#neutrix

hey guys it’s codi. this is part one of my gEnDeR jOuRnEy

basically just me verbalizing (?) my thoughts about my gender so i can find what defines me best, which would prob help with my general confusion and dysphoria

i never feel really feminine or masculine. i feel dysphoric if i look particularly feminine or particularly masculine at any given time...i want to be either straight down the middle or genderless altogether.

i feel like i fluctuate between androgynous (a mix of male and female), neutrenby/neutrois (an elimination of male and female), and agender/genderless (having no gender at all.)

so far i understand that falls under the following identities:

queerfluid

genderflor

enbyfluid

nobifluid

and generally under the genderfluid umbrella

other labels i feel connected with: neutrix, agenderpunk

i believe i am enbyfluid shifting between neutrix (neutrois + agender), agender(punk), and androgyne.

will update more when i reach a better consensus lmaodjbfdjfjddibe fuck cops 🎸

Neutrxis, Neutrisa or Neutrix: being simultaneously neutrois agender; someone who is neutrally agendered; the root of neugender(s), ie. a neutral genderless, that is a neutrois nullified itself, resulting on a zerogender-ness or a demigender-ness or a numbergender less than one but distinct of zero, positively or not.

See also: neutroix, neutragender, neutrois-x, neutrafluid and polyagender. 

This is what happened when I’m bored.

Neuronal Art by neutrix

Neuron Spark

Neuron Spike Train (or Action Potential)