#nirvana moebius

Thinking about Nirvana and Kim Namwoon, how their obsessive love tendencies are revealed to go deeper than the surface. How they both act in flashy ways that draw attention showing they want to be acknowledged especially by the target of their affection. Are killed by Kim Dokja, giving similar reactions with their fear of death. And are revealed to have suicidal tendencies. With Kim Dokja admitting they resemble him. Then there's Nirvana's want to "become one with Yoo Joonghyuk" and how Nirvana wanted to die by using Yoo Joonghyuk's power of having a higher constellation. Compare and contrasted with how Kim Namwoon carried the guilt of believing Yoo Joonghyuk died from his mistake and wanted to "become just like Yoo Joonghyuk" so he can be forgiven by Lee Jihye. They both would discard their self to become Yoo Joonghyuk if given the chance in a literal or metaphorical sense. They also overlap with their power fantasies and morbid thinking of wanting to be Yoo Joonghyuk that they are unable to have happen, that Kim Dokja is able to do. In a world made to allow self-inserting as the Protagonist to happen, what Kim Dokja learns is he can't do that all the time, he is his own person. Much like how Nirvana "yearned for something they could never be" and Kim Namwoon "wished to become just like Yoo Joonghyuk". They who are similar to each other, can only be themselves.