#nightwatch memory

i don't know how much i can actually post about dr blue and get away with it..... so i don't know if you guys get this whole piece...... but i hope this little bite suffices. they are friends!

Hello my 10 beautiful nightwatch fans, here’s a reference sheet for the doctors

Psych is obnoxiously big. Mostly because he’s not a sans but it won’t stop people from calling him one. It’s also why his face is a longer shape compared to the other actual sanses.

I had to simplify blues outfit so I removed his portal sticker but don’t worry he’s still a portal fan. That’s in his alt design

Scell I changed virtually nothing. His personality doesn’t shine too much in his work clothes but better in his alt

Memory’s here I guess. Short.

Anyways there’s my OCs, I don’t expect the ocs to get too much attention in nightwatch, as people will focus on the bad sanses and dream. But that’s ok. They look pretty at least.

Yes I said MY ocs no credit to anyone else!!! I made memory and dr blue. My conception! Don’t listen to anyone else! They are all LIARS

One of psychs biggest insecurities is that he can’t touch people. Unless he has medical clearance and is referred by a doctor, but even then it’s such sterile contact with no emotion behind it. No one’s asked to touch him before so he kinda has this weird complex and envy around physical affection.

Unfortunately alot of the people around him are affectionate to each other so yk.

this was a lot of practicing and exploring my drawing program all of which i cannot explain . otherwise ..... keep in mind that some of these characters cannot be on the same screen together ....... i was just having fun

(i can't bring myself to work on the background more so i'm putting it down)

some memory ... with nightwatch elements, weird collage that started as a warmup i've just been adding onto more and more with that brush i used to make the cross art (i'm glad you guys like it!) (you could call this experimental)

i think it's a little funny that angels of death keep ending up a relevant theme in memory's life since like literally forever. the first hint you'll hear of The Angel (the player) in memory's timeline is that prophecy, where they're claimed to be the angel of death (all before you know. they kill everyone and corrupt memory and stuff... or i guess memory kills everyone. killer / something new timeline and all) and then she goes on to adopt a baby who is also the self proclaimed Angel of Death. and like. religion stuff ties to death with her. her whole powerset is reviving dead and past memories... she can reset people's save files... she's constantly on the verge of death. constantly killing her poor, poor family with live laugh love signs and cheesy humor for grandmas. murderer... y'know.... also maybe she would call ink the devil of life. maybe. i don't know if it would be in a friendly friend-pals friends way though... i digress

lots of little details throughout this one! all of them important

what you once were (who you are) and the heartache that follows surviving like a ghost that only appears in the mirror

This is spoilers but I kinda say too many spoilers already,,

As it is now in my writing I don’t think killer wants to be saved. If he is to be taken out it would be without his consent. He’s “comfortable” in this position under horrors grasp.

Leaving won’t fix things immediately with killer, Infact it’ll be very difficult. I think killer would just be betting on horror and atrophy’s multiverse destruction plan to go through so he won’t have to live another year.

By the time he’s taken out killers magical abilities would have been greatly altered by that point which I won’t spoil because that’s apart of horrors plan. It’d be even harder to go to the omegatimeline and just see hundreds of thousands of faces of people you’ve killed.

I think he’d have to rebuild his identity from square one. It was already destroyed by the player when he was rewritten and just totally blurred by his mindless torture in the house. I plan for him to actually take on the name “Stray” instead of Killer

Killers arc in the omegatimeline is supposed to be a direct comparison to the beginning of memory’s development in the OT. She has no idea who she is when she is made, she has no motivation to explore it but somehow manages to develop some semblance of self. I hope Stray is able to do that.. we will see

As for Dust I can say for certain he’s the most determined to get killer out of there. Dust is clingy to killer it’s annoying kinda..

Oh and no by the time killer gets out there will be- no actual way he could go back to the mansion lol. Things really take a cosmic turn let’s just say

Dream is probably a trans man but its more complicated then that. I’ve explained before that dreams gender has been dictated by the people around him, he’s been forced to be a girl, then a boy, then will be forced to be a girl once again.

However it’s important to note while dream was told to be a boy after being raised as a girl, he found a lot of meaning and comfort within masculinity. Dream really enjoys taking in a masculine protective role. He experiences his gender most positively when he’s in knights armour or is being referred to as the knight of hope.

And once he is forced to be a girl again, I’m sure that experience will emphasize just how comfortable he got with being a boy.

I don’t know if I stated before he will have a forced detransition arc. Dreams experience with gender is quite messy and dark and it’s very intertwined with his relationship with his groomer,, or I guess god.

I use him as a way to explain my own messy experience with transitioning. in my life I’ve had people force me to be diffrent genders. Not out of care for my self expression but for their own pleasure. In that I don’t think dream at the beginning of nw sees himself as trans and I personally wouldn’t label him as trans man then. Only until he’s forced to be a girl again he realizes he’s found value in that previous expression

A value not assigned by those who control and abuse him, but value he’s found all by himself. And his new need to be something that people force him not to be, a yearning to be his true gender expression- I think that’s when he becomes trans. The anchorite memory explaining how she found her gender finally makes sense in dreams mind. Maybe in that moment it’s the first time dreams ever chosen something for himself, and it’s definitely the first dreams ever decided he was a person