#npdcore

no i dont want to hang out with you

I want you to want to hang out with me

" I deserve to have a pantheon build around me and have devotees"

Miku expecting and demanding praise?

Miku reassuring her patient Teto that she's the best here, but when "doubted", she immediately jumps to how everyone thinks she's the best and loves her so much and how dare Teto think otherwise? (Considering Miku is a doctor, Teto could've been just scared of hospitals, but Miku took it too personally and thought she was questioned = sensitivity to judgement/criticism, lmao)

How people praised her for success in the past. The song gives a feeling that Miku wasn't noticed until she was useful — She basically started basing her self-worth off how much praise she gets from others. That's probably why she became a doctor (unless there's some other lore from the song's creator)

Her admitting later in the song that yeah, she worked her ass off to get where she is, but at first she tries to link her success to her just being so amazing and great, because saying that she put in so much effort for others' affection can simply make her feel too vulnerable or pathetic.

Her going "well, of course I was praised. I am blessed, I am the best, I am amazing. I know I'm perfect, so obviously everyone else would love me too!"

Her actually not feeling great about herself inside. Her trying to mask it and brush it off with the "This sickening, horrible stress... I know I am the best!" — switching the subject to how great she is, instead of acknowledging the vulnerability and secret self-loathing.

Her apparently just switching onto whoever she's singing to and placing the blame onto them (probably the people who made her feel worthless without praise)— "You probably think you're so much better than me, huh?"