pairing: jack wilder x reader
summary: You keep the Horsemen organized and in lineβbut Jack Wilder keeps you on edge. From secret kisses to near-discoveries, your hidden romance teeters between chaos and intimacyβuntil one hotel room forces the truth into the open.
chapter warnings: Flirting, suggestive content, minor injury, emotional tension, secret romance (lmk if there are any more!)
A/N: this one is specifically for my friend who said she was going to binge read the jack wilder fics after the movie. you know who you are...
You were the one who kept the Horsemen all from completely falling apart.
You scheduled rehearsals, made sure everyone had their gear, organised the timing down to the second, and cleaned up the chaos left in the wake of their stunts. People thought you were cold, calculated, unflappable β and maybe, sometimes, you were β but that wasnβt the whole story. You cared. You cared a lot. You just didnβt make a show of it.
It was your job to be the one who stayed three steps ahead, who noticed when someone was about to make a mistake, who got between them and disaster before anyone else even realized it was coming. You managed the Horsemen the way some people manage a ticking bomb β calmly, precisely, and with a little prayer that it wouldnβt explode in your face.
And then there was Jack.
Jack Wilder.
The wildcard. The smile that made you lose your focus. The infuriating man who broke rules as easily as he broke hearts. You were supposed to keep him in line, keep him in check, keep him professional. And yet somehow, in the quiet moments, in the spaces between stunts and meetings, you found yourself pulled into him. Into his chaos. Into his ridiculous charm.
It wasnβt supposed to happen.
It was reckless. Unprofessional. And yet, when he looked at you the way he did β like you were the only person in the room who mattered, the only person who could see him β you realized it didnβt matter. You didnβt care about rules in that moment. You didnβt care about logic.
Because managing a team of illusionists was one thing. Managing your own heart? That was another entirely.
And from that precarious edge, your secret began. A secret you would hide from the Horsemen, no matter how close they were, no matter how much they suspectedβ¦ at least, until the day you couldnβt.
the time you pretended to hate each other
Youβd been managing the Horsemen for months, which meant you knew exactly how to predict chaos β all of it. Except for one thing. Jack Wilder.
He was impossible. Charming, reckless, infuriating, and somehow always distracting you at exactly the wrong moment. Which is why, when Atlas called the team into the briefing room that morning, you sat as far away from him as humanly possible. Not too far β people would notice β but far enough to send the right message.
Jack noticed immediately. Of course he did.
βMorning,β he said, sliding into his chair at the far end of the table, voice casual. Too casual. His eyes gleamed in a way that made your chest tighten.
You didnβt respond.
Merritt, ever the observant one, tilted his head and narrowed his eyes. βWhy do you two always sit like a divorced couple?β
You didnβt even look at Jack. βBecause heβs insufferable.β
Jack smirked. βBecause she breathes too loud.β
You shot him a glare sharp enough to cut glass.
Merritt groaned. βUgh. You two are exhausting.β
Atlas cleared his throat, flipping through his notes like nothing was happening, but you and Jack both knew better. Under the table, your phone vibrated. You glanced down.
jack: you look really pretty today btw
Your stomach did a flip. Nearly choked. Your hand shook slightly as you typed a reply.
you: stop it. merritt is watching me like Iβm about to explodejack: i always watch u like that. i like it
You cursed under your breath, shoving the phone into your pocket before anyone noticed.
βYou okay?β Atlas asked, finally glancing at you, voice sharp but not unkind.
βYes,β you said quickly, trying to steady your breath. βJustβ¦ coffee didnβt agree with me.β
Jack took a slow sip of his own coffee, hiding a grin that threatened to undo every ounce of professionalism you had cultivated.
And for the next hour, you sat there, pretending to hate each other, trading barbed comments, while secretly exchanging tiny smiles and texts under the table.
Perfect cover.
Well⦠for now.
2. the time you two almost got caught making out
The show in Buenos Aires had ended hours ago, but the theater still smelled faintly of smoke and perfume. You were supposed to be helping Jack pack up props, moving crates and folding costumes, keeping everything organized. Instead, you found yourself pinned against a costume rack, Jackβs hands tangled in your hair, his mouth claiming yours like he hadnβt seen you in weeks.
