#nothing happend

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Its so hard to think people like me, cuz that was never true

"Oh stolas people always liked you!"

shut up.

I was always homeschooled you see-

the only human interaction i had was when i went to church a few times

made like 2 friends

they ghosted me

And i hated church

So i never had anyone who really liked me

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So now that i have friends here?

and they care?

and they dont leave me?

AND ARE THE SAME KIND OF PERSON I WAS

where they also had no one else?

And they keep trying?

even though my abandonment issues, clingy attachment, and my anxiety made me think i wasn't worth loving anymore, because no one tried to love me in the first place?

Wow

I'm just sad i guess