it is so important that you are a little bit ugly. please get comfortable with having unplucked eyebrows and nonexistent jawlines and wrinkles. let your blue hair grow out into an uneven pale green and your clothes be old and mend them and modify them until they’re unique to you. wear lipstick which doesnt compliment your skintone and mismatched outfits which went out of fashion 5 years ago. be a little bit too loud and a little bit too passionate and as weird as you can be because oh my god there is nothing more disturbing to me than perfection. beauty is manufactured and sold to us and you need to realise that you are a fucking animal to live a joyful life I am so serious. you cant obsess over aesthetics forever please just live messily and make your body your home however you please.
if you dont do it for you, do it for all the teenagers who will see u in the street and know that they are not obligated to be attractive
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If you want to call yourself "madpunk", "cripplepunk", "neuropunk", etc, your activism better not stop at the things you find "bad". People with no empathy. People with personality disorders. People who need their aids in daily life. People who have extreme fluctuating emotions. People with paraphilias. People with dissociative disorders. Psychotic people. People who have different modes of eating, excreting, having sex, etc. Homeless people. People who wear diapers. People who have violent urges/thoughts. People who you think are "dangerous". People who use drugs. People who need medication to survive and live. People with physical deformities. People who have delusions. People who struggle with feeding themselves, cleaning, working, etc.
If you think any of these factors make someone "abusive", you are ableist. Abusers are abusive. None of the above things make someone an abuser.
Madpunk and cripplepunk aren't just "adhd and autism punk". Or "mobility aid user punk". Keep that in mind.
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In this series I have written Holmes as autistic, demisexual, and touch averse, while Watson is very happily queer - I didn't deal with the wives whatsoever in this one, too confusing. Much of the subtext in the stories involves Watson coming to grips with Holmes's differences while Holmes learns to enjoy physical intimacy. I started this series at the suggestion of my therapist after finding out that I am on the autism spectrum, and for some reason my brain decided to process all of that by encouraging me to write a bunch of smut.
Resurrection Man - (NSFW, POV Watson) Holmes has become depressed and Watson comes to his rescue; in order to get his most unconventional patient up out of bed, the good doctor must first get into it with him. This story details the beginnings of their romantic relationship and their somewhat disastrous first sexual encounter.
Ritualistic - (NSFW, POV Holmes) Holmes remembers how he agonized about having fallen in love with Watson and fretted about becoming sexually intimate with someone for the first time, then details his first, and rather accidental, seduction.
Serenade - (NSFW, POV Watson) Having turned one of his hide-outs into a cozy weekend bolt-hole for the both of them, Holmes surprises Watson with a pair of specially made rings. Watson returns the favor by surprising Holmes with an oral innovation.
Pagan Ritual - (NSFW, POV Holmes/Watson) After weeks of separation during the events of The Hound of the Baskervilles, Holmes and Watson have a spicy reunion up on the tor overlooking the moor.
Morpheus - (NSFW, POV Watson) Set during the events of "The Illustrious Client." While Watson is caring for Holmes after his brutal beating at the hands of Baron Gruner's stick-wielding thugs, the couple discovers that morphine relieves some of Holmes's sensory symptoms. Holmes uses the opportunity to show Watson a good time.
Spindrift - (POV Holmes) When his plans to resolve his current investigation are derailed, Holmes has an autistic meltdown and Watson teaches him that sometimes touch says things which words cannot.
Unspoken - (NSFW, POV Holmes) Holmes is stuck in a hotel room across the Channel in France, pining for Watson, examining his feelings for him, and reminiscing about the first time that they had penetrative sex.
Green - (POV Watson) Watson regales his queer bestie, Elliott Atherton, with a tale about the time he had to save Holmes from the unwanted sexual advances of a police constable. Chivalry isn't limited to the straights!
Unmasked - (POV Watson) One of Holmes's pranks-in-disguise goes wrong, prompting him to make an unexpected confession which inspires Watson to conduct a semi-spicy experiment.
Concerto - (NSFW, POV Watson) A patient has gifted Watson the use of his private box for a performance of the symphony, and he uses it to take Holmes out for a night on the town. When Holmes gets bored during the performance, he surprises Watson by getting frisky.
Present Perfect - (POV Holmes) After accidentally frightening Watson, Holmes reflects on Watson's experiences in Afghanistan and how he felt after seeing a photo of a soldier who was once Watson's lover.
Black Box - (POV Watson/Mycroft Holmes) Watson has secretly struck up a friendship with Mycroft, who tells him some very helpful things about Holmes's past.
Redemption - (NSFW, POV Holmes) Watson has a nightmare while the couple are weekending at their "honeymoon cottage" (Sherlock's modified attic hideout); when Holmes comforts him, shenanigans ensue.
The Adventure of the Amorous Army Surgeon - (NSFW, POV Holmes) Holmes discusses his feelings for Watson and the difficulties he had with their early forays into sexual intimacy.