βGod, Iβve missed you,β he murmured against your lips.
βJackββ you warned, but he ignored you, lifting you onto a crate so your legs dangled precariously. Your hands clutched at him, unwilling to let go, and for a moment the world narrowed to just the two of you, the dim backstage lighting, the quiet hum of the empty theater.
Then a voice cut through the tension like a knife.
βHEY! Has anyone seen Jack?β
Your stomach dropped. Lulaβs voice echoed down the hallway, casual but sharp, and suddenly all the intimacy youβd been wrapped up in threatened to unravel. You shoved him away so fast he stumbled backward, tripping over a fog machine with a loud clatter.
You straightened your shirt as though nothing had happened, while Jack sat on the floor, hair a mess, blinking at you like youβd just insulted his very existence.
βDoes this look natural!?β he demanded, gesturing helplessly to himself.
Lula rounded the corner, saw him sprawled on the ground, and sighed. ββ¦Youβre so weird,β she said, shaking her head before walking away, clearly choosing not to involve herself in whatever ridiculousness you two were engaged in.
You let out a breath you hadnβt realized you were holding. Jack grinned despite the mess heβd made of himself, brushing a stray lock of hair from his face.
βThat wasβ¦ close,β he admitted, his voice low and dangerous in that way that made your pulse speed.
βToo close,β you said, adjusting your own clothes and trying not to think about how close youβd been.
He leaned toward you again, a playful glint in his eyes, but you slapped his shoulder lightly, grounding both of you in reality.
βNot here, Wilder,β you warned.
βNoted,β he said, a wicked smile tugging at the corner of his lips. βNext time?β
βNext timeβ¦ maybe never,β you said, exhaling, still shaky. βWe nearly got caught.β
Jack laughed softly, brushing his thumb across your cheek as if to remind you that rules were optional when it came to the two of you. βImpossible,β he said. βWeβre too good at this.β
βOr maybe weβre not lucky at all,β you muttered, though your heart still hammered in your chest.
One thing was certain: hiding this was going to be harder than either of you had imagined.
3. the time when he pulled a dangerous stunt
The stunt had been reckless, and youβd told him so. But Jack Wilder never listened to warningsβhe thrived on adrenaline, and apparently, minor injuries were part of the thrill.
You found him in the small backstage safe room, leaning against the wall with a shallow cut across his forearm. The blood was darker than you expected, and a thin smear ran down to his wrist. His breathing was uneven, and the slight pallor of his face made your stomach twist.
βJack,β you hissed, dropping to your knees beside him, eyes narrowing. βWhat the hell were you thinking?β
He tried to brush it off, waving one hand casually, but his grin faltered when he saw your glare. βThought I could pull it off,β he said. βSlightβ¦ miscalculation.β
βMiscalculation?β you repeated, rolling your eyes. βYouβre bleeding, idiot. Thatβs more than a miscalculation.β
He flexed his wrist, a weak attempt to make it look fine. βTechnically, itβs not that bad.β
βTechnically, Iβll throttle you if you move,β you snapped, grabbing a clean cloth and pressing it firmly to his wound. The iron scent of blood mixed with the faint perfume lingering in the room, and your fingers brushed the warm skin around the cut. You tried to focus, but the heat from your touchβand from himβmade your pulse spike.
βYou really get bossy when Iβm hurt,β he murmured, voice low, teasingβbut there was a vulnerability there, the kind that made your chest tighten.
βYou shouldnβt be hurt, Jack. Ever,β you said, brushing a strand of hair from his forehead. Your fingers lingered too long, and your pulse hammered.
Jack caught your gaze, his grin softening into something warmer. βAnd yet here we are.β
You groaned, shifting slightly so your knees werenβt pressing uncomfortably against the crate. βStop flirting. Just stay still.β
βI worry youβre going to kill me with those eyes,β he whispered, and despite yourself, a small shiver ran down your spine.
