What exactly is the purpose of this world? What is the true meaning of it? 

Nexia's feelings about the world have always been complicated, to say the least. It's been like that for years, as his pessimistic views are the reason why he has such a hard time feeling connected with others. He yearns to find meaning in this world and to understand what the world means to people around him. It's the sole reason why he uses traveling as a means to try to make himself connect with others, meet all kinds of people, and listen to what the world means to them, what purpose it serves to them, and whether it's worth it to appreciate it or not in the end. That's where it became a hard part of his journey. 

Meaning, purpose even of why the world is so important to people. The very good, positive, praise Nexia hears about it makes him sick to his stomach... it upsets him the more he hears about it and even would be quick to shoot down someone's opinions about it, being brutally honest in his own ways which often leads to people who he's talking to distancing themselves away from him the moment he unmasks his "kind, friendly" persona he uses to make himself appear approachable as such. 

I don't get people at all. Why say such foolish things about this world having "meaning" when it's just rooted in nothing but empty meanings? Is there something I'm missing? Something that I should try to look deeper into? 

Nexia contemplates himself about what people said to him, putting more thought into it deeply about what he's missing. He has a feeling that there is something he's trying to get a clear picture of; something that he's trying his best to understand on what it is with the meaning of the world and its purpose. 

Hmm... I'll try my best to become patient with people's words to me and not get ahead of myself when it comes to things I disagree with. 

Try my best to be as genuine as I can with people and even form a connection... That way it could help me try to understand this world for the better. Maybe it could help me strengthen my bonds with others and improve myself as a person....