#mysunshinee

I was in a hiatus period for 3 days, bcs a needed to work, but now I come back for shinee and shawols. it´s so hard to say goodbye for Jonghyun in this way, he give us so many signs, letters, lyrics, book, albuns, concerts... 

I feel him so sad in the last 2 concerts and commented with peaple close to me about that, but never imagined his sadness was in this nivel, he always cry and was melancholy, but one minute later was happy and smile for us and members.

i´m proud of our others 4 stars for beeing so strong. If for us is difficult, imagine for them, i´m worring if they will support. shinee was my strength, I want be  strength for them too. Our pain it´s multiplicate for 5, we suffer not only for Jong but also for key, Minho, Taemim and our leader Onew.

look for Jong image or hear his voice it´s hard in this moment. The last pictures of him in the windows of apartment and CCTV (after he send text for his sister) cut my heart.

I don´t have plans of closed this blog, created for them and I want to continue for them and shawol.

for last I want say to jong “you work hard” and I LOVE YOU FOREVER. You give us all and I want to give you everything, too. let´s be together forever, shinee and shawols.

                                                                                                      onewshi.