#nctwinwin

you let yourself in their quiet dorm. it was midnight so you already expected that they'll probably inside their own rooms, resting.

promotions of NCT 2020 just finished and is very successful. you were very proud of all of them. they all did well, specially jaemin.

"oh noona?" jisung had his eyes wide when he saw you entering. he wasn't expecting you or anything. it was a bit late, anyway.

"how's your injury?" worry lingers in every word. jisung did his usual smile at you.

"it's getting better." he assured you. with a small nod you approaches him.

you gave him a small smile as you tip-toed to mess his hair. his a couple of inches taller from you so you had hard time, thank goodness he's nice enough to lean downward but a smirk was plastered over his lips.

"hyung's at his bedroom. he went straight right after we arrived." he informed you.

you showed him a suppressed smile because that's already what you thought and one of the reason you hurried yourself in here.

you said your good-bye to him and walked through the familiar hallway of their dorm. with only dim lights, you made sure you're not creating any noise to prevent waking up any member, if ever they're already asleep.

you softly turn the knob of his bedroom door and slowly let yourself in. he's wrapped into his blanket and his room is, as usual, dark. jaemin always liked it like this.

you approached his bed taking off your coat and letting it hang over his gaming chair. with delicate moves, you made it near him without waking him up.

you hurried yourself here out of worry for him. you just watched the video of them deciding the time for their relay-cams. when you knew about their relay cams you were beyond excited about it. the fact that finally, your boyfriend will participate with it thrilled your whole existence.

you remember yourself all smiles as you click the video but as it goes on, you took notice of something. the usually energetic jaemin was at the corner, silently watching everyone being loud.

then that hits you. jaemin is an introvert. sure, he is comfortable being with the dream and he surely adores all 22 members. but the fact of having to be surrounded by so much people may had been draining for him.

with soft touches you caress his face. he looked so tired and you just feel bad because you didn't notice it too soon. is it the reason why he kept asking you to come over? and he insist that it's for nothing.

jaemin stirred as he felt the gentle touch that is pulling him off from sleep. his eyes slowly opened and the sight of you on his bed just woke him up fully.

"baby?" he was surprised to see you here.

he was certain you told him that you're busy today and will probably make it up to him tomorrow. even when he wants you with him already, he also understands that you have school. so he just decided to wait patiently.

you crouches down over to him and cupped his face placing soft kisses all over his face. jaemin smiled a little, even shutting off his eyes as he enjoys the affection that he've been wanting to have from you.

"i'm sorry i didn't noticed. it must have been hard for you." without exactly telling him what it is, jaemin knew what you're talking about.

smoothly, he slid both of his arms around your waist pulling you over his bed. with a heavy sigh, he buried his face over to your neck.

"i..." jaemin was lost for words. he did tried really hard for this comeback. he did his very best to interact with all the members.

when they first heard about NCT 2020, he was thrilled. he knew it will be fun and of course, since that's what the nctzen is wishing for. he wanted so bad to do well for them. (And he did, bb did so well, to be honest everyone did so well. I'm so proud.)

you gently moved his hair away from his forehead and kissed it.

"you did so well, baby. i'm so proud of you. i'm sure every nctzen is proud of you." you whispered over at him assuring him that he really did well. he pulled away from my neck and raised his head over at him.

he smiled sweetly as he starred into your eyes with affection.

"thank you. i love you," he said and puckered his lips for a kiss.