Jan 25
going out of bounds in videogames makes me blush and feel flustered and also feel a unique sense of wonder and possibility. its like seeing the videogame naked
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going out of bounds in videogames makes me blush and feel flustered and also feel a unique sense of wonder and possibility. its like seeing the videogame naked
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i think in truth everyone wants to be silly and play but they're just waiting for permission
i have been trying to learn to foster in myself for awhile now, the spirit of play and childlike fun having. like. im serious about the psychological benefits of playing toys. and ive noticed, there is a barrier created by the sense of adulthood that everyone is waiting for someone else to break
like.... this is easiest when doing a kind of, "yes, and" improv situation, because in that situation youre being actively given permission by another. when playing like this ive noticed in myself and others, a way in which the apprehension dissolves really quickly , and it's really exciting
its like theres some kind of deep embarrassment that pervades almost everyone. a fear of looking silly. but when you get past it, behind it, there is ALWAYS a deep and innate desire to have fun that is covered up. ive seen this even in adults who are like 80 years old if you start being silly enough
one time i started playing with my steel tongue drum and a rubicks snake infront of an old man and he asked me for a go and within minutes he was super into it having fun banging drum and making shapes. ive seen people who are otherwise very serious moved by the power of text roleplay silliness
yesterday my friend and i had a lot of fun playing with a puppet and its making me think a lot about this barrier and how to break it... like... the more i think about there being a barrier like that. the more i want to destroy it entirely. i'm a pretty shy person in actuality but I WANT TO PLAY
ive tried looking for actual literature into this topic psychologically but i struggle to find anything useful. there doesnt seem to be anything to 'teach' you how to play as an adult. i want to give myself permission in every possible scenario and foster environments where others can play too...
everyone should make a little promise to themselves to give themselves permission to play a little more every single day
lets play toys forever
hiii i wasnt around for awhile >_<!! my tablet broke QQ;;; (i replace it now....is aall good...) and also i struggle with mental healths and i crawled into hole and ignored everything/everyone for a bit (SORRY)..... i crawl out now.........waves
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i am on a quest to endlessly expand my own sense of love and whimsy. i must embody the spirit of play itself. i will become the saint of age regression
this is a silly sentiment but in all seriousness though i don't think its even about 'regression'. its about directly fighting the sense of wrongness installed in you that playing is bad and wrong and you need to just grow up and be serious forever. WHY WOULD ANYONE WANT TO DO THAT AND WHAT GOOD DOES IT DO?
i do not believe the mass slaughter of imagination has ever, or will ever be good for society on the whole or for individuals. its like you get to a cetain age and they just decide to guillotine it en masse. your imagination is your ally. do not let it be killed
i was on my knees looking at plants outside the plant store, and a lady who works there came out and said "OH! sorry! i didn't realise you were a person. i thought you were something else. i couldn't tell with you down there like that" (wearing a lot of shapeless fabric ) FINALLY, INHUMAN VALIDATION
people act like art and science are opposing forces and this is insane to me. they are not opposing forces. creativity and analytical are not a spectrum. they are distinct cognitive processes and the myth that you are one or the other is SILLY. a good scientist is creative, so is a good analyst