one of my favorite kinds of non mc angst is when you have stood by the boys through every lifetime, so much so that your presence has become a quiet certainty for them.
they expect you to always be by their side, moving through the world as if your loyalty is as certain as the sunrise.
and whether they are blind to your feelings, consumed in their quest to reunite with mc, or simply incapable of truly seeing you, theyâll never choose you.
still, you remain, tethered to their side through every heartbreak.
but when you find out your cycle of reincarnation is finally ending, you keep it to yourself. is it selfish? perhaps. but your heart is weary, your love is stretched thin, and you know that if your devotion was never returned before, it never will be.
so when you finally slip awayâcradled in their arms during a mission, surrendering your soul to the ocean at a seamoon ceremony, or resting among a field of datura flowersâthey mourn you. of course they do. tears will fill their eyes as they whisper your name into the silence.
but some part of them knows youâll come back.
you always do.
theyâre certain youâll return just as you always have, and that soon enough youâll be smiling beside them again, teasing them like nothings changed.
you always return as yourselfâchanged in small ways, perhaps, but still marked by the beauty spot beneath your eye or the gentle brown of your gaze.
your face may shift with each timeline, but the faint scar along your arm from protecting him from wanderers or the wound over your heart always remains.
itâs all a quiet testament of your love.
so when the next cycle comes, and they cannot find you in a scattered crowd of villagers, when they donât sense your presence in a university hallway, when they wait for you to find them in a game of hide and seek on a playgroundâthe one right next to your fatherâs houseâor amongst the last remaining lemurians who reside in verona, they begin to question it.
they start to wonder.
where were you? whatâs taking you so long to come back to them?
where is the one who knows them best? the girl who shares every memory, who understands their purpose, who feels their pain more deeply than anyone else?
simply putâ
where are you?
but the truth is painfully simple.
you are not here.
not anymore.
your soul is finally at peace, and alongside it, your love.
or maybe, somewhere in the world, you still exist.
maybe you grew up wrapped in the warmth of a loving family. maybe you still remember the warnings of hunters past and steer clear of those forbidden no hunt zones.
maybe you attend college, or perhaps you open a flower shop in a city where no one knows your name.
maybe every night you dream of a life you have never lived, with a man whose face you have never seen.
maybe you are sitting right beside them, by the sea or on a park bench, laughing at a joke you just told, while he absentmindedly takes your hand in his.
and maybe when you wake with tears drying on your cheeks, youâre confused, unable to understand what it all means.
but dreams fade the longer you remain awake, and slowly, you return to your life.
you feed your cat. you take out the trash. you spend a tuesday afternoon tackling a week's worth of laundry.
you live through mundane, ordinary moments.
you meet up with old colleagues for brunch, talking to your mother on the phone while waiting for the next train. you reply to the messages of a man you matched with online and let him take you out for a drink or two, thanking him at the end of the night for the fun you had.
the next day, you pass by a mural painted by a well-known artist from whitesand bay, leaving you so awestruck that you take a quick snapshot to post on your moments page before continuing on your way.
you arrive at akso hospital, stepping into the lobby to find the rest of your family sitting anxiously for news of your nieceâs birth. you sit beside them, praying for the time to pass more quickly, absentmindedly reading the framed research credits of a 28-year-old cardiac surgeon hanging on the wall nearby.
and when you return home that night, head stuck in the clouds, swiping at the hundreds of photos you took of your sister's baby girl, someone stops you in the street.
their eyesâsky blue, violet-gold, or cotton-candyâsearch your face with overwhelming relief, haunted by a grief that feels centuries old.
âiâm so glad i found you again,â theyâll whisper as their arms wrap around you, the embrace tight enough to keep you from pulling away so easily, but gentle enough not to steal your breath.
âi missed you so much. where have you been?â
you freeze, fear rooting you into place as a voice inside urges you to fight, to punch, to kick, to screamâanything to break free from the arms of someone you donât know.
you tense, and they feel it immediately. they notice your stillness, your lack of recognition, and finally, they let you go, albeit slowly.
their hands settle gently against your shoulders, smiling with a softness you have never seen directed to you, and they ask again:
âwhere have you been?â
you force yourself backward, taking three deliberate steps to create space between you, your left hand already searching your purse for anything to defend yourself with.
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⢠â idol! caleb making up with his ex by licking her pussy raw.
Idol! Caleb who's known as the hearthrob of the internet. The nickname started as early during his days as a trainee and then his debut and him as a star who's taking the internet by storm. He's the peak standard of what idols should be.
Handsome. Tall. Charismatic and a total relatable person that you would want as a friend and a lover. The internet knows him as the idol who's fond of building model airplanes. Fans sent him different models and even completing his collection with only a simple request. They want to watch him build it live and he did.
The rumors were already ablaze that Caleb is taken. Evidence of it were scattered on the internet. Forums have popped up every now and then. Netizens discussing it like it's the latest research that would contribute world peace but you will be a secret. Nobody will know you per your request when you started dating Caleb. The internet were ruthless with their idols dating and it was smooth for the years until the agency where Caleb is under started a new dance show with a sub agency that was also bringing new talents.
Like Caleb, she's the internet's sweetheart. Pretty as she can be cute, humble and all. She can be a spoiled brat and everyone will love her because she have a pretty face. No one will call her bratty when she acted like one and it doesn't take long for people to ship her with Caleb.
They fit the older brother, little sister trope. It was put with no malice and certainly the two put on a show about it that drove the fans wild and notifications were blowing up about it. Caleb called her affectionately as Pipsqueak and viewers would salivate at the interaction. Caleb really played his role as the big brother type and when they get paired up as a duo in that show â the internet really really really shipped them.
The start of the rift. People had known that Caleb was taken even he's dating someone who isn't part of the showbusiness but that's the media for you, they won't care for the other party as long what they saw on their screen are real even it was just a stunt to rake viewers and that lead to the untimely break up. You just couldn't take it no more and Caleb didn't help when he didn't deny their relationship.
When you broke up with him â they dated shortly after that. Publicity my ass.
They can be all lovey-dovey in the screen but the moment the cameras goes away and the lights dims, he comes knocking at his ex's door caused he missed you and even with the blocked contacts and changed security locks, he will find a way and that included kneeling and feasting on your cunt at your kitchen countertop.
âCaleb....nnghh....fuck...â
A string of curses mixing with your moans fills the air as the man between your thick thighs continues his onslaught of licks through your slick folds glistening with his spit. His tongue eagerly catching the sweet juices coming from your weeping cunt.
The scent of petrichor clings in his skin along with the scent of leather permeating in the space of your kitchen. His dark hair closer to the color of chocolate under the dim warm white light of your kitchen.
Who would have guessed the starstudded idol of the Skyhaven agency would spend his time at the dead of the night devouring your fat pussy in your kitchen counter that was solely for the purpose of kitchen works and not sexual activities of any kind?
âF-fuck you, Caleb....Ahhâfuck!â A strangled moan forces to escape your lips after a particularly harsh suck in your clit. Idol or not, you don't have the patience to tolerate people who comes knocking at your door at 2 am just because he wants to reconcile.
The veins in his hands bulges as he grips your thighs, keeping it open to prevent you from crushing his head with your thick thighs to deter him from doing this act of physical intimacy that he lost the privilege a long time ago but fuck it feels good as it was wrong.
