#nemir

da budem ukrocena.

Mozda mi srce kuca za nemir,

za vetar u kosi,

za one noci koje niko ne prica

jer su previse divlje

da bi se shvatile.

Postoji deo mene

koji ne trazi dom,

niti sam potpuno izvan njega.

U neprekidnom toku jednog ogromnog trenutka sam,

svaki oblik kao da je usklađen sa bojom čudnog sna,

čak ni pero koje leti na vjetru nije toliko lagano kao ja.

Moja glava je beskrajni mlin koji melje tišinu.

Osjećam svijet ukorjenjen u meni,

plivam usred tame.

Sedeli smo na obali,

komunicirali pogledima,

grlili osmesima

i držali za ruke

dok je more zapljuskivalo obalu,

a mesec svedočio velikoj ljubavi.

Mir u nama,

nemir oko nas.

Duša je ispunjena i cela

posle dugog niza godina,

a ja konačno srećna

i tvoja.

Name: Sans

Nickname: Nemir, Experiment 14513918

nemir is a sans that came from the classic universe. the monsterkind got freed from the underground and moved to the surface... they lived quite a peaceful life until the humans invented an invention that prohibits monster from using magic. the humans used weapons (the nuclear ones) and the said invention to the monsters, captured and then, experimented on the remaining monsters. frisk didn't knew this since they're in a coma, caused also by the humans. the humans treated the monsters as lab rats or something to experiment on, experimented to transform into powerful weapons, many died throughout the experiments they used on them, some had their body parts taken away and replaced with weapons... sans was one of them. sans struggled through many many experiments with papyrus, but one experiment got papyrus killed in front of sans... it was when they're forced to fight each other, it couldn't be stop since they're being controlled by machines, not mind, but body. after that experiment, they locked him up in complete darkness, readying for another experiment.

after hundreds or maybe thousands of torments and experiments, the monsterkind is leading into extinction until it's only sans left... they even nicknamed him experiment-14513918 or in short, nemir, which was rarely used in the lab. sans filled with despair, insanity, hatred, and guilt killed the humans who experimented on them when they lowered their guard and somehow destroyed the thing that prohibits him from using magic. when he finally left the lab (after killing everyone in it) went to find the human who released them from the underground, ever since then, he asked himself ,"why haven't frisk done a reset yet?" "is that human enjoying how they treat us?", the only thing he knew then was that he needed to find frisk and made them reset. many had heard about the lab massacre he did, many track him down and tried to stop him, none of them wanted to end it the peaceful way, so, knowing three choices, teleport, fight, or get captured again, he don't like the third choice nor the second one, he teleport and teleport, although it's tiring him out, somehow on his journey, he had chosen to fight them, seeing how persistent the people were to capture him ever since the government had placed a bounty on his head and said whoever kills him takes the prize. he fought, killed people, but avoided the souls, still he continued his journey, no matter how many people had tried to stop and kill him. one day, he was resting somewhere when he heard a rumor about a child who asks around if they saw monsters around in the next town, sadden by the thought that the kid didn't know what happened about them. he went and searched in the next town. finally, he found frisk, sleeping in the bench in a park, luckily there's no people around, just them.. he woke the kid up. when the kid had woken up, at first they were scared of what sans became and then recognized and hugged him. sans asked the kid to reset, the kid was willing to, but unfortunately, they couldn't. sans was losing hope, but the kid tried to explain what happened, they were in coma, only woke up recently.. and saw another person.. this person explained things to frisk, that sans was out killing people and that this person could reset things up and kill all of the monsters again and again.. sans lost all the hope he ever had, he thought that the kid could help them, he thought that he could finally be with his brother again in snowdin, he thought he could finally go back to his past life.. but no, he couldn't anymore... while being lost, deep in his thoughts, someone shot frisk, the sound of the gunshot brought sans back, seeing another friend die in front him, he couldn't take it anymore, he faced the killer, and fired a gaster blaster, they died instantly, but a reset happen and frisk was killed again, the killer talked," how unfortunate for your friend to die, monster, but you killed me, so that's almost fair."