Jun 22
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freaky on tumblr and painfully shy in person
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i did not teach them that.
Its so funny (sad) that as soon as Jax told her story to Ribbit, and they figured out Jax was trans like them, Jax lived in fear of Ribbit spilling that secret for as long as Ribbit was still around. Even if it logically made no sense for Ribbit to tell anyone. Jax lived in fear of people learning her secret and laughing at her. Like her mom.
He figured he was closer with his mom than his dad , but she resented him for being a male. You're not man enough. You're too much of a man, just like your father. "You know what's funny? I'm not a man at all!" After all the berating and deep cuts, her mom pulls her into a hug. It feels suffocating. It makes sense why he distrusts Ragatha. Words that cut like daggers, coated in honey. I can fix you.
He pushes Ribbit away. It doesnt matter that they accept her for who she wants to be. Who she wants to be is still an embarrassment, much worse than a man. He pretends that confession was made up and disingenuous. He pretends she's a stranger. If she convinces Ribbit they were never friends, then her secret doesnt have to be a reality. She can bury that truth if she tries hard enough.
Once Ribbit is gone, she adopts a persona, puts on a show of misogyny and toxic masculinity. No one would suspect someone Like That to be a trans girl. And the thing is, Jax tells himself that none of this is real, that the people he hurts arent really people to distance himself from feeling like shit. She still feels like, and is, a piece of shit because deep down, she knows it's real in some way. Otherwise, she'd have nothing to be afraid of. She'd have nothing to be ashamed of.
Jax is terrible and abusive. He acts the way he does out of fear of rejection. And yet , she's convinced herself that deliberately going out of her way to be antagonistic toward others is better than showing an (embarrassing) genuine side of herself.
This is kinda stupid but , I hope Jax encourages self-loathing trans people to embrace who they are, even if it's just a little bit at a time. Rejecting yourself so intensely can only turn you into a new type of something you hate.
Sometimes I feel so disconnected by the others blogs and what people write on in the COD fandom, I feel like the weird ovni that pops up
But I do enjoy my dom fem reader things or my platonic posts, I really love writing them
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i’m not sure how to address this other than “heyyyy i am testing out a new name exclusively on the internet because coming out is scary and i apparently am Not an actual frog, contrary to popular belief 😔”
so that’s exactly what i’m doing ! in case any of you happen to see my updated pinned post n wonder who the HELL noah is ……. that’s me ….. i think …… ha ha :) hey :)
My grandfather is dying
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If fontaine had been written like natlan, Furina would have started fawning over the traveler the moment they arrived into the nation and immediately trusted them with her plan and showed them her the other side to her personality. Sigewinne would have constantly been reminding us about how she took care of Wrio and he sees her as his big sister actually this SHOULD have happened because people are still delusional about what their relationship is, traveler would have been the one to meet with Furina's divinity in the oratrice and receive the hydro authority and pardoned humankind, Neuvi would have died at the last minute fighting against the whale as a heroic sacrifice, Arle would have praised Furina for her efforts and wouldn't have gotten the gnosis, and there would be absolutely no talk about rebelling against the HP from Furina or Focalors or about how the elemental authority was stolen (but she still gives it to trav because he is SPECIAL) and most of all Paimon would be shouting at the end "WOW I CAN'T BELIEVE FURINA REALLY WAS THE HYDRO ARCHON ALL THIS TIME JUST WITHOUT HER DIVINITY WHICH SHE STILL USED TO SAVE EVERYONE I WOULD HAVE NEVER EXPECTED THAT WE'D BE MISLED INTO BELIEVING A FALSE NARRATIVE WOW!!!"