âIt didn't work out with your pipsqueak?â You began. âOr you're a sick sorry son of a bitch who likes to kiss your pipsqueak with the taste of his ex's pussy juices on your lips.â You taunt, a shaky breath leaving your lips. A laugh of mockery following through.
The reaction was instant.
âKeep her out of your mouth.â A low growl coming from him is heard as he detached his lips from your slit. His eyes dark and you can see his eyes narrow from between your thighs.
âAnd what leave me again? I'm sorry â Pipsqueak needs me. Pipsqueak's calling me. Pipsqueak needs her goddamn boba tea cause I'm her big brother.â You recalled all his excuses in the span of your relationship. You brushed it off. You know how Caleb worked hard to be in his idol era and being paired up and going with the trend of being with his little sister that couldn't care that Caleb is taken as long it benefits her and puts her image as the cute sister slash his girlfriend on the public.
The idol keeps his gaze on you. His lips brushing in the smooth skin of your inner thighs. Letting you run your mouth off and you swore this fucker got a hard-on tenting in his pants. Listening to his girl's frustrations about him but Caleb is capable when dealing with this kind of squabble. You were much easier to handle rather than a certain someone.
He takes a deep breath. Inhaling the scent of your cunt that he's been dreaming of and keeps missing ever since the day you broke up with him.
âAre you done?â He asked with the undertone that he was barely holding it together. Brushing his cheek in the softness of your thighs that was his hands could only grip and never to hold the entirety of your thicker thighs. âDo you think I was happy with it?â He began, pausing as he searches any signs that you still want him in your eyes.
âDid you know how difficult it was for me to think of my shortcomings towards you?â You scoffed at the audacity. He never graduated over his tendencies to be calculating and at the same time â acting like a lovesick puppy boy.
âThat's none of my business. Our relationship ended the moment you forgot to blur the lines between public and private â you sick fuck.â
Caleb chuckles. Already used at the hurtful words coming from you cause he was prepared for it and knowing you can be the meanest when hurt but nothing like a good devouring of your sweet cunt can deter him from making it right to you.
âLet go.â You firmly ordered him. Keeping a firm grip on his hair as you pushed him away but he remains unfazed as if a simple no coming from his girl, yes, you're still his girl even you did break up with him and break ups are only valid if you both agreed but he didn't and you still did open your door for him.
You were about to retaliate if it wasn't for Caleb diving back again to taste you and at the same time his phone vibrating besides you.
Pipsqueak.
The caller id mocks you. They were really getting on with it with her calling him at this hour. You don't want to hear details that she's really being a spoiled brat and needing Caleb to tell her a bedtime story about a nightmare that he doesn't love her anymore and if that's the case you should give her one.
Thank God, you guess for the thicker thighs of yours muffling Caleb's ears as you take the call and pulling it closer besides you so she can hear whatever pathetic sounds coming from him as he devours your cunt.
Caleb began to slur praises. âI missed you very much.â He began. A shaky breath left your lips as you keep your moans at bay when you hear the other line exhales before Caleb interrupts her. âI missed the taste of you, baby. Look at you trembling under my touch.â You can imagine the look on her face. A little bit of confused and flustered at what he was saying and she might jump into conclusions that he's really thinking of her.
You wanted to laugh if it wasn't for Caleb's skillful tongue drawing such explicit sound coming from your mouth. You almost forget how good he was when giving. âCaleb...mmmm â more please....â It was hard not to give in when Caleb was persistent. It was evident from the way how he licks you. Not wasting a drop of your juices that he's eagerly catching with his mouth.
The sounds were lewd, Caleb kissing your pussy as if it was your mouth. You were glaring at him, annoyed and obviously pleased from what he was doing. His tongue effortlessly gliding at your soaked folds and you can feel every moment as he devours you. It didn't help that he's groaning, adding vibrations that sends the little tremors inside you that almost topples you the edge.
You grip the edge of your countertop. Your knuckles tense and was slowly being numbed from how hard you were gripping it. Your hips rocking at the rhythm of Caleb's tongue and within moments, you were cumming on his mouth. Moaning breathless as you call his name. Forgetting the phone that rests besides you.
He stands up, licking his lips before swiping the corner of his mouth as a stray drop of your cum rolls down before prying your legs once more and slotting himself between your legs. âI can never resist you. Drives me crazy thinking that we're not together anymore but it's okay, I'll always come back to you.â Cupping your cheek with one large hand while gripping your plush waist with his other hand.
You can feel his bulge rubbing in your naked sex glistening with your cum. âFuck you.â You murmured before leaning towards him and he kisses you.
It was messy and sloppy as it can be. His tongue inside your mouth tangling in your own while drool are escaping from the corners of your mouth. Eyes half-lidded and you can get in the flow as he sucked your tongue. Your hands fisting in the leather of his jacket.
Caleb missed how your finger gripped his hair. Tugging it like you're wanting to hurt him and he wanted you. It was like some way of him atoning for hurting his girl.
He briefly opens his eyes. Dark and brooding and somewhat satisfied at the look of his girl reciprocating his kisses. So goddamn adorable and to think that Caleb has almost lost you.
He deepens the kiss, his eyes wondering and looking at the corner where he secretly installed a hidden camera â safety purposes and he can't have you inviting strange men to replace him. He went back to kiss you again and in the corner of his eyes, he sees his phone with the latest call log, only lasted for a few minutes. The caller was her and probably heard his pathetic ramblings and the noises he was making as he devours your pussy.
Caleb wants to laugh. Smirking as his kiss gets rougher. His veins on fire at the thought that you answered the call for her to listen to him being a drunk for your pussy.
You two are really a pair and Caleb won't let you go. Never.
can't stop thinking about a summer love caleb, mc and non-mc becoming friends all because non-mc is a social butterfly with a slight lack of self-control, blind courage, need to make friends and finds caleb cute.
social butterfly!non-mc spots caleb first in the local skating rink one day and casually comes up to him and introduces herself and tries to make friends with him and he is acting very polite because it's rude to be rude and just lets her yammer until she is discouraged by his indifference. she notices this and she is a little discouraged and was deeply embarrassed by this subtle rejection. (but she is also stubborn so she'll try one more time?)
cue in mc coming up to the both of the, looking all wary and confused, and non-mc locks in with how cute mc is and immediately tries to befriend her too, asking her more questions about her name, does she skate her often, is he your brother yada yada yada. mc looks bewildered and looks at caleb for back up but slowly warms up to her when she realizes she's just ... very friendly and she's never had a girl friend before so she's starting to feel a little giddy.
caleb on the other hand is bewildered bc wtf just happened how did that happen. (it's a girl thing caleb ssh)
fast forward to a few years later, they're all friends and non-mc also befriends zayne and they're practically a gang at this point. caleb develops a slight crush on non-mc and zayne knows it, mc is suspicious about it and non-mc (all together now) doesn't know. he's in major denial because it's weird to develop a crush on the girl who is friend's with his little sister and cares about just above cilantro (which, really makes no difference, because she hasn't bothered him that much like when they were kids and she hangs more with mc now [and zayne too when he tags along, he guesses] and she doesn't bother him with useless stuff anymore like the homework he knows she's smart enough to solve on her own or with opening a bag of chips or carrying her bag on the way home from school. who cares if she stopped doing that right? ha ha ha)
THEN one summer, while they're all in college, they're all hanging out at the old local skating rink and then she casually drops how she had a tiny crush on caleb that summer morning they first met at the skating rink and was glad she picked up the courage to go up to him because it led her to meeting him and mc and zayne and she couldn't imagine her life without them now.
and ALL three of them look at her in various degrees of gob smacked. zayne is subtle but his brow is quirked and side-eyeing caleb. mc is open mouthed and floundering looking back and forth to her and caleb. caleb looks so dazed out and he might look composed with his quiet smile but inside he's crashing out bc wdym his crush finds him cute and he acted horribly to her and that he had a chance all those years ago?? does she still find him cute? does he have a chance? DOES SHE STILL LIKE HIM???? oh god he needs to sit down he can't breathe
a/n: hello! think i kinda went ham with the gradient text but i wanted to try it after coming across one post using and and i thought "omg you can do that with tumblr now"? and ofc you can because this is a blog and tumblr blogs can be coded with html so why not with posts and immediately went to youtube to try it out lmao. hope this was a nice read for you! i wanted a cute caleb summer love typa story and this came out aaaaa
***This is my first Imagine. Unnamed LaDs LI (written with Valko in mind) x gn nonmc
Summary: You try to game the System but the System games you. Trigger Warnings: none that I'm aware of but please let me know if I missed something.
