During prom night, you made the realization that giving up your one-sided crush was what's best for everyone involved. Later that night, you help Matt have a realization of his own.
‧₊˚ matt x fem!reader
‧₊˚ warnings: none :)
‧₊˚ word count: 499
‧₊˚ masterlist | part one
It was to no surprise at all to find your best friend sitting on the bleachers.
At this point the music was drowned out, nothing more but the occasional vibrating sound of the bass along with some flashing lights that would shine dimly through the windows. The sound of gravel beneath your shoes announced your arrival to Matt and he turned his head toward you with a small smile before waving you over.
"Drained?" You mumbled, sitting down next to him.
He hummed in return, looking ahead at the big empty field.
"It's so peaceful here," he admired, his eyes rediscovering a place he had seen almost everyday for the last 4 years.
You turned towards him before laying your head on his shoulder.
"It really is."
"It's weird, isn't it? You spend so much of your life in one place and then one small night and it looks so different all of a sudden," you mused, putting the thoughts he was having into words in a way that he could never have.
A trait of yours he had always cherished deeply.
A question was burning on the tip of his tongue.
Matt glanced down at you, his eyes lingering on your face, resting against him, your hair tickling his neck as he was contemplating kissing the crown of your head.
Ultimately, he decided to tear his eyes away and mumble his question.
"Do you think that can happen with people too?"
"What?" You question, looking up at him, "you mean, that you really suddenly change how you look at them?"
He looked at you, a jittery breath leaving his lungs as his hands gripped the material of the seat beneath him a bit tighter.
There was an unexplainable and unfamiliar feeling in his chest as he watched the light of the moon bounce off of your face. Your eyes meeting his made his face feel warm and the skin contact made his heart beat concerningly fast.
"Yeah," he managed to respond.
"I guess so," you mumbled, slumping into him again.
Your nose, slightly brushing against his skin, had him stop breathing all together. Any movement could push you away from him again, he thought.
Suddenly, you weren't his best friend that he could just tackle onto the couch whenever you came over anymore. You were fragile and beautiful, and you made him nervous and vulnerable with just a touch.
He was so lost in the thought of you that he almost couldn't hear your next words.
You smiled, oblivious to the way his eyes lingered on your lips before they trailed up to meet your soft gaze, filled with a love that Matt wished he could interpret. He always knew you loved him, but he wondered if you had the same internal battle he was having tonight.
Then, you finally spoke.
"I imagine that's what it's like to fall in love with someone, you know?"
Matt knew.
A lil flashback while I'm working on part two <3
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