â break free from the cage that holds you â  ( @negotiiatorâ )   prompt.
grit  teeth  and  staggering  breath come  sharp,  a  voice  clear  as  day  --  a  mantra  :  you  werenât built  for  this.  [...]  frantic in  the  search to  shy  away  from  the  borders  that  stopped  them  before.  if  only  breaking them  to  protect him.  protect  the  unit.  but  then,  in  the  end  it  was  always  their  mission.  their  purpose.
[  inquiry :  how  far  did  you  really  leap  from  that  red  wall?  ]
perhaps  they  were  programmed  too  well.  something they  wonder  about  often,  were  they  ever  really  deviant? broken  free  from  one  cage  just  to  be  thrown unto  another.  [  you  werenât built  for  this.  you  werenât built  to  want.  you  werenât built  to  care  for  anyone else  ]  but  they  did  care  for  him  &  was  that  so  wrong? to  want  something to  call  their  own,  an  act,  a  feeling?  how  much  was  real  &  how  much  was  counterfeit?
â  I [...] I donât know  how.  â
their voice  breaks,  breath wavers.  they  could  not  tell,  they  promised to  hold  their  tongue  on  it  no  matter  how  much  it  wounded  them.  coiled  them  up  inside. a  lie,  it  was  a  lie  every  time  they  saw  him  and  acted  as  if  they  did  not  know.  [  was  a  lie  still  abhorrent when  you  wish  to  protect someone?  was  it  selfish?  ]  they  didnât know,  and  far  too  frightened to  find  out.














