#na creates

(v.) to give up something or control over something.

when you said you were wavering... is that all it is? well... how could i feel anything more than that, barth? can't you just let it happen? let it go like the other day? barth. you know what? when i'm near you, i can't control myself at all. but are you happy? yes.

back then, i thought if God was real, He probably didn't care much about me. but thinking about it now, i feel like, no matter what i did, He never disappeared from my life. without Him, i wouldn't have met you. and we wouldn't have today. well, i... i used to think after meeting you, i had to choose. but actually, i never had to choose at all. because ever since you came into my life, i never forgot God either.

you know everything, don't you? know what? that... i'm not god's favourite son. i don't understand. i like guys. tanrak, i like you.

but if something happens to me one day, i'll believe you did your best.

you know what? i used to believe that too. and then...? then one day, i realised, your God never helped me at all.

lust means letting desire control us. what if you can't stop it?

excerpts taken from between you and me and all the love in this little world of ours (how to make it last?)