWe nearly got caught.โ
Jack laughed softly, brushing his thumb across your cheek as if to remind you that rules were optional when it came to the two of you. โImpossible,โ he said. โWeโre too good at this.โ
โOr maybe weโre not lucky at all,โ you muttered, though your heart still hammered in your chest.
One thing was certain: hiding this was going to be harder than either of you had imagined.
3. the time when he pulled a dangerous stunt
The stunt had been reckless, and youโd told him so. But Jack Wilder never listened to warningsโhe thrived on adrenaline, and apparently, minor injuries were part of the thrill.
You found him in the small backstage safe room, leaning against the wall with a shallow cut across his forearm. The blood was darker than you expected, and a thin smear ran down to his wrist. His breathing was uneven, and the slight pallor of his face made your stomach twist.
โJack,โ you hissed, dropping to your knees beside him, eyes narrowing. โWhat the hell were you thinking?โ
He tried to brush it off, waving one hand casually, but his grin faltered when he saw your glare. โThought I could pull it off,โ he said. โSlightโฆ miscalculation.โ
โMiscalculation?โ you repeated, rolling your eyes. โYouโre bleeding, idiot. Thatโs more than a miscalculation.โ
He flexed his wrist, a weak attempt to make it look fine. โTechnically, itโs not that bad.โ
โTechnically, Iโll throttle you if you move,โ you snapped, grabbing a clean cloth and pressing it firmly to his wound. The iron scent of blood mixed with the faint perfume lingering in the room, and your fingers brushed the warm skin around the cut. You tried to focus, but the heat from your touchโand from himโmade your pulse spike.
โYou really get bossy when Iโm hurt,โ he murmured, voice low, teasingโbut there was a vulnerability there, the kind that made your chest tighten.
โYou shouldnโt be hurt, Jack. Ever,โ you said, brushing a strand of hair from his forehead. Your fingers lingered too long, and your pulse hammered.
Jack caught your gaze, his grin softening into something warmer. โAnd yet here we are.โ
You groaned, shifting slightly so your knees werenโt pressing uncomfortably against the crate. โStop flirting. Just stay still.โ
โI worry youโre going to kill me with those eyes,โ he whispered, and despite yourself, a small shiver ran down your spine.
โI am allowed to care about you,โ you snapped, though your voice wavered. โA lot. Maybe too much.โ
He reached out under the cloth, fingers brushing yours as he held your hand. The touch sent heat straight to your core. โI like that you care. About me. I like itโฆ more than I probably should.โ
Your breath caught. โJackโโ
A sudden click of the door made both of you spin. Atlas stepped in, frowning. โEverything alright in here?โ
Jack sprang to his feet, straightening awkwardly, the careless grin back in place. โYeah. Minor paperwork. Boss ladyโs supervising.โ
You pressed a hand to your chest, trying to calm the rapid thump of your heart. Jack leaned against the wall again once Atlas left, watching you with that impossible lookโsoft, intimate, and dangerous.
โYou know,โ he murmured, leaning just a fraction closer, โyou could fix this faster if you wanted to.โ
โIโm not kissing the patient,โ you said, adjusting the cloth, though your fingers lingered a second longer than necessary on his arm.
โPatient,โ he echoed, voice low, deliberate, almost teasing. โIs that a challenge?โ
Your pulse jumped, heat rising to your cheeks. For a second, it felt like everything had narrowed to just you and him, the rest of the world gone. But you shook your head. โNot here, Jack,โ you whispered.
He smirked, brushing his fingers over yours one last time before stepping back. โFine. Butโฆ next time? Maybe Iโll let you.โ
You rolled your eyes, though your chest still raced. One thing was clear: this secret was dangerous, and the closenessโthe accidental touches, the teasing, the adrenalineโmade it impossible to hide how much you felt.
4. the time you got jealous
The backstage corridor was still humming with post-show chaos when you walked through, flipping through your clipboard, trying to wrangle the team for load-out. You werenโt really paying attentionโuntil you heard Jackโs laugh.
Not his stage laugh, not his crowd-standard charming smirk. The soft one. The one he used on you.
You looked up on instinct.
A girl was practically glued to his side, touching his arm, hair flipping like she practiced it in a mirror. And JackโJack was smiling politely, stepping back but not fast enough for your liking.
You felt something hot and sharp stab through your chest before you could stop it.
Ridiculous. Illogical. Dangerous.
You forced your voice steady as you walked over. โJack. Weโre overdue to load out. I need you backstage.โ
The girl didnโt even look at you. โYouโre the manager, right? You sound stressed.โ
You blinked. โThis is literally my job.โ
Jack snorted under his breath and quickly covered it with a cough.