Comments, reblogs, and likes are all appreciated. Thanks for reading.
Imagine you ran away from MC and the LIs because you knew you couldn't fight the story the system was writing.
Imagine you find someone you connect with. You take a chance because you never heard his name in the story before, it seems like a safe bet.
Imagine for a long time everything is wonderful. The two of you get married and are happy together. You have even decided it's time to grow your family.
Imagine one normal day, out of absolutely nowhere, everything around you goes black. It's a darkness so deep and dark that you dare not move because you can't see or even sense anything around you anymore.
Imagine in the blink of an eye it's over and everything seems normal again. You go to find your husband to make sure he's ok and see if you can figure out what happened.
Imagine you find your husband but he is no longer the man you remember. There's a coldness in his eyes that you've never seen before and he greets you like an employee. You think this must be some terrible prank but when you try to snuggle up to him and ask him for reassurance, he pushes you back.
Imagine it's then that a sick kind of despair starts to creep into your heart. He no longer has the tattoo on his ring finger that matches yours. In a panic, you glance down and realize yours is gone as well. You begin to spiral.
Imagine he advises you to adjust his schedule because he has a new meeting that needs to be added in as soon as possible. You are no longer his spouse but his Personal Assistant.
Imagine you leave the room and run. You don't know where you are going but you know you can't stay there. You need space to breathe and time to think. You turn your phone off and get on a train, not caring for the final destination. You keep moving all night to get as far away from him as you can from him. You finally fall asleep in a hotel room in an unknown city, hoping that all of this is just a giant nightmare. Tomorrow will be a better day.
Imagine you open your eyes and you are sitting at a desk and MC is in front of you. She's here for her meeting. You want to throw up.
Imagine you are his NPC sidekick. You have joined the ranks of Greyson, Gideon, Jeremiah, Thomas, and Luke & Kieran. You are trapped in his story and forced to watch his love story with MC develop right before your eyes.
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I know there's a group of LADS fans that don't like MC being the bad guy but she is in this story. Sorry but she has to be. She's an asshole, Sylus is an asshole, you're an asshole. That is the intended theme for this story. Don't like don't read, and definitely don't hate!
Trigger / Content Warnings
Murder
Gun violence
Infidelity / cheating
Emotional abuse
Psychological abuse
Manipulation
Graphic descriptions of death (non-gory but explicit)
Haunting / supernatural horror
Nightmares / dream horror
Pregnancy themes
Threats toward children
Generational trauma
Parental abandonment
Adoption-related trauma
Grief
Intense emotional distress
No redemption / no happy ending
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Word Count: 8,419
đŽMasterlistđŽ
You loved him with everything you had. Sylus was your world. Your marriage, a sanctuary you had built with your own hands, brick by precious brick.
You remembers the way he pulled you close in the morning, still half-asleep, murmuring your name like a prayer. The way his fingers would trace patterns on your skin in the dark, writing promises only you two could read. Every shared meal, every whispered secret, every time he chose youâit all felt like proof that you'd found your forever.
You were his wife. His partner. His chosen one.
You wore his ring like a queen wore her crown. You wore his love like a knight wore her armor. He never gave you a reason to feel unloved or unwanted.
But then she arrived. And you watched your world end in slow motion.
The way his eyes changed when he looked at her, that spark you thought belonged only to you, now burning for someone else. The distance grew between the two of you, and you stood on the side reaching, begging, trying everything to pull him back. You made his favorite meals. You wore the clothes he loved. You laughed at his jokes, touched his arm, reminded him of your vows.
But it didn't matter. He was already gone, wasn't he? Already choosing her.
You watched him slip away day by day, hour by hour, minute by minute, and there was nothing you could do to stop it. He let your heart slip through his fingers, while he held hers. You were still wearing his ring when he stopped wearing his. Still calling yourself his wife when he'd already made her his future.
The guns came without warning. Luke and Kieran held two barrels pointed two loaded pistols towards you. Cold metal, colder eyes. They followed his orders and unloaded their weapons, the bullets tore through you. Through flesh, through bone, through the heart that had loved him so completely
Sylus, your husband. Sylus, the love of your life. He'd ordered your death like you were nothing. Like your years together meant nothing. The pain was excruciating, but worse was watching him walk away with MC. His hand on her back, protective, tender, the way he used to touch you as your blood pooled beneath you and your vision blurred.
He didn't look back. Not once. You died alone on the ground, discarded, while they disappeared into their new life together. They drove off to live your happily ever after as you were buried in an unmarked grave.
But death wasn't the end. It was a beginning.
You rose from your tattered corpse, no longer bound by flesh. Every drop of love you had poured into him crystallized into something bitter, colder, deadlier.
You would have your revenge.
The world felt bitter, darker, colder, infinite. You could feel the threads connecting you to them, pulsing with possibility.
They thought walking away meant freedom? They thought your death meant peace? MC thought she could just spread her legs for another woman's husband and get away with it? Sylus thought he could lie and break your heart, mind, and soul without consequences?
How beautifully, tragically naive.
They wanted their happily ever after?
You would give them something far more memorable.
Even long after they themselves were dead and buried, they will always wonderâŚ
"Was it really worth it?"
You found them at dawn.
In your bedroom. In your bed. The sheets you'd picked out, the mattress that still held the shape of your body, the room where he'd whispered promises into your hair on countless mornings. Now it reeked of herâher perfume, her sweat, the cloying sweetness of their satisfaction.
They were still tangled together, her head resting on his chest where yours used to lay, his arm draped possessively across her waist. His fingers traced lazy circles on her bare shoulder, the same absent-minded gesture he'd done to you. The morning light caught on his face, softening it, making him look peaceful and content.
Happy. You made him happy. But she made him happier.
Something inside you twisted violently.
They celebrated their love the same night they had you murdered!
The rage hit you like a roaring tsunami. But with the rage came a sense of awareness. The world around you differently now. You didn't just see it, but you could sense it. The door. The walls. The very air itself felt tangible and responsive, like it was waiting for you to reach out grab it.
You raised your hand. It looked translucent in the dim light. But when you focused, when you poured all that fury into your hand, it became solid. Real!
You had to test it. You slammed it against the bedroom door.
BANG!
The sound was a thunderclap that shattered the morning stillness. The door shuddered in its frame, rattling on its hinges. The impact reverberated through your spectral form. you could feel it, the shock of solid wood against your fist, the satisfaction of making the physical world acknowledge your existence after you were forcefully departed from it.
