So... I don't really think that her and I will get to spend time together today. She is doing that thing where she's not telling me and... I am not disappointed because I was prepared for every scenario. So then, I'll stay alone today... my other friends invited me out but I don't really feel like seeing anyone or going anywhere, I am very tired. She is the only person for whom I'd make an exception but if she can't make it (which she can't) then it's just gonna be me and my laptop today.
She is not the type to surprise others, if she surprised me I'd scream and lose it so I am kinda glad she won't...? If that makes sense.