The girl leaned in closer to him. โSo, Jackโฆ if youโre free tonight, maybe you could show me a private trick? I bet youโre really good with yourโโ
Your eye twitched so violently that Jack actually flinched.
โSorry,โ he said immediately, backing up. โIโve got responsibilities tonight.โ
Her smile dropped. โSeriously? Youโre bailing?โ
Before you could react, Merritt appeared out of nowhere like a vulture smelling drama.
โWell damn,โ Merritt said, grinning wide, โsomeoneโs jealous.โ
You stiffened. Jack froze.
โExcuse me?โ you snapped.
โOh, please,โ Merritt laughed, waving a hand. โYou were practically breathing fire. Iโve seen less rage from Lula when someone touches her props.โ
โIโm notโjealous,โ you sputtered. โIโm annoyed because Jack is off-schedule.โ
โYou donโt get annoyed like that about anyone else,โ Merritt said, narrowing his eyes with delighted suspicion.
Jackโs face went bright red behind him. โMerrittโโ
โNo no, donโt stop me, kid.โ Merritt pointed between you. โThereโs something weird going on here and I intend to annoy both of you until I figure itโโ
โMerritt,โ you snapped, โleave before I assign your call time to 5 a.m.โ
His eyebrows shot up. โYou know what? I like sleeping. Iโm gonna go find Lula.โ
He disappeared down the hallway.
Silence rushed in behind him.
Jack stepped closer the second Merritt turned the corner. Close enough that you could feel the warmth of his body, the quiet steadiness he saved just for you.
โYou okay?โ he murmured.
You kept your eyes on your clipboard even though you werenโt reading a single word. โFine.โ
โLiar.โ
You exhaled sharply. โJack, Iโjust donโt take unnecessary risks with fans. They donโt know boundaries.โ
His gaze softened instantly. โHey.โ He tilted his head, trying to catch your eyes. โI wasnโt flirting with her.โ
โI know,โ you said too quickly, too quietly.
Jack inhaled like the admission punched the air out of him.
โAndโฆโ he continued, stepping just a little closer until your arms brushed, โI kind ofโฆ really liked that you got jealous.โ
Your head snapped up. โJack! I wasโ I was notโโ
He smiled, small and unbearably soft. โYou were.โ
Your chest tightened. โSomeone couldโve noticed.โ
โThey didnโt.โ His voice dipped to a whisper meant only for you. โOnly I did.โ
Your breath hitched in your throat.
Down the hall, someone shouted Jackโs name. Both of you jumped apart like guilty teenagers.
Jack stepped backwards, but his eyes lingered on you. โIโll go load out. Before Merritt comes back with conspiracy theories.โ
He turned, hesitated, then added under his breath:
โAnd jealously suits you. Just saying.โ
You threw your clipboard at him. He dodged, laughing all the way down the hall.
When you bent to retrieve it, you realized you were smilingโhelplessly, hopelesslyโbecause loving him in secret was impossible. And hiding it was getting harder every day.
5. the time he caught you
You were mid-sentence, hands full of cue cards and a half-dead flashlight, weaving through the mess of cables that snaked across the backstage floor. Youโd walked this area a thousand times โ which made it all the more humiliating when your toe caught on a thick cord and the ground suddenly tilted.
You let out a sharp gasp.
But you never hit the ground.
Jack got to you first.
It didnโt even seem possible โ one moment he was across the room, arguing with Atlas about some detail in the finale, and the next his hands were around your waist, pulling you upright with a speed that didnโt feel human.
You crashed chest-first into him, breath leaving your lungs in a stunned rush, the world still spinning.
His fingers were firm around your hips. His chest rose and fell against yours. His eyes were wide โ terrified, then relieved.
โCareful,โ he breathed, voice rough. โYou okay?โ
You blinked, dazed. โIโyeah. I didnโt even fall.โ
โBecause you were about to,โ he muttered. His hands didnโt let go, not immediately. โAnd because you donโt look where youโre walking.โ
โThatโs rich coming from you.โ
โYou couldโve gotten hurt.โ
His voice was too soft. Too honest. Too close.
Your heart thudded painfully, embarrassingly loud. You became acutely aware of how close you were โ his grip, your hands braced against his shoulders, your faces inches apart.
Thenโ
Footsteps.
You both froze.
Henley appeared around a stack of crates, brows raised as she took in the scene: you pressed against Jackโs chest, his arms still wrapped instinctively around your waist like heโd forgotten how to let go.
โโฆwhy did you move faster than gravity?โ she asked flatly.
Jack recoiled as if electrocuted, stepping back so quickly he nearly tripped over the SAME cable you had. His ears were bright pink. He shoved his hands into his pockets like that would erase the entire moment.