Sylus jolted upright like, his hand raised ready to use his evol. Every muscle in his body went taut as predatory instincts snapping into place. MC gasped, clutching the sheet to her bare chest, her eyes wide and wild as they fixed on the door.
"What the hell!?" Sylus's voice was rough with sleep and adrenaline.
They stared at the door. Waiting and listening for the noise to happen again. You held perfectly still, drinking in their fear like it was fine wine.
No footsteps in the hallway. No voices. No creaking floorboards or rattling windows. Just that single, sound still echoing in their ears and in their bones.
"Did you hear that?" MC whispered, her voice trembling. Her fingers dug into his arm.
"I heard it." Sylus was already moving, throwing off the sheets, not bothering to put on any underwear. His expression was hard and calculating as he scanned the room. Looking for threats. For intruders. For something that made sense. He wouldn't find it.
He crossed to the door with predatory caution before he yanked the it open. The hallway stretched empty before him. Completely silent and undisturbed. Morning light filtered through the windows at the far end, painting everything in soft, innocent haze.
But the air was wrong. Like the atmosphere before a storm. He stepped into the hallway, his eyes sweeping left, then right. Nothing. No one.
You stood right beside him. Close enough to see the tension in his shoulders, the way his pupils dilated as he searched for an enemy that wasn't there. He felt you. He didn't know it yet, but some primal part of him recognized the wrongness, the presence of something that shouldn't exist.
"Sylus?" MC called from the bed, her voice small and frightened.
"It's nothing," he said, but there was uncertainty in his voice now. The first crack in his armor.
You smiled, tasting their confusion, their fear, like honey on your tongue. The rage inside you purred with satisfaction. This power, this ability to reach across the veil and make them feel you. It was intoxicating.
You need more.
By midday, Sylus was gone.
A business meeting and security checks. Something about ensuring the perimeter was secure after the "incident." You'd watched him leave, watched him kiss MC at the door like a devoted lover, promising to return soon.
And now she was all alone.
MC moved through your kitchen with familiarity, like she'd done this a thousand times before. Because she undoubtedly has. She'd been here while you were still alive, cooking in your kitchen, using your things, playing house with your husband while you were out. The thought made your rage spike hot and vicious.
She'd pulled her hair into a messy bun, wearing one of Sylus's shirts like it was hers. The sleeves rolled up as she chopped vegetables on your cutting board with your knife. She was humming something soft and tuneless, completely at ease.
She'd convinced herself things were fine. The morning's disturbance was nothing.
She reached for the cabinet above the stove, where she had reorganized the spices from the far superior system you had in place, and pulled out paprika.
The rage built inside of you again. You focused until you could feel the kitchen around you, every surface, every object, all of it waiting for your touch. You stepped closer to her, wanting her feel you somehow.
MC paused, the knife hovering over the cutting board. She glanced toward the closed window, put down the knife and checked the thermostat. The AC was off and the rooms overall temperature dropped. She shrugged her shoulders and continued her cutting.
You focused again, using everything bit of energy you had on the cabinet beside her head.
BANG!
The cabinet door slammed open so hard it cracked against the adjacent wall. The sound was deafening in the quiet kitchen.
MC screamed. The knife clattered to the floor as she stumbled backward, her hip slamming into the counter. Her eyes were huge, fixed on the cabinet that now hung open, swaying slightly on its hinges.
"Hello?" Her voice cracked. "Sylus?"
Silence.
She was alone. Completely and utterly alone.
You watched her chest heave with panicked breaths, watched her eyes dart around the kitchen, searching for something, anything that made sense. Her hands trembled as she pressed them against the counter, trying to steady herself.
"It's justâit's just old hinges," she whispered to herself, but her voice shook. "Justâjust the house settling. It's fine. It'sâ"
You moved closer, letting the temperature drop further. Her breath misted in the air.
"It's fine," she repeated, but she was backing toward the door now, her movements jerky and frightened. "It's fine, it's fine, it'sâ"
She ran.
You stayed in the kitchen, surrounded by the scattered vegetables and the abandoned lunch, and smiled.
The fear was so much sweeter when they were alone.
MC didnât come back into the kitchen.
She hovered in the doorway for a long moment, keys in hand, still pale, still shaken, before deciding she couldnât stand to be alone in the house any longer. Takeout was easier than cooking anyway. Leaving was easier than sitting with the feeling that something was wrong and being unable to know why.
The door closed behind MC, leaving you alone.
Sylus came home an hour later.
He stepped through the door without hesitation, keys jingling softly as he set them in the dish by the entryway. In one hand, he carried a briefcase. In the other, a tall, curved vase filled with freshly cut red roses.
The scent followed him like a sickly sweet perfume as he placed it in the middle of the counter. Turning it slightly so the light can hit the petals just right. MC would spot them immediately when she came back.
When he was satisfied, he pulled out his phone.
âHey,â he said, his voice dropping into that soft, intimate tone he saved for her. âI just got back. Yeah, I got you something to help you feel better, you'll love it.â
You didnât need to focus so hard this time. What you are and what you can do felt so natural at this point even though you were killed yesterday. You were fully embracing what you had become and how you felt. That acceptance, made you stronger than you've ever been.
You looked at the flowers. Simple red roses in full bloom, deep crimson, the petals lush and dewy. The basic uninspiring kind MC like. You ground your teeth remembering the bouquets Sylus got you. They were all different. A beautiful carefully crafted piece of botanical art that showed the unrelenting love Sylus had for you. It was a floral symphony of romance that you loved and appreciated every time.
These roses were a downgrade. You're doing Sylus a favor at this point.
Sylus calmly walked to the fridge, his phone tucked between his shoulder and cheek, using his now free hands to grab a glass of water for himself. But before his fingers could make contact with the fridge, the vase quickly glided across the smooth marble, tipping over the edge with no chance of saving it.
The crash was violent, the glass exploded across the tile floor, shards skittering in all directions as water spilled outward in a sudden flood. The roses petals tearing loose and scattering among the wreckage.
Sylus stood motionless, arm still extended, staring down at the destruction. The phone remained clutched in his hand, her voice faint and tiny as MC called his name again and again, asking if he was all right, asking what had happened. He didn't answer. His eyes were fixed on the island, on the exact spot where the vase had stood moments before. Completely sturdy, leveled, and safe.
This had not been an accident. It was impossible.
The house felt completely different now. His pulse quickened, the uneasiness crawling up his spine. He told himself there had to be an explanationâwater on the counter, a tremor, something, anything! But none of it was there. He remembered setting the vase down. Remembered making sure it was stable. Remembered thinking how it looked right there.
You were close enough to him now to feel the heat of his body, close enough to sense the growing break in his composure. So close he could see his own breath despite the warm temperature in the house.
Eventually, he would clean the mess. He would sweep up the glass, throw away the ruined flowers, order another bouquet and tell himself it meant nothing. Even if he couldn't bring himself to mean it. Something fundamental had shifted. The house no longer felt like his domain like it always had. The space no longer felt empty.
He was not alone.
The next four days that followed the vase incident were tense. Sylus and MC went through those days in a routine haze. Wake up, go to work, come home, go to bed.
Sylus ordered another bouquet by nightfall. He placed the new flowers in a heavier vase, tucked into the corner of the kitchen, as if reducing the exposure would prevent another act of supernatural sabotage. MC noticed his mood shift, of course. She watched him watch the house. His eyes lingering longer on shadowed corners, his movements a lot more careful, checking locks and thermostats with subtle paranoia. But she said nothing. They were both too proud, too rational, too eager to believe in safe explanations.
