#myrolemodel

My role model is John Cena

I’ve been a fan of Matt for a while now.. like, I’d watched him and heard his voice a lot while growing up, but I never like, noticed him, until around The Martian. I was oddly cautious at first, and like, was like, this guy is really pretty, but I need to research. And he just so happened to be on Ellen, so my family and I watched it. 

The exact moment I remember thinking, “okay I love him”, is unfortunately pretty dumb... as it was when Ellen had asked him to do the “whip nae nae”, and he got up and actually started doing it. 

And he was good! Holy shit. I don’t know, I couldn’t help just melting, I was smiling through the whole interview, but that was the moment...

From there I started watching more of his movies and stuff, The Martian, True Grit, Bourne movies, and like, then Good Will Hunting.

Around then, I’d been kind of wondering like, what I want to do and stuff, with my life, and when I saw that movie, I realized that I want to act, go into film.

Even remember the exact scene, and the exact shot I realized that.

And... so... aside from finding him really pretty, and an incredible actor, and admiring both of those things..

Aside from the whole crush thing, I look up to him so much. I mean, he’s my role model in so many ways, down to earth, intelligent, kind, he cares about his family, his charity movements, all of that. He’s a genuine guy.

So, I’ve had other affections for actors, but none of them have lasted as long. And like... again, even if I wasn’t attracted to Matt like that, I have so much respect for him. 

...So... yup.

(I guess I’m writing this like a diary or something, cause I don’t know who’d read this, but what the hell!)