#n_n

i woke up yucky this morning and went out into the kitchen to make breakfast and the bread i bought just a few days ago was already getting mold and the thought of wasting the bread money and finding a new breakfast to make and eat made me stand there motionless for 5 minutes spiraling and then i decided my stomach already hurt so id just take two slices from the other end of the loaf if they were fine dont do this and then i made my toast and while sleepily picking up my jar of jam i dragged it through the butter and jam on the toast and then i just stood there for another 5 minutes

when i sleep its under a comforter, a 20lb weighted blanket, a BTS throw blanket, in pitch black, with the white noise of my LOUD AS FUCK tower fan filling the room. i even put bandaids on the power light of my fan to get rid of that source of illumination.

This isn't a question or anything, more like an observation: I love all your reblogs and posts of winter scenes, but...they always feel like they were taken by people to show where they hid the bodies of their latest victims.