Hesitate Unto Darkness - (NSFW, POV Holmes) Holmes is seized with the urge to kiss Watson, but struggles to act spontaneously until it's almost too late. Once Watson goes to bed, however, Holmes sneaks into his darkened bedroom...
Hands & Fingers - (NSFW, POV Holmes) Holmes has a nightmare in the middle of the night, prompting Watson to give him a particularly soothing massage.
Lips & Mouth (NSFW, POV Holmes) Watson is napping in their honeymoon cottage and Holmes has gotten bored...
Contradictions (NSFW, POV Watson) On a frigid morning in their honeymoon cottage, Holmes and Watson snuggle and share information about their pasts and how they came to love one another.
Upon Touch (NSFW, POV Holmes) Titled like one of Holmes's monographs, this story is a series of remembered touches from early in his romantic relationship with Watson.
Upon Desire (NSFW, POV Holmes) Titled like one of his monographs, this story is a series of memories of how his relationship with Watson taught Holmes about desire.
Good Vibrations (NSFW, POV Holmes) When Holmes develops an intractable erection from the vibrations of a train ride, he sneakily enlists Watson's help in resolving it.
Reflections (NSFW) Rachel, a scullery maid in a mansion where Holmes has been asked to investigate a murder, develops an attraction to Watson. When she hides out to spy, she finds out that Watson's heart already belongs to Holmes.
Man, Resurrected (POV Holmes) Holmes is levelled by depression and Watson comes to his rescue. This is basically "Resurrection Man" from Holmes's perspective.
Temptation (NSFW, POV Watson) Watson is unnerved when he is hit on by an attractive man at a crime scene and decides that seducing Holmes is just what he needs to set his mind right. A chair and a scarf come into play.
The Shenanigans of Sherlock Holmes
In this series, a friend and I have teamed up to attempt writing a Johnlock fic related in some way to every story of the original canon. This series is open to all adaptations and universes, although I have so far stuck to ACD's style/characters--for the most part.
Bantamweight (SIGN) - (NSFW) Based on The Sign of Four, recounts an episode of casual sex between Holmes and prize-fighter McMurdo.
Omissions (GLOR) - (NSFW, POV autistic Holmes) Based on "The Gloria Scott." Holmes recounts the details he omitted when he told Watson about his old friend, Victor Trevor.
Resident Patience (RESI) - (POV Mrs. Hudson) Mrs. Hudson has vowed to help Holmes and Watson keep secret the true nature of their relationship - even when they think they are keeping the secret from she herself.
Temptation (SECO) - (NSFW, POV Watson) This was written using my "Second Story" version of the characters, so it belongs in both series. See synopsis above.
I, Bunny
I've only written one fic in this smutty Raffles series so far, but have plans for several more.
Folie A Deux - (NSFW, POV Bunny) Bunny is annoyed because Raffles has been out all night without telling him where he was going, but he's won back over after being showered with Raffles's loot and kisses.
One-Offs
Jackpot - An alternative meeting of Holmes and Watson. Watson has ruined himself by gambling away his army furlough, and Holmes offers to help in exchange for some "physical services." They both get more than they were expecting.
A Fearful Symmetry
This is a WIP about Tiger Daniels, an orphaned 12-year old boy who, after assisting Holmes to solve a murder on an Essex estate, runs away to London in order to have more exciting adventures with the famous detective. When he is struck by a cab crossing Baker Street, Tiger is taken to the home of a nearby physician - Dr. John Watson - where he stays during his recovery and is eventually taken on as Holmes's sneaking, lock-picking apprentice. There is something important that neither Holmes or Watson have learned about Tiger, however: he is really a girl. When he suddenly starts menstruating and his secret comes out, Tiger reveals that he has some dirt of his own: he has realized that Holmes and Watson are lovers and are breaking the law. This creates an impasse which is eventually resolved during the events of "The Priory School" --- if I would ever keep writing and get there.
Hi, I'm Rachel, a middle aged, late diagnosed autistic woman from Scotland.
My goal here is to help encourage my fellow neurodivergent folks to think differently about our wellbeing.
We often have very different needs, and many of us have the added impact of trauma and masking that can make caring for ourselves damn near impossible, sometimes.
I believe in the healing power of embracing the things we love. For me, that's (among other things!) Star Trek, snails, badgers, purple, and more. I've even been writing a Star Trek inspired wellbeing book (very much still in progress!)
I believe that in a society that teaches tears are a weakness, crying is punk as fuck.
I also believe in the healing power of a good fucking swear word, you have been warned!
I believe that neuroqueering is magic.
I believe that an holistic approach to wellbeing, no matter your neurotype, can have great value in life.
I also believe that vaccines are a miracle, and that it is up to those of us who benefit from bigotry to do what we can to stop it from existing.
The ramblings of a geeky, witchy, sweary, late diagnosed neuroqueer punk…
Oh, and fuck gen-ai. If I ever share something ai please, please let me know so I can delete it. I can't always tell and I'm not into environmentally destructive plagiarism.
