#notforlong

Hellooooooooooo,

We just wanted to thank all of you guys for being more than 50 to follow us, we never expected such a reaction from you, it’s really heartwarming for us, we never had plans to have followers and especially not that much (not even to add in such a short amount of time). So thank you for following and supporting us, it means a lot to us 💙💙💙

It is a coincidence we reached this number on Jungkook 21st anniversary but it’s a better way to remember this day! He released an amazing cover of 2U, if you haven’t already checkd it on Soundcoulnd, don’t forget to check it out (and send your love to our international playboy ^^)

Thanks to all the persons that sent us requests those past few days and before, we promise we’re going through it little by little (we actuaccly have 5 writtends ships done but I -admin Whiger- can’t seem to find the time to make all the edits as I must pack my things up because I’m moving out and I also have to prepare going back to highschool -sadly, but I promise you guys we have not forgotten you! 😊

Don’t forget to send us all your requests for ships (written, selca, MTL’s, MBTI, Zodiac) and reactions (pleeeeeease, we really want to write reactions so if you have something in mind, anything, don’t hesitate, we will gladly do it!) We will make another post to remind you that all the requests are closing on 02/09 for an unknown amout of time as we have to go back to highschool and prepare for the exams... 

The little book below changed my life last year when it was slid across my desk by a coworker.  I was in the middle of what has been the roughest year of my life, where even in my silence she knew I needed something.

On this very day one year ago, I took a picture of one of my favorite quotes from this selection of all of Cheryl Strayed’s prose.

“The useless days will add up to something. The shitty waitressing jobs.  The hours writing in your journal.  The long, meandering walks.  The days reading poetry and story collections and novels and dead people’s diaries and wondering about sex and God and whether you should shave under your arms or not. These things are your becoming. 

You know what’s funny? I spent all morning racking my brain for what would have caused me to single out that quote in particular last year.  At the time, I had a steady job, was going on more backpacking trips than I could count, and had the privilege of being surrounded by the highest caliber of friends. This is proof that no matter what - people move on.

Yet, here I am as an unemployed 27 year old sitting in a coffee shop having approximately 5 existential crises in a day.  I worry that if I am not applying to jobs, working on my personal website, or exercising that I am wasting my time.  However, when I look back on the past few years I of course remember the big adventures I have gone on, but I mostly remember the sweet little “wasted” moments.  

I am terrified of being unemployed.  Actually, I really fucking hate it. BUT, just but, this time of uncertainty has been dropped in my lap for a reason.  I used to despise that reasoning as it felt like a sell out, but when I look back on even how I got to where I am in this exact second - I wouldn’t have it any other way.  Everyone in Denver always asks what brought you out to Colorado, and I always begin my answer with a knowing chuckle.  The greatest loss in my life lead me to my future home, and I think if something that terrible could bring me life again then why not again?