You cleared your throat, smoothing your hair, praying you didnโt look as flustered as you felt. โI justโuh. Tripped.โ
Henleyโs eyes flicked between the two of you, unimpressed. โRight. And he got to you before physics did. Totally normal.โ
Jack gave an awkward laugh. โGood reflexes?โ
โMhmm.โ Henley stared a second longer, then disappeared behind the curtains.
Silence swallowed the space sheโd left.
Jack exhaled slowly. His voice dropped. โYou almost fell,โ he murmured, as if he still needed to explain himself. โI wasnโt going to let that happen.โ
Your heart beat so hard you wondered if he could hear it.
โโฆthanks,โ you said, softer than you meant to. โFor the catch.โ
He looked at you then โ really looked โ and the pink in his ears deepened.
โAnytime,โ he whispered.
And the way he said it made it sound like he meant every time, in every possible situation.
Like catching you was the most natural instinct he had.
6. the time you were cold
You were shivering in the backstage corridor, hugging yourself as you tried to stay warm. The lights were dim, the crew was packing up props, and your teeth were clattering just slightly.
Jack appeared behind you like he had eyes in the back of his head. โYouโre freezing,โ he said, tone teasing, but you caught the edge of concern.
โIโm fine,โ you muttered, tugging your jacket tighter around yourself.
Jack didnโt argue. Instead, he shrugged off his hoodie, still warm from his body, and stepped closer. โHere,โ he said, draping it over your shoulders. Your hands brushed as he adjusted the sleeves, pulling them down just right. His chest brushed your back in the process, and you froze.
โJackโฆโ you began, your voice small, almost breathless.
โShh,โ he whispered, leaning just enough to make sure the hoodie sat comfortably. โNo oneโs around.โ
Except someone was.
A soft cough echoed behind you both. You spun just in time to see Henley peering around the corner, arms crossed, eyebrows raised.
โโฆWhat exactly is happening here?โ she asked, voice suspiciously calm.
Jackโs hands froze mid-adjustment. He stepped back instantly, face flushing pink, trying to make it look casual. โUhโฆ she was cold,โ he said, shrugging as though handing over a hoodie required no explanation.
You tugged the hoodie tighter around you, cheeks burning. โYeah, cold,โ you echoed weakly, pretending the warmth spreading through your chest was just the fabric.
Henley tilted her head, unconvinced. โHmm. Right. Sure. Totally normal.โ
She walked away, muttering something under her breath about you two being โridiculous.โ
You exhaled shakily, heart pounding, realizing just how close youโd come to being found out. Jackโs fingers brushed yours again as he stepped past, soft and casual โ and suddenly, the hoodie felt like the safest, most intimate thing in the world.
โYou know,โ he murmured once Henley disappeared from view, voice low, โwe really need to be more careful.โ
You swallowed, biting your lip. โYeahโฆ about that.โ
He smirked, sliding just a little closer. โBut admit it โ it was worth almost getting caught.โ
And somehow, you knew it was.
the time they found out
The hotel room was tiny. One queen-sized bed dominated the space, leaving just enough room for suitcases and two very stubborn egos.
You dropped your bag with a groan, arms crossed. โSeriously? One bed?โ
Jack slammed the door behind him, pretending to fume. โSeriously? One bed? This is outrageous.โ
You matched his theatrics perfectly. โItโs absurd! Who thought two professionals could possibly share a bed?โ
โRidiculous,โ he shot back, pacing. โI will not compromise my personal space.โ
โNeither will I,โ you spat, pointing at him. โAbsolutely unacceptable.โ
Atlas, standing in the doorway with a brow raised, blinked. โUhโฆ you twoโฆ canโt you justโโ
โNo.โ Jack cut him off immediately. โAbsolutely not. I will not swap beds with anyone else.โ
You nodded furiously. โMe neither! This is our fight.โ
Merritt leaned against the wall, smirking. โUhโฆ you can swap with one of us, you know?โ
Jackโs jaw tightened. โNo.โ
You nodded, eyes narrowing. โโฆNo. This is our battle.โ
The Horsemen exchanged glances. โโฆOh,โ Atlas said slowly, like heโd just realized you two wereโฆ insane.
For a few minutes, you and Jack huffed, groaned, and dramatically threw pillows at each other, pretending to be utterly miserable.
Then, once the โaudienceโ of Horsemen had left the room, the act fell away. You sank onto the edge of the bed, arms crossed, pretending indignation, but your heart was racing far too fast to maintain the act.