βI am allowed to care about you,β you snapped, though your voice wavered. βA lot. Maybe too much.β
He reached out under the cloth, fingers brushing yours as he held your hand. The touch sent heat straight to your core. βI like that you care. About me. I like itβ¦ more than I probably should.β
Your breath caught. βJackββ
A sudden click of the door made both of you spin. Atlas stepped in, frowning. βEverything alright in here?β
Jack sprang to his feet, straightening awkwardly, the careless grin back in place. βYeah. Minor paperwork. Boss ladyβs supervising.β
You pressed a hand to your chest, trying to calm the rapid thump of your heart. Jack leaned against the wall again once Atlas left, watching you with that impossible lookβsoft, intimate, and dangerous.
βYou know,β he murmured, leaning just a fraction closer, βyou could fix this faster if you wanted to.β
βIβm not kissing the patient,β you said, adjusting the cloth, though your fingers lingered a second longer than necessary on his arm.
βPatient,β he echoed, voice low, deliberate, almost teasing. βIs that a challenge?β
Your pulse jumped, heat rising to your cheeks. For a second, it felt like everything had narrowed to just you and him, the rest of the world gone. But you shook your head. βNot here, Jack,β you whispered.
He smirked, brushing his fingers over yours one last time before stepping back. βFine. Butβ¦ next time? Maybe Iβll let you.β
You rolled your eyes, though your chest still raced. One thing was clear: this secret was dangerous, and the closenessβthe accidental touches, the teasing, the adrenalineβmade it impossible to hide how much you felt.
4. the time you got jealous
The backstage corridor was still humming with post-show chaos when you walked through, flipping through your clipboard, trying to wrangle the team for load-out. You werenβt really paying attentionβuntil you heard Jackβs laugh.
Not his stage laugh, not his crowd-standard charming smirk. The soft one. The one he used on you.
You looked up on instinct.
A girl was practically glued to his side, touching his arm, hair flipping like she practiced it in a mirror. And JackβJack was smiling politely, stepping back but not fast enough for your liking.
You felt something hot and sharp stab through your chest before you could stop it.
Ridiculous. Illogical. Dangerous.
You forced your voice steady as you walked over. βJack. Weβre overdue to load out. I need you backstage.β
The girl didnβt even look at you. βYouβre the manager, right? You sound stressed.β
You blinked. βThis is literally my job.β
Jack snorted under his breath and quickly covered it with a cough.
The girl leaned in closer to him. βSo, Jackβ¦ if youβre free tonight, maybe you could show me a private trick? I bet youβre really good with yourββ
Your eye twitched so violently that Jack actually flinched.
βSorry,β he said immediately, backing up. βIβve got responsibilities tonight.β
Her smile dropped. βSeriously? Youβre bailing?β
Before you could react, Merritt appeared out of nowhere like a vulture smelling drama.
βWell damn,β Merritt said, grinning wide, βsomeoneβs jealous.β
You stiffened. Jack froze.
βExcuse me?β you snapped.
βOh, please,β Merritt laughed, waving a hand. βYou were practically breathing fire. Iβve seen less rage from Lula when someone touches her props.β
βIβm notβjealous,β you sputtered. βIβm annoyed because Jack is off-schedule.β
βYou donβt get annoyed like that about anyone else,β Merritt said, narrowing his eyes with delighted suspicion.
Jackβs face went bright red behind him. βMerrittββ
βNo no, donβt stop me, kid.β Merritt pointed between you. βThereβs something weird going on here and I intend to annoy both of you until I figure itββ
βMerritt,β you snapped, βleave before I assign your call time to 5 a.m.β
His eyebrows shot up. βYou know what? I like sleeping. Iβm gonna go find Lula.β
He disappeared down the hallway.
Silence rushed in behind him.
Jack stepped closer the second Merritt turned the corner. Close enough that you could feel the warmth of his body, the quiet steadiness he saved just for you.
βYou okay?β he murmured.
