Here is an image where Oceanna has a nervous breakdown remembering the hurtful words she suffered in her youth, whether from her narcissistic parents, her toxic lovers, or the people she hurt.
She often plays and acts like a provocative bitch, always wanting the last word, also wanting to show no weakness and thus protecting herself by harboring no hopes.
But at times, when she makes mistakes she regrets, or when stress and anger take over, painful memories resurface: she recalls the insults she has endured and sees herself as an incompetent, immature person unable to manage her emotions.
So, to calm down, she heads to the tavern to drink until she can barely stay on her feet, finds a man for a good time in her bedroom, or goes outside and punches a wall or a tree.
I tried to draw a furious and annoyed face, wanting to silence what she hears, but I think I messed up the nose.