You watched them still. Being able to latch onto one of them no matter where they went. The life and times of Sylus were nothing new to you. You knew everything about him. But you discovered so much more about MC.
Within those four days you saw the dedicated colonel, the flamboyant artist, the caring doctor, and the attentive co-worker.
All unbelievably handsome, talented, rich, and loyal. The way they looked at MC was the way Sylus looked at you. They knew that MC was taken, but not by who, and it was obvious that if given the chance they would take it. They would sweep her off her feet and never let her go again.
MC had choices. Yet she still chose wrong!
But the four full days passed without incident. You didnât rattle a single cupboard or drop the temperature once. You gave them peace. You gave them space. You let them believe, if only for a moment, that maybe it was over. That the worst had passed.
It made what came next all the more exquisite.
MC wore black satin and red lipstick. Sylus, the dark shirt you bought for his birthday, the one he always claimed brought him luck. You watched them leave together, laughing, fingers laced, tension slipping from their shoulders as they went to have their romantic evening.
They went to a restaurant with candles on the tables and wine in their glasses, a place where everyone knew your name, but couldn't say anything now. They returned late, tipsy and giddy, lips already smeared with lipstick, eyes heavy with desire and drink. They touched each other without shame as they slipped through the front door, their laughter bouncing off the walls like they owned the night.
They didnât make it to the bedroom. Instead, they left a trail of clothing from the hallway to the bathroom, giggling and clumsy and unbearably content. You heard the shower start and their voices echo through the fogged glass. The bathroom light flowed through the open door casting soft shadows into the hallway. They were in there together, tangled in steam, their bodies close, their breath rising like incense into the air youâd once called your own.
That was when you moved.
One moment, the bathroom door stood wide open; the next, it slammed shut with a force that shook the hinges.
Inside, the water kept running but their moans stopped instantly.
Then the lights went out dipping the room in total darkness.
They fumbled in the dark. Their bodies awkward and dripping, the earlier ease gone, the intimacy evaporated, replaced by slow but panicked movements and shallow breaths. Sylus found the wall at last and navigated to the light switch. When Sylus managed to restore the lights, the bathroom felt stripped of warmth and intimacy.
They moved out of the around in silence after that, grabbing towels, avoiding each otherâs eyes. Moving quickly like strangers who were caught being somewhere forbidden.
MC turned toward the mirror, towel wrapped tight around her chest. Her skin still glistened with water, the droplets sliding down her neck and collarbone, but her hands moved on auto pilot. She reached for the hand towel by the sink and wiped a broad stroke across the glass so she can see herself.
The steam parted and revealed a reflection that did not belong to her. You stared through the mirror as though it were nothing more than a window, your expression completely unreadable. Your eyes were fixed directly on hers, like a statue fixed in place.
âOh my god!â MC recoiled as if something struck her.
Sylus spun toward her instantly, his towel slung low on his hips. âWhat? What happened?â
She couldn't answer. Her gaze still locked on the mirror, eyes wide and fixed in place. You never broke your eye contact. You didn't even blink, scared of missing a single second of this moment. Her mouth opened, but no words came. Only a shuddering breath as she struggled to even breath properly. MC then her hand lifted to point at you.
Sylus followed her finger just in time to see you calmly walk out of frame.
Not a mirage, or a hallucination, or a vague shadow. The last time he had seen you alive, you were crumpling beneath gunfire. Now, you were walking away from him like nothing was wrong.
âShe was there,â her voice small, wrecked with fear. âYou saw her. Tell me you saw her!â
A long pause stretched between them.
Then Sylus nodded, just once. "YesâŚI saw her."
MC exhaled shakily, stepping back from the sink with uncertain footing, one hand reaching blindly for Sylus as though the contact alone could keep her from collapsing. She gripped his forearm, fingers digging into damp skin, using him like a crutch for reality. He didnât move. He stood there, his body rigid and cold as marble.
The damage had been done.
You had touched things. Moved things. Appeared in front of them.
Sylus's mind was churning through a thousand calculations, none of them adding up to anything useful. This wasnât a threat he could neutralize. This wasnât a security breach or a mistake to be covered up. This wasnât a woman he could have killed and forgotten.
You had been buried, yes.
But he had buried a body, not the part that mattered.
They were foolish enough to think the house was the problem. That you were bound to the place you once called home.
The decision for them leave the place they tried to erase you from was quick and frantic.
âIâm not staying another second,â MC kept repeating, her fingers slipping as she pulled on pants still damp from the shower. âI donât care where we go, I just need to get out of here!â
âI know.â His voice was tight. He barely looked at her as he yanked open drawers, pulling out his phone and wallet with shaking hands. âGrab your things. Just the essentials.â
She did. No luggage, no toiletries, just the what they thought mattered: phones, car keys, wallets. It was a full on escape. One that you knew was a pointless endeavor.
The hotel they found was sterile and over-lit, the kind of luxury that tried too hard to mimic warmth. The concierge gave her best customer service smile and a swipe of the credit card machine, saying nothing about the disheveled pair with wet hair and wild eyes. The elevator ride was silent. In the suite, MC finally exhaled in one long breath before collapsing onto the bed.
âWe should be safe here,â she said quietly, almost trying to convince herself. âItâs new. Itâs clean. She canât be everywhere.â
Sylus sat on the edge of the couch and stared at the floor for a long time. "We'll find a new home. A completely new life and a fresh start."
After hours of reassuring words and comforting kisses, MC finally calmed down enough to fall asleep soon after.
But Sylus couldn't. He lay beside her for over an hour, eyes wide open. When her soft breathing evened out and the tension in her limbs dissolved, he carefully pulled the sheet away and stood. He didnât bother trying to look presentable. Just his jacket, his keys, his phone. He scribbled a quick note and left it on the nightstand: Going for a drive. Couldnât sleep.
The road was mostly empty, long stretches of asphalt with only the company of streetlights. Sylus kept both hands on the wheel, his shoulders as his eyes fixed straight ahead. The talk radio was low enough that he couldnât make out the words, only the sound of the voice filling the silence. He hadnât realized how hard he was gripping the steering wheel until his fingers began to ache.
He spoke without thinking, the words slipping out as if saying them out loud might make them true. âItâs not her,â he said quietly. âItâs stress. A little guilt. Just stress. A lot of stress. Nothing else.â He swallowed, his throat dry. âSheâs gone. Sheâs gone. I made sureââ
"SYLUS!"
You voice sounded like a bomb detonating beside his ear. It was right there, it was loud and furious and undeniably close.
âFUCK!â
His hands jerked on the wheel. The car swerved hard, crossing the lane before he could correct it. His foot slammed down, missing the brake, and the tires screamed as the headlights veered off the road. The car hit the telephone pole head-on. The impact jerked his body forward, then back. The seatbelt biting into his chest and shoulder as the airbags deployed and knocked the air out of his lungs. Metal crumpled. Glass shattered. Then the car stopped completely.
For a moment, there was nothing but silence and the ticking of the engine.
Sylus sagged against the steering wheel his chest burning as he struggled to draw in air that wouldnât come fast enough. His hands trembled uncontrollably. Something warm ran from his nose, dripping onto his shirt. He blinked hard, trying to focus, the edges of his vision swimming.
The hazard lights clicked on automatically, their steady blinking reflected against the dark road ahead, casting red light across the interior of the car in slow and rhythmic pulses.