You kept your eyes on your clipboard even though you werenβt reading a single word. βFine.β
βLiar.β
You exhaled sharply. βJack, Iβjust donβt take unnecessary risks with fans. They donβt know boundaries.β
His gaze softened instantly. βHey.β He tilted his head, trying to catch your eyes. βI wasnβt flirting with her.β
βI know,β you said too quickly, too quietly.
Jack inhaled like the admission punched the air out of him.
βAndβ¦β he continued, stepping just a little closer until your arms brushed, βI kind ofβ¦ really liked that you got jealous.β
Your head snapped up. βJack! I wasβ I was notββ
He smiled, small and unbearably soft. βYou were.β
Your chest tightened. βSomeone couldβve noticed.β
βThey didnβt.β His voice dipped to a whisper meant only for you. βOnly I did.β
Your breath hitched in your throat.
Down the hall, someone shouted Jackβs name. Both of you jumped apart like guilty teenagers.
Jack stepped backwards, but his eyes lingered on you. βIβll go load out. Before Merritt comes back with conspiracy theories.β
He turned, hesitated, then added under his breath:
βAnd jealously suits you. Just saying.β
You threw your clipboard at him. He dodged, laughing all the way down the hall.
When you bent to retrieve it, you realized you were smilingβhelplessly, hopelesslyβbecause loving him in secret was impossible. And hiding it was getting harder every day.
5. the time he caught you
You were mid-sentence, hands full of cue cards and a half-dead flashlight, weaving through the mess of cables that snaked across the backstage floor. Youβd walked this area a thousand times β which made it all the more humiliating when your toe caught on a thick cord and the ground suddenly tilted.
You let out a sharp gasp.
But you never hit the ground.
Jack got to you first.
It didnβt even seem possible β one moment he was across the room, arguing with Atlas about some detail in the finale, and the next his hands were around your waist, pulling you upright with a speed that didnβt feel human.
You crashed chest-first into him, breath leaving your lungs in a stunned rush, the world still spinning.
His fingers were firm around your hips. His chest rose and fell against yours. His eyes were wide β terrified, then relieved.
βCareful,β he breathed, voice rough. βYou okay?β
You blinked, dazed. βIβyeah. I didnβt even fall.β
βBecause you were about to,β he muttered. His hands didnβt let go, not immediately. βAnd because you donβt look where youβre walking.β
βThatβs rich coming from you.β
βYou couldβve gotten hurt.β
His voice was too soft. Too honest. Too close.
Your heart thudded painfully, embarrassingly loud. You became acutely aware of how close you were β his grip, your hands braced against his shoulders, your faces inches apart.
Thenβ
Footsteps.
You both froze.
Henley appeared around a stack of crates, brows raised as she took in the scene: you pressed against Jackβs chest, his arms still wrapped instinctively around your waist like heβd forgotten how to let go.
ββ¦why did you move faster than gravity?β she asked flatly.
Jack recoiled as if electrocuted, stepping back so quickly he nearly tripped over the SAME cable you had. His ears were bright pink. He shoved his hands into his pockets like that would erase the entire moment.
You cleared your throat, smoothing your hair, praying you didnβt look as flustered as you felt. βI justβuh. Tripped.β
Henleyβs eyes flicked between the two of you, unimpressed. βRight. And he got to you before physics did. Totally normal.β
Jack gave an awkward laugh. βGood reflexes?β
βMhmm.β Henley stared a second longer, then disappeared behind the curtains.
Silence swallowed the space sheβd left.
Jack exhaled slowly. His voice dropped. βYou almost fell,β he murmured, as if he still needed to explain himself. βI wasnβt going to let that happen.β
Your heart beat so hard you wondered if he could hear it.
ββ¦thanks,β you said, softer than you meant to. βFor the catch.β
He looked at you then β really looked β and the pink in his ears deepened.
βAnytime,β he whispered.
And the way he said it made it sound like he meant every time, in every possible situation.
Like catching you was the most natural instinct he had.
6. the time you were cold
You were shivering in the backstage corridor, hugging yourself as you tried to stay warm. The lights were dim, the crew was packing up props, and your teeth were clattering just slightly.
