#nonbinary dysphoria

On an episode of my own personal experiences again, I know many if not all trans people face dysphoria when going to public bathrooms and I tend to avoid them like the plague so I dont find myself in the situation often, but I did yesterday and it's such a weird feeling for me personally. Because it's just looking in the mirror, other people going about their day around, and knowing that if somehow you were in the "opposite" bathroom, absolutely nothing would change regarding the dysphoria you feel. It's the "I dont fit here but what's the point in going anywhere else because I dont fit there either". It's the "oh right, people will always assign me a gender, no matter how androgynous I can look (which I unfortunately dont), entering this bathroom is all it takes for everyone else to mentally classify me as a gender or another".