He didnât move. He didnât turn around. He didnât need to. You were seated directly behind him. He locked eyes with you through the rearview mirror.
Your body wasn't a ghostly apparition. It was solid and bloody, looking the way you did that night after you were brutally gunned down, lit intermittently by the flashing of the hazard lights. You were not slumped or disorientating from the crash. You were not weak or fighting for your life from your bullet wounds. You sat upright and composed, your face calm and your eyes fixed on him.
Sylusâs hands slipped from the steering wheel as his body recoiled, and he twisted in his seat just enough to confirm what he was seeing. You didn't vanish. You didn't shift or blur or fade. You remained exactly where you were, occupying the back seat as naturally as you once had on long drives together.
A painful sound slipped through his lips as he shoved the door open and stumbled out onto the road. His legs nearly gave out beneath him, forcing him to brace himself against the broken frame of the car as the cold night air hit his hot and sweaty skin. He turned back slowly, dread pooling heavy in his gut.
You were still there, your gaze never leaving him. You didn't try to move, you just simply watched as he staggered away from the car, every step uneven, his shoulders hunched as if making himself smaller to escape your stare.
He didnât look back again after that. He walked along the edge of the road before managing to teleport away towards the hotel, far from the life he had tried to escape into. While you remained seated in the back of the wrecked car, watching him leave you behind again.
MC slept deeply in the hotel bed, a soft smile on her face as she dreamt.
In the dream, the world was brighter, softer, and warmer. Her home filled with love and comfort instead of dread. She was curled against Sylus on the couch, her legs tucked beneath her, his arm draped loosely around her shoulders as the television played in the background. The light in the room was low and golden, the kind that belonged only to a dream like this. His presence felt grounding and reassuring, his thumb absentmindedly brushing along her arm as though nothing had ever gone wrong.
For a while, she simply rested there, listening to the rise and fall of his breathing, letting herself become at the ease of it.
Then the baby cried.
MC stiffened, lifting her head from Sylusâs chest. He didnât move. Didnât react at all. The crying came again, a lot more urgent that made her chest tighten from her motherly instincts.
The hallway stretched longer than it should have as she walked toward the nursery, the walls dim and quiet, the television noise fading behind her. The crying continued, guiding her forward step by step, her pace quickening as worry settled in her gut. Halfway down the hall though, the sound faltered. By the time she reached the nursery door, it had stopped entirely.
She hesitated for a moment before pushing the door open.
The nursery curtains were drawn shut, but was lit by a single lamp. Everything was exactly as it should have been, but something was very, very wrong. The rocking chair sitting in the corner, moving slowly back and forth.
You were sitting in it, holding MC's baby securely in your arms, cradling her tiny body against your chest as though you had done it a thousand times before. Your movements were slow and calm, the rocking gentle and steady. The baby was quiet now, her face relaxed, her tiny hand curled into the fabric of your shirt as she slept.
MC couldnât breathe.
You lifted your gaze and looked at her tenderly, your eyes lowered briefly to the child in your arms before returning to MCâs face. There was no hostility in your posture, no aggression in the way you held the baby, no rage radiating off of you in subtle ways.
âShe's cute,â you whispered. "My baby would have looked cuter though."
MCâs breath hitched. She stood frozen in the doorway, every instinct screaming at her to move, to do something, but her body refused to obey. âPut her down,â she said, the words barely holding together. âNow. Please.â
You smiled, but it was anything kind. âDonât make that face, MC,â you murmured. âSheâs fine.â
The baby vanished in a puff of gray smoke that dissipated almost as instantly as it appeared, leaving your arms empty as if they had never held anything at all. The rocking chair continued to move for a moment longer before slowing to a stop.
âBecause she isnât real,â you said calmly. You leaned back slightly in the chair, eyes never leaving her face. âThis is a dream. Your dream of a life that you truly don't deserve. My husband and a baby together? Give me a fucking break. Slimy little homewreckerâŚ"
You rose from the rocking chair slowly, the wood giving a soft creak beneath your weight. The door slamming shut behind her as you stood.
MC reacted on fear and instinct. Spinning on her heel, she lunged for the doorway, fingers closing around the handle as she yanked hard, openly panicking. The door didnât budge. She tried again, putting her weight into it this time, her shoulder slamming against the wood as she struggled to pull it, push it open. But it wasn't budging.
Behind her, your footsteps were unhurried. There was no rush in you, no need to close the distance quickly. You knew she had nowhere to go. The door remained firmly shut, the walls unmoving, the nursery sealed as though it had always been meant to hold only the two of you.
âNo. No, no,â she whispered, her voice breaking as she fumbled with the handle again. âPlease openââ
MC turned slowly, her back pressed to the door, chest rising and falling too fast as she watched you approach. Her eyes darted around the room, searching for escape, for an interruption, for anything that might wake her from the dream she now understood she couldnât control.
You stopped a few steps away from her, close enough now that she could see every detail of your face. âAre you enjoying yourself, MC?â you asked quietly.
MC swallowed hard, her back pressed flat against the door, nowhere left to retreat.
âLiving my life,â you said. âWearing my things. Sleeping beside my husband in my bed. Playing house with the future I was supposed to have.â Your eyes never leaving her face, committing every ounce of her fear into your memory. âThe life of a good and honest woman you were more than happy to have erased.â
MC stuttered. âI didnâtââ
âYou did,â you interrupted, your voice calm but unyielding. âYou knew exactly what you were doing.â You took another step closer, forcing her to tilt her head back to keep you in view. âDonât insult me by pretending you felt remorse when you were scratching your nails down my husband's back, the same night my body was being buried in an unmarked grave in the middle of a dead field.â
Her composure shattered. âPlease,â she sobbed, words tumbling over each other. âPlease Iâm sorry. It was a mistake. I know that now. I shouldnât haveââ
âNo,â you said simply. âYou shouldnât have. You could've had anyone you wanted. Youâre beautiful. Intelligent. Successful. People trust you without even realizing why.â
Your eyes narrowed as you glared at her. âI trusted you. I let myself believe you werenât a threat. That we could have been friends.â
MC slid down the door until her knees nearly gave out entirely, tears streaking her face. âIâm sorry,â she whispered. âIâm so sorry.â
âYouâre only sorry because Iâm here,â you said. âBecause I can follow you anywhere and you canât escape. Youâre sorry because Iâm forcing you to face the consequences of your deplorable actions.â
âIâll leave him,â she said desperately. âIâll move away! Back to Linkon, anywhere! I wonât see Sylus again! I swear!â
âAnd will that magically bring me back to life?â
MC said nothing. She couldnât. The answer was already there.
âExactly,â you said.
You squatted down to her level, slowly bringing your hands up and cradling her face in your hands. MC shrank back instinctively, her back and shoulders digging into the door, unable to catch her breath as you touched her. Her eyes flicked wildly across your face, searching for mercy or any kind of emotion she could recognize and reason with. She found none of it.
âYou donât get a clean ending,â you continued. âYou donât get absolution. You donât get to run somewhere far away and pretend I just some crazy chapter of your life.â Your gaze hardened, in a way that made her stomach drop. âIâm going to live with you and that parasite growing in your belly."
She didnât react right away, as if sheâd misheard. âWhat?â
"Yeah, your pregnant. A few weeks along, but it's there."