Jack appeared behind you like he had eyes in the back of his head. βYouβre freezing,β he said, tone teasing, but you caught the edge of concern.
βIβm fine,β you muttered, tugging your jacket tighter around yourself.
Jack didnβt argue. Instead, he shrugged off his hoodie, still warm from his body, and stepped closer. βHere,β he said, draping it over your shoulders. Your hands brushed as he adjusted the sleeves, pulling them down just right. His chest brushed your back in the process, and you froze.
βJackβ¦β you began, your voice small, almost breathless.
βShh,β he whispered, leaning just enough to make sure the hoodie sat comfortably. βNo oneβs around.β
Except someone was.
A soft cough echoed behind you both. You spun just in time to see Henley peering around the corner, arms crossed, eyebrows raised.
ββ¦What exactly is happening here?β she asked, voice suspiciously calm.
Jackβs hands froze mid-adjustment. He stepped back instantly, face flushing pink, trying to make it look casual. βUhβ¦ she was cold,β he said, shrugging as though handing over a hoodie required no explanation.
You tugged the hoodie tighter around you, cheeks burning. βYeah, cold,β you echoed weakly, pretending the warmth spreading through your chest was just the fabric.
Henley tilted her head, unconvinced. βHmm. Right. Sure. Totally normal.β
She walked away, muttering something under her breath about you two being βridiculous.β
You exhaled shakily, heart pounding, realizing just how close youβd come to being found out. Jackβs fingers brushed yours again as he stepped past, soft and casual β and suddenly, the hoodie felt like the safest, most intimate thing in the world.
βYou know,β he murmured once Henley disappeared from view, voice low, βwe really need to be more careful.β
You swallowed, biting your lip. βYeahβ¦ about that.β
He smirked, sliding just a little closer. βBut admit it β it was worth almost getting caught.β
And somehow, you knew it was.
the time they found out
The hotel room was tiny. One queen-sized bed dominated the space, leaving just enough room for suitcases and two very stubborn egos.
You dropped your bag with a groan, arms crossed. βSeriously? One bed?β
Jack slammed the door behind him, pretending to fume. βSeriously? One bed? This is outrageous.β
You matched his theatrics perfectly. βItβs absurd! Who thought two professionals could possibly share a bed?β
βRidiculous,β he shot back, pacing. βI will not compromise my personal space.β
βNeither will I,β you spat, pointing at him. βAbsolutely unacceptable.β
Atlas, standing in the doorway with a brow raised, blinked. βUhβ¦ you twoβ¦ canβt you justββ
βNo.β Jack cut him off immediately. βAbsolutely not. I will not swap beds with anyone else.β
You nodded furiously. βMe neither! This is our fight.β
Merritt leaned against the wall, smirking. βUhβ¦ you can swap with one of us, you know?β
Jackβs jaw tightened. βNo.β
You nodded, eyes narrowing. ββ¦No. This is our battle.β
The Horsemen exchanged glances. ββ¦Oh,β Atlas said slowly, like heβd just realized you two wereβ¦ insane.
For a few minutes, you and Jack huffed, groaned, and dramatically threw pillows at each other, pretending to be utterly miserable.
Then, once the βaudienceβ of Horsemen had left the room, the act fell away. You sank onto the edge of the bed, arms crossed, pretending indignation, but your heart was racing far too fast to maintain the act.
Jack flopped down opposite you, giving you a mock glare. βI canβt believe I have to share a bed with you, of all people.β
βOh, please,β you shot back, tone clipped, though your lips twitched. βIβd rather sleep on the floor than next to you.β
He tilted his head, grin softening. βYeah?β
βAbsolutely,β you said, sitting up a little straighter, tryingβand failingβto look indignant.
Jack leaned closer, dangerously close, just enough that your knees brushed. βYou know, itβs kind ofβ¦ nice. This closeness,β he murmured, voice low.
