#nice anons

Hi anon! I unfortunately do not know their Tumblr either, but I think I recognise the description of the IF itself?

Hi!

*SPOILERS AHEAD*

So, basically the Winchesters is set somewhere during Dean's drive in Heaven, before he gets to the bridge to greet Sam. After meeting Bobby he gets into his car and has a little detour, a trip in the multiverse to take a peek and see if there was one universe where his parents were/could be happy and things might've gone differently for all of them. So he drives there and changes some things when he gives a letter to his young father, who had just been back from the war and was starting to face some of his inner demons (PTSD), and that letter leads him to meet Mary. I don't remember exactly how and how much this changes things from what supposedly happened in "our" universe, but the vibe that it creates in the Winchesters is very much cozy and nice. Like, John meets Mary, but also Carlos and Latika, whom he befriends and they form a scooby-gang kind of group. He also has a close positive relationship with his own mother Millie Winchester, so basically he doesn't resemble much (or at all) the John Winchester that we got to know in Supernatural (not yet at least - although there are hints at how me might become).

But anyway, power of friendship aside, Dean basically only appears in the pilot and in the season finale, and that's where his character shines and the story of how this show entangles in the SPN universe is explained, so I would encourage you to watch that one episode if you're curious. Bobby and Jack appear there too, to help and then urge him to get back where he belongs (if I'm not mistaken) and so he greets his family (without telling them who he is) and gets back to heaven with the two of them.

What i love about all this is it demonstrates clearly that Dean didn't just take one long drive from the Roadhouse to the bridge to meet Sam *and bye bye greetings from the cast* --Stuff has happened during that long drive: he detoured to do a freaking trip into the multiverse to see if there was one version of his family where they could have it all differently, where his father didn't grow up to become a hard revenge-driven homophobe (last part never canonly confirmed but heavily implied), where he could maybe grow up with two happy parents (we can see John trying to meditate here to face his ptsd and latent darkness issues), where they could all have a future. The future that he was denied in our version of the story.

What i love about this Dean is how sad and mature he seems, but not sad as in depressed -mind me-, sad as in finally aware.

And i know that's unconfirmed of course and it's all just up to interpretation based on Jensen's incredible acting, but i feel like he conveys a Dean in heaven that seems to know and possibly accept more about himself. He just has a look on his face, I can't explain it, but that's how i see it (I've made posts about all this).

And also if he did this detour, who's to say he didn't do other ones?? Who's to say he didn't go look for Cas too, before he finally went to that bridge???

-k

Awww, thank you so much 🖤 this genuinely makes me really happy to hear. I’m glad you’re enjoying the story so far, honestly, all things considered, I think it’s a nice little fic on AO3, and I’m always happy to read comments over there. The 55 chapters is my guess, it might end up being more… I dunno. And I truly have no idea when this fic will be finished, anyone who’s been here since the rough draft phase kinda already knows where it’s heading, though.

(Thanks to @screamindemon0 for the drawing, they sad I burned my rough draft off the web, this is why we reblog things.)

Also: remember to read books. It helps keep the mind malleable.

I do think it’s a bit “underrated” mostly because I’m not writing "dark erotica",that's just what's popular in these fandom spaces, ,but I’m a horror writer first, with a dash of dark humor sprinkled in. That said, here’s to season 2 of Mutt. I’m hoping to post the first season 2 chapter on February 14th… if all goes accordingly. Writing takes time, and my country is kind of on fire at the moment and I still have to work a full time job...wack.

But seriously. thank you for the support. It means more than you know.

This is so kind!

Next month I should know if I got into my dream law program (can't say where because these Zionazis will doxx me). I'm nervous but very hopeful and excited to move out of CT.

AWUGHHH THANK YOU!!! I might have to pin this!

But yes... I'm an age regressor not age play.. I've seen and met people who age play and it's disgusting... And others tried getting me into it!

I'm going to say this ONCE! I am an age regressor who yumeships, while age regressing IT STAYS SAFE FOR WORK! I will not turn sexual and such due to my TRAUMA!!! MY AGE REGRESSING AND YHMESHIPPING STAY SFW!!!

And thank you anon, you're sweet for saying this!! Thank you for explaining this for everyone! You get your own emoji! ✨ unless you want something else!

I loved her in the comics so much, she's so sweet, endearing and sincere. And I think it's safe to say that's who she really is right? A good person at heart?

Okay, so don’t hate me…..but I have no idea how to get the comics and i haven’t read them ….plus life is freaking expensive lol

Is this even a question anon, don’t you all know me by now 😂? The answer is all of them, any of them, even the most pixelated, crummy resolution ones you can find…every single one…are my favorites. Because Count Zachula is just…just perfection.

I personally have quite a few in my collection, but I plan to gather additional screenshots of Zach in his Count Zachula costume this year because mine are not the best resolution. But if I had to pick…ummm, well uhhh…two dozen or so of my favorites…they would be these ⬇️

You can find them below the cut, with my commentary 😂.