Dysphoria is killing me so bad right now. I hate how feminine my body looks I swear I’m going to cut off all my limbs and just be a fucking potato
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Dysphoria is killing me so bad right now. I hate how feminine my body looks I swear I’m going to cut off all my limbs and just be a fucking potato

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I should just pick a side already brah I’m so tired of myself
Been slapped in the face with the dysphoria hammer✌✌... Why do people only seem to write dysphoria fics about trans readers? Do people not know Nonbinary people also get dysphoria??
Anyways, maybe expect a whole bunch of Viktor posts soon-ish, idk if I'll post them...
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why are the only options "unable to breath" (due to wearing binder too long) or "deeply uncomfortable with body" (due to not having binder on)??? can i just be comfortable??? or is that to much to fucking ask for T-T
new gender affirmative steps ive been doing: no more referring to myself or my stuggles from the view of a binary woman. even though im multigender and still id as a woman I feel like that behaviour is only making it harder to validate myself as agender/genderfluid. I am also missing out on analyzing things from a nonbinary standpoint by boxing myself! feel like this would be very affirming.

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Gonna miss my tits, when I finally get top surgery. I like to use them as hand warmers and stress balls.
(gritting my teeth, struggling to breathe and trembling) i don’t owe anyone androgyny
Sometimes I downplay my dysphoria to try to make it hurt less when I think about how impossible bottom surgery feels for me in my situation. But I just wanna know how it feels to masturbate without having any discomfort or disgust at all. I want to know how it feels to orgasm with the right parts. I want masturbate without knowing in the back of my head that this feels wrong. I want to feel myself without having to drown out the dysphoria by focusing on how horny I feel. I'm tired of ignoring avoiding looking at myself. This cognitive dissonance with my body only works for so long but when I'm in post nut clarity I know I'll never be sexually satisfied with the body I have. And it fucking hurts. I have to pretend it's not that bad to numb the pain.