Jack flopped down opposite you, giving you a mock glare. โI canโt believe I have to share a bed with you, of all people.โ
โOh, please,โ you shot back, tone clipped, though your lips twitched. โIโd rather sleep on the floor than next to you.โ
He tilted his head, grin softening. โYeah?โ
โAbsolutely,โ you said, sitting up a little straighter, tryingโand failingโto look indignant.
Jack leaned closer, dangerously close, just enough that your knees brushed. โYou know, itโs kind ofโฆ nice. This closeness,โ he murmured, voice low.
You froze, heart stuttering. โโฆNice?โ
โYeah,โ he said, reaching out just a fingertip, brushing a stray strand of hair from your face. โI meanโฆ not that I like having you near me or anything.โ
โOf course not,โ you said quickly, voice sharp, but you didnโt pull away.
Jack smirked, inching even closer, his arm brushing yours. โGood. Me neither.โ
You let out a soft laugh, the tension melting a little. โWeโre really bad at pretending, arenโt we?โ
โTerrible,โ he agreed, pressing his hand lightly against yours under the blanket. โBut itโsโฆ kind of fun.โ
You glanced at him, and in that small, cramped hotel room, with one bed between you and the world outside, it did feel fun. It felt like you were exactly where you were supposed to be.
Jack leaned back, still holding your hand, eyes twinkling. โJustโฆ try not to smile too much. The others are watching.โ
โI canโt make any promises,โ you whispered, squeezing his hand.
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The morning sun had barely crept into the tiny hotel room when the soft click of a lock made you stir.
Jack, still half-asleep, grumbled something incoherent, arm draped over your shoulder as you nestled your head against his chest. The blankets were tangled around both of you, limbs impossibly intertwined, and for once, the world outside this small, one-bed room didnโt exist.
Then the door burst open.
And there they were: Atlas, Merritt, Henley, and Lula, all standing in the doorway with arms crossed, expressions a mixture of triumph, amusement, and barely contained laughter.
You froze, Jackโs arm tightening around you instinctively.
โโฆOh,โ Henley breathed.
Jack blinked, sitting up slightly, hair mussed, face pink. โUhโฆ whatโ?โ
Atlas stepped forward, smirking. โDonโt even try it. We knew.โ
โWe knew you two would act like this,โ Merritt added, voice dripping amusement. โWhich is exactly why we hid it for as long as we could. We thought maybe youโd, I donโt knowโฆ keep up the act forever.โ
You buried your face further into Jackโs chest, mortified, while he ran a hand over his hair, trying to look composed. โWeโฆ we can explain,โ he muttered, voice low and flustered.
โYou donโt have to,โ Lula said cheerfully, grinning from ear to ear. โThe bed kind of gave it away.โ
Henley shook her head, a slow smile forming. โOh, come on. I knew it. All those ridiculous fake arguments last night? Total cover. I shouldโve bet on it.โ
Jack groaned, leaning back against the headboard. โWe were pretending! Totally pretending!โ
โPretending?โ Atlas echoed, voice flat, eyebrow raised. โYou two looked like kittens tangled in a blanket.โ
You peeked up at them, cheeks flaming, and Jack muttered under his breath, โWeโre doomed.โ
Merritt chuckled, stepping closer. โDoomed? Nah. Adorable, maybe. But definitely caught.โ
You swatted at him, flustered. โWe werenโt caught! Weโโ
Henley leaned in, voice teasing, cutting you off. โYep. Totally caught. And the best part? You both thought you were so sly.โ
Jack sighed, burying his face in his hands. โWeโre never living this down, are we?โ
Atlas shook his head, smirking. โNope. Not a chance. But honestlyโฆ I knew.โ
You peeked at Jack, half-laughing, half-mortified. He pressed a quick kiss to your forehead, whispering, โI told you we shouldโve been more subtle.โ
Lula laughed, pointing at the bed. โSubtle? You were practically screaming โsecret coupleโ with every pillow toss last night!โ
You groaned dramatically, pretending indignation, while Jack wrapped an arm around you again. โFine. Admit it,โ he murmured, smirking. โIt was kind of worth it.โ
You buried your face against his chest, letting out a soft laugh. โYeahโฆ kind of.โ
Atlas shook his head again, smiling knowingly. โJust donโt act like you two can hide it next time. Weโre onto you.โ
Merritt added, smirking: โAnd weโll make sure everyone else knows the moment you try.โ
Jack muttered under his breath, โGreat. Lifeโs over.โ
You squeezed his hand, grinning. โNah. Lifeโs just officiallyโฆ more fun.โ
And for once, even with the Horsemen watching, the fake hatred, the pretending, the secrecyโit all felt completely, wonderfully pointless. Because now everyone knew, and somehow, it didnโt matter at all.
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