You froze, heart stuttering. ββ¦Nice?β
βYeah,β he said, reaching out just a fingertip, brushing a stray strand of hair from your face. βI meanβ¦ not that I like having you near me or anything.β
βOf course not,β you said quickly, voice sharp, but you didnβt pull away.
Jack smirked, inching even closer, his arm brushing yours. βGood. Me neither.β
You let out a soft laugh, the tension melting a little. βWeβre really bad at pretending, arenβt we?β
βTerrible,β he agreed, pressing his hand lightly against yours under the blanket. βBut itβsβ¦ kind of fun.β
You glanced at him, and in that small, cramped hotel room, with one bed between you and the world outside, it did feel fun. It felt like you were exactly where you were supposed to be.
Jack leaned back, still holding your hand, eyes twinkling. βJustβ¦ try not to smile too much. The others are watching.β
βI canβt make any promises,β you whispered, squeezing his hand.
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The morning sun had barely crept into the tiny hotel room when the soft click of a lock made you stir.
Jack, still half-asleep, grumbled something incoherent, arm draped over your shoulder as you nestled your head against his chest. The blankets were tangled around both of you, limbs impossibly intertwined, and for once, the world outside this small, one-bed room didnβt exist.
Then the door burst open.
And there they were: Atlas, Merritt, Henley, and Lula, all standing in the doorway with arms crossed, expressions a mixture of triumph, amusement, and barely contained laughter.
You froze, Jackβs arm tightening around you instinctively.
ββ¦Oh,β Henley breathed.
Jack blinked, sitting up slightly, hair mussed, face pink. βUhβ¦ whatβ?β
Atlas stepped forward, smirking. βDonβt even try it. We knew.β
βWe knew you two would act like this,β Merritt added, voice dripping amusement. βWhich is exactly why we hid it for as long as we could. We thought maybe youβd, I donβt knowβ¦ keep up the act forever.β
You buried your face further into Jackβs chest, mortified, while he ran a hand over his hair, trying to look composed. βWeβ¦ we can explain,β he muttered, voice low and flustered.
βYou donβt have to,β Lula said cheerfully, grinning from ear to ear. βThe bed kind of gave it away.β
Henley shook her head, a slow smile forming. βOh, come on. I knew it. All those ridiculous fake arguments last night? Total cover. I shouldβve bet on it.β
Jack groaned, leaning back against the headboard. βWe were pretending! Totally pretending!β
βPretending?β Atlas echoed, voice flat, eyebrow raised. βYou two looked like kittens tangled in a blanket.β
You peeked up at them, cheeks flaming, and Jack muttered under his breath, βWeβre doomed.β
Merritt chuckled, stepping closer. βDoomed? Nah. Adorable, maybe. But definitely caught.β
You swatted at him, flustered. βWe werenβt caught! Weββ
Henley leaned in, voice teasing, cutting you off. βYep. Totally caught. And the best part? You both thought you were so sly.β
Jack sighed, burying his face in his hands. βWeβre never living this down, are we?β
Atlas shook his head, smirking. βNope. Not a chance. But honestlyβ¦ I knew.β
You peeked at Jack, half-laughing, half-mortified. He pressed a quick kiss to your forehead, whispering, βI told you we shouldβve been more subtle.β
Lula laughed, pointing at the bed. βSubtle? You were practically screaming βsecret coupleβ with every pillow toss last night!β
You groaned dramatically, pretending indignation, while Jack wrapped an arm around you again. βFine. Admit it,β he murmured, smirking. βIt was kind of worth it.β
You buried your face against his chest, letting out a soft laugh. βYeahβ¦ kind of.β
Atlas shook his head again, smiling knowingly. βJust donβt act like you two can hide it next time. Weβre onto you.β
Merritt added, smirking: βAnd weβll make sure everyone else knows the moment you try.β
Jack muttered under his breath, βGreat. Lifeβs over.β
You squeezed his hand, grinning. βNah. Lifeβs just officiallyβ¦ more fun.β
And for once, even with the Horsemen watching, the fake hatred, the pretending, the secrecyβit all felt completely, wonderfully pointless. Because now everyone knew, and somehow, it didnβt matter at all.
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