MC shook her head in denial, weak and desperate. âNoâŚno, thatâs notâpleaseââ
âYouâll feel it soon,â you went on, as if explaining something mundane. âAnd every time you look at that child, you'll think about how your selfishness ruined it's life before it even began.â
Her breath hitched, panic finally cresting into something close to hysteria. âPlease,â she whispered. âPleaseââ
âIâll be there in your dreams and when you wake up,â you said. âIn the quiet moments, when you think youâre safe. In mirrors, when youâre not expecting it. In the corner of your eye, when your guard is down. Every time you start to believe youâve moved on, Iâll remind you of who you stepped over to get here.â
Tears streamed down her face unchecked now. Her body trembled, exhausted, defeated. âI canât live like that,â she whispered.
You frowned, repulsed by her words. âI didnât get to live at all.â
You straightened slowly, taking a single step back, already fading away.
âOne day,â you said softly, âyouâll stop asking for forgiveness and start begging for silence and peace.
You met her eyes one last time.
âAnd I wonât give you either.â
You reached for the switch of the lamp and turned it off, ending the dream in darkness.
MC woke with a sharp gasp, her body jerking upright in the hotel bed, heart pounding hard enough to make her chest ache. The sheets were twisted around her legs, damp with sweat, her hair stuck to the back of her neck. For a moment, she lay there disoriented, breath uneven, the room unfamiliar in the dark. She could still feel you there, touching her, breathing the same air as her.
She pressed her palm against her stomach. There was nothing to feel, nothing to confirm what sheâd heard, but she felt nauseous anyway. Tears came down like rain during a storm. She tried to keep it silent at first, but she couldn't hold back anymore, her shoulders curling inward as she folded over herself. Bringing her knees to her chest and holding them close.
Thirteen years later, MCâs life had settled into something that passed for peace.
Her marriage with Caleb was full of joy and love that she didnât think she could feel again. The house she shared with him sat on a calm street lined with trees that bloomed every spring without fail. Where the neighbors knew each other and helped each other.
Afternoon light spilled across the living room floor as their baby boy wobbled between them, his small arms outstretched, determination etched into his tiny face. MC hovered close behind him, ready to catch him, while Caleb crouched a few steps away, hands open and ready to embrace him. Their six year old daughter concentrated on her coloring book nearby, looking up every now and then to encourage her brother.
âThatâs it,â Caleb encouraged, smiling. âYouâre doing great. Come on.â
The boy took two more steps before collapsing into MCâs arms, squealing with delight. She lifted him, pressing her face into his hair, breathing him in.
For moments like this, the past stayed quiet. For moments like this, she almost believed she had outrun it. Outrun you.
You still appeared sometimes.
In reflections in the mirror and windows. In dreams that left MC waking with her mind and body numb. The sudden drops in temperature or the unmistakable sense of being watched when she was alone. When certain things moved on their own with no one near them. But never long enough to destroy what sheâd built. Never enough to keep her from moving forward.
Caleb knew nothing about Sylus. Nothing about the twins MC gave birth to and put up for adoption moments after they were born. Nothing about the woman who had promised never to leave. MC had learned that survival sometimes depended on silence. If she wanted to live her life with Caleb and their kids, she needed to swallow her past and keep it down.
It was mid-afternoon when the doorbell rang.
MC answered it with her son balanced on her hip, expecting a neighbor or a delivery. Instead, she found herself staring at a girl who looked no older than thirteen, standing rigid on the porch, thin and pale, white hair pulled back too tightly in a ponytail, red eyes filled with something volatile and barely contained.
âAre you MC?â the girl asked with no hesitation or uncertainty.
âYes,â MC said slowly. âCan I help you?â
The girlâs expression changed instantly right before she lunged. The girls hands grabbing at MCâs hair right at the root, nails digging in hard enough to draw blood as she tried to pull her forward to the ground. MC cried out in pain, twisting away and shielding her son instinctively as Caleb rushed forward, pulling the girl off her.
âHey!â
Caleb used his evol to create some distance between MC and the girl. The girl fought against the gravity holding her back her face twisted with unfiltered rage.
âLet me go!â she screamed. âLet me go! She has to pay for what she did! This is your fault! You ruined everything!â
MC retreated several steps, heart racing, her son pressed tightly to her chest as he cried from the sudden violent altercation, as her daughter ran to her room. MC murmured to him softly, though her body was shaking. Caleb didnât look back. His entire focus was on the girl thrashing against his evol.
âExplain yourself.â Caleb demanded.
The fight drained out of the girl all at once. Her shoulders sagged, she fought to even out her breath. âMy name is Rin,â she said hoarsely. âIâm thirteen. And she ruined my life. Because of her I've been haunted my entire life!â
"I don't know you," MC insisted.
Rin let out a humorous laugh. âYou donât remember me because you didnât keep me.â
Caleb stiffened. âWhat does that mean?â
Rin's gaze didn't leave MC. âShe comes to me at night, in my dreams, ever since I was five. The Bride in Red. Thatâs what I named her when I was little. I didnât know who she was then. Just that she was always crying, always angry, her white wedding dress covered in blood. Always out to get me!â
MC couldnât breathe.
âI only found out recently,â Rin continued, her voice trembling now. âShe showed me. The night she died. The warehouse. The guns. You and my dad walking away.â Her eyes burned into MCâs. âShe made me relive it. Over and over and over again!â
Calebâs looked at MC in shock. âMC,â he said quietly, âwhat is she talking about?â
âThatâs not possible,â MC whispered, though even as she said it, she knew it was a lie.
âYour perfect little wife gave birth to twin girls,â she said angrily. âShe didnât even bother giving us names, she just gave us away like we didnât matter. We were adopted by different families. I didnât even know I had a sister until last year when I went looking for MC.â
MC couldnât speak. She gripped her son hard enough to try and use his presence to calm herself down without hurting him. Her mouth opened, then closed again, her past had found her and was pressing against her from all sides.
âShe told me everything,â Rin said. âThe Bride in Red told me who you were. Who my birth father is. Who she was. And why sheâll never stop.â
MCâs knees buckled from underneath her. Caleb rushed to catch her and hold her steady, letting Rin hit the ground as his evol released her.
âShe isnât just haunting you and Sylus,â Rin's furious gaze held strong as tears of frustration ran down her face. âSheâs tied to your bloodline. To anyone who is born into this family because of what you did.â Her voice dropped to a whisper. âShe told me she doesn't care. That she'll haunt our bloodline until the end of time! That her mission ends when our bloodline does.â
Caleb's body went rigid. His eyes drifted toward the hallway towards his daughter's bedroom. Last night came back to him in vivid detail, their daughter waking up crying, clinging to him, whispering about a woman standing in her room.
âShe was wearing a red and white dress,â sheâd said. "She didn't have a face daddy! She was really scary!"
At the time, heâd told himself it was just a nightmare.
Now, he looked back at Rin. âMy daughterâs five,â he said quietly. âShe had her first nightmare last night. About a woman in a red and white dress with no faceâ
Rinâs breath caught. âThatâs how it starts. And it wasn't a nightmare. She was there. In the room. The longer she's around the more her face appears. Your son will have the same experience when he's older."
Calebâs teeth clenched. âThen this isnât just about the past,â he said. âItâs about our children.â
He turned to MC. âYou need to tell me everything. Now.â
MC could only cry as her world fell apart again. Caleb's look of shock and betrayal. Her daughter hiding in fear. Her son whimpering against her chest. And her first daughter Rin, a young girl haunted by MC's past mistakes, knowing she will not be the only one.
