@telemachus--offical

We have. An Emanator. Who's like. At the risk of spontaneously shifting into a tree. But he's also at a similar risk of turning back into an egg. So he's in limbo of sorts. Or so I say.

and then we have a nuclear reactor who's just the accidental creation of an aeon. So technically Emanator too. I'd ask you guys to guess who the parent is but idk anyone who also is an HSR fan so.. uh. Anyways he's like a star and a hydrogen bomb and a radioactive threat and he sets himself on fire and

also I have this guy. His name is Louis. He isn't special or anything he just works at a casino. That's it. He gets tormented by the god-level beings that either own or visit said casino but he's just a guy. A guy with a gun but still. Just a guy. His name is Louis and he's very dear to me.

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((Thank you!! I don't think I'll stop feeling tired any time soon. But I am taking care of myself, don't worry!!

its just ruining my love for Nexus's character bc all that happens with him anymore is arguing with ppl about how hes a victim or smth to the point where he isnt even enjoyable anymore.

Can we just move on from it? All of it? Im sick of hearing people hate and shit all over a damn character simply because they did bad (DESPITE the fact that they were treated wrong and doomed by the writing), and im sick and tired of watching people fight and argue with others because it just cant be dropped, be it from haters or defenders. Atp it doesnt make the fandom fun anymore. Bc people are calling others hypocrites for liking one character or sympathizing with another. And like- in general, the tension for agreeing/disagreeing with a character as well as the constant bitter debates is toxic, and it makes others distance from said character(s) or males them uncomfortable with even associating with others who like the character. (This doesnt go for everybody, but im being honest with what ive seen.)

I barely even want to play or write for Nexus anymore, because this whole Ruin vs Nexus comparison crap going in is just ruining my love for BOTH of the characters. Im tired of watching people crap on others, and im tired of watching the constant bickering. Its a character, a fictional character. Both of them are. And seeing all of this just makes me like the character less. Im sure thats how its going for alot of ppl, too.

Hes dead, I don't know what there is to argue about anymore. At this point its like talking to brick walls- like. Nobody listens anyway, youre not gonna change ppls minds no matter how much you try. Its making ppl resent you. Im tired of trying to love a character only to get shot down or have to watch others argue so damn hard to the point that liking the character feels like a stereotype as to who you are (Like im a bad person, who supports him or was part of the whole "big supposed Nexus defenders harrasment group" which btw I havent been able to find)- or just in general something to feel ashamed for. That goes for everyone, theres alot of ppl who look down on others for liking this guy. Even the VAS who have made it clear multiple times that they like making fun of ppl who like Nexus

I really wish things could be better. I dont know, this whole part fandom is just toxic.