Jul 18
Oh delight, in thy name i adorn my brow
In a silver cast wreath of yesteryear's bough
Huzzah I am one (1) year older!
#niart#terri#gianttiny#giant tiny#giant/tiny#sfwgt#and am still alive#although two nights ago i did have a close call#turns out you can and do still choke on your own vomit even when laying on your side#my stomach closing muscle just gave up and I had a very intense several minutes of trying to gasp for air in vain#literally from dead sleep to wide awake in an instant and making the most awful noises my body has ever made#p fucked up of my bodyif you ask me#somehow managed to draw in enough to hack most of it back out of my lungs#but jesus christ i was not breathing there for a hot second#been feeling it in me tubes since then#will go to hospital if i develope fever sjsvajbdkdbf#scared the everloving jeebus out of Shop#and honestly myself too#anygay#gonna try to post more#been super hectic just tryinna survive and pay the bills#and now i guess to survive the treachery of my own body too#still coughing today jsbdjd#but yas happy birthday to me gonna drink absinth and watch iron lung and project hail mary#also no alcohol was involved in the incident!#and i will be cautious with the giggle water for a good while too just to make sure it won't cause a replay of the night#sorry for rambling about something so nasty i'm just tryinna process it myself#birthday art