You had kept your promise.
Not to forgive, or forget, but to endure.
Twenty-five years passed, and Sylus never became whole again.
Time moved forward around him the way it did for everyone else, indifferent and relentless, but something in him remained fixed in the moment everything was lost. He aged. His hair thinned, aging lines carved themselves into his face, not from laughter but from the constant, unrelieved weight of remembering. People who met him later in life described him as distant, irritable, hollow in a way.
MC had left long ago. He came back to the hotel that night after his car accident and found her gone. She didn't even come back to their home to get her items, she just left and never came back. That loss had been bad at first, but it wasnât what broke him. It was what followed.
You still never left.
He missed MC. But he missed you so much more.
He missed the woman who had loved him without any terms and conditions. The wife who had believed in him and supported him. The wife who built a future filled with life and love. The future he had taken and crushed so thoroughly that even death hadnât been enough to erase it. Regret settled into him so deeply it became part of his DNA. He apologized aloud sometimes with tears in the eyes and his voice rough, knowing there was no one to hear him but you.
âI know,â he would whisper. âI know I ruined it. I ruined everything."
He tried everything people suggested. Therapy. Religion. Acts of charity meant to balance invisible scales. He dug you from your unmarked grave and built you a beautiful mausoleum, always keeping it clean and stocked with your favorite flowers. Kneeling at your casket begging for your mercy and forgiveness.
He spoke your name like a confession, like a plea, like a prayer. He meant every apology. Every ounce of remorse was real.
He knew you watched him. He could feel your gaze when his back was turned. He would feel your cold spots and lingered there in your presence, then feel it get warm as you drifted away. Sometimes he would hear your footsteps, or see you move something in the house.
But it was his dreams that you really dominated.
When you appeared, it was not as you were when you died, but as you had been before everything soured. You sat beside him on the couch, fingers laced through his hair. The teasing touches when you passed by him and giggling when he tried to return the favor. The excited look on your face when you cooked something new for him. You laughed in those dreams. You smiled in those dreams. You kissed him in those dreams. Sometimes you spoke his name the way you used to, with pure adoration.
And every time, without fail, he woke up without you. Staring at the ceiling as he had to once again face reality.
There would be no forgiveness. No release. No moment where the weight lifted and the past softened.
When the knock on his door came, he assumed it was a mistake. No one ever came to him. Luke and Kieran only came when called.
He opened the door to find a woman standing on the threshold, eerily calm and visibly tired in a way that immediately unsettled him. She was young, mid-twenties at most, short white haired with vibrant red eyes.
âAre you Sylus? And did you have an intimate relationship with a woman named MCâ she asked.
He nodded slowly. âYes, and yes.â
âMy name is Mara,â she said. âYouâre my father.â
The words struck him all at once, but he didn't react right away.
MC had never returned. She had changed all of her contact info and left Linkon. He had been left with absence and guilt, nothing more. He stepped aside, letting Mara into the house, and they sat across from one another at the small kitchen table.
"MC didn't tell me she was pregnant," Sylus said.
"She had twins," Mara elaborated. "Her name is Rin, we were adopted by different families as babies. I know where she is, I just haven't spoken to her yet."
"Did you ever find MC?"
"Yes. Though when I tried to speak to her she turned me away. Apparently Rin found her when she was only thirteen. MC and her new husband's marriage was never the same after that. Caleb, her husband, said it was a 'stay together for the kids' arrangementâŚDid you want her contact information?"
"No," Sylus said immediately. "It's best if she stays away from me."
Mara spoke after a moment of awkward silence. âI didnât come for reconciliation, or money, or explanations about your life. I came because of her.â
Sylus looked at her. "About MC?"
âNo,â Mara corrected. âThe Bride in Red. Thatâs what I called her when I was a child. She first appeared when I was five. A woman with a featureless face, wearing a wedding dress covered in blood. Standing in my doorway, or sitting at the end of my bed. Watching me.â Her voice remained steady, but there was a slight strain in it now. âShe never hurt me. She just stayed. And when I got older, I saw her face, and she showed me things. A warehouse. Guns. A woman bleeding on the floor. You walking away, with my mom, the other woman.â
Sylus closed his eyes, the familiar ache in his heart blooming into something ugly.
âI know who she is now,â Mara said quietly. âI know who you are, and what you and my mother did to her.â She met his gaze again, unwavering. âIâm not here to punish you. Sheâs already done that.â
Sylus swallowed, his throat suddenly very dry. He stared at her for a long moment before speaking, his voice rough and stripped of pretense. âSo why are you here?â
âI have a son. My husband and I adopted him when he was two.â Mara went on. âHeâs five years old now. Last month, he told me there was a woman in his room. The Bride in Red.â
Sylusâs hands began to shake uncontrollably.
âAnd Iâm pregnant now,â Mara said. âAnother boy she will undoubtably haunt as well.â She rested a hand over her stomach, protective and afraid. âI need to know how to make her stop. I need to know how to keep my children safe.â
Sylus stared down at the table, at the grain of the wood, at anything but her face. When he finally spoke, his voice was barely more than breath.
âThere isnât a way.â
Mara went still. "What?"
âIâve spent twenty-five years trying,â he said, the words breaking free at last. âApologies. Confessions. Regret. I begged and cried and pleaded. I built her a mausoleum and see here every morning at sunrise. I punished myself in every way I knew how. None of it mattered.â He looked up at his daughter, at the life he had never known and the future already tainted by his choices.
âI killed her,â Sylus said, the truth as devastating as it had ever been. âI didn't leave and give her a chance to be happy. To start over and live. I lied, and cheated, and I thought that killing her would be the end of it.â His voice broke completely. âI didnât just destroy her life. I destroyed mine. And nowââ He gestured helplessly. âNow itâs yours. And your childrenâs.â
âSo thereâs nothing I can do,â she muttered. She used the back of her hand to wipe away her tears.
Sylus shook his head slowly. âThereâs nothing anyone can do. I'm so sorry.â
Some sins did not end with the sinner. Because some ghosts did not want justice or mercy or closure. They wanted remembrance. They wanted acknowledgment that what was taken had mattered.
Sylus would live out the rest of his days knowing with perfect clarity, that he had been loved fully once, and that it was you he had condemned to die, but you had sentenced him to remember.
His family had not been cursed. It had been claimed.
You had promised to stay. And you always kept your promises.
YAY! First Love and Deepspace story. I was hesitant to write for the game because I was having a hard time coming up anything good. But the moment I saw that post with that picture this idea just came to me! Hopefully y'all liked it and support me in the future.
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I feel like people love non mc fics because they speak the thoughts we all think on the inside with these romance games: I will never be her. My beauty isnât that flawless. I donât always know the right thing to say. My personality isnât that charming. Iâm flawed. Iâm broken. Iâm searching for something. And I carry so much pain.
We as humans can never amount to the perfection of these MCs. It just isnât possible. Because even when she grieves, sheâs perfect. Even when sheâs in the wrong, sheâs perfect. They all seem to have this perfect sense of justice and grace and poise and way of just existing that those who play these games canât achieve.
I personally love non mc fics because of this, especially for Sylus. Because he has this perfect girl, but he chooses me? Flawed, ridiculous, harsh, sarcastic, depressed me?
Itâs also why I obsess over the Self-aware stories.
Because while the angst in both formats are beautiful, I find the happy endings to be more rewarding, even if I have to suffer to get there. It feels more like a real, earned, love to me. It makes me feel seen in a way.