❗❗❗ - thirdjade
surprise kiss starter
He bit his lip as he stared at Sizhui, rolling it between his teeth. Did he do this? Did he risk ruining everything for just a moment to know what it would be like? Jingyi didn’t want to ruin things with Sizhui. That was his best friend! The closest person in his life! If he was reading things wrong and if their friends were wrong, then Jingyi would have to move to a mountain and become a hermit. He’d hate living like that, but it was the only solution if it turned out bad. He wouldn’t want to make Sizhui have to be around him if he made him uncomfortable.
He let go of his lip, taking a steadying breath before leaving up to kiss Sizhui on the lips. It was only for a moment, but Jingyi knew he’d be thinking about it for ages. He stumbled backwards from Sizhui, feeling his face start to heat up as his best friend seemed to have become broken by the kiss. Shit. Jingyi needed to find a mountain to move to. He totally fucked up, and he would have actually fled if Sizhui hadn’t reached out and gently grabbed his wrist. “You can forget that if you want to!” Jingyi blurted, needing to make Sizhui understand that whatever he said would go. If he wanted to forget about it, Jingyi was ready to (well no, but he would bury this moment so deep it would only creep up as he tried to fall asleep). If he maybe wanted to kiss more, Jingyi was so ready. “Honest! I should have asked!”
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