I FELT this so fucking HARD. This is probably why it hurts moving on, but honey the truth is youāre dead to me. Even if it hurts. Even if itās the hardest hurt Iām feeling currently. Iāve gotten through way worse than youāve ever skimmed on your darkest days, and Iām sorry for how I sheltered you from my demons. That appeared to make me seem like I gave off what ever I did. Maybe I just felt you couldnāt handle my shit. Truth is. If you couldnāt handle me at OUR best. Meaning we never had a ābadā, then you never woulda been able to handle me at OUR worst. Youāre afraid of commitment, and you run from anything that feels real. So honestly Iām the one who made it out unscathed. So go ahead keep doing you. Be the lethal demonic thing you are. Iām just glad Iām not the one your blazing any more. Thankfully they used sodium bicarbonate and soda acid to put me out a long time ago. Ill never catch on fire for you or because of you again. Iāll keep it on stand by incase you ever try your Bullshit again. This time I wonāt have blinders on. š¤£
~ Purple jeep girl
