Soo yesterday God blessed me with ANOTHER friend who I’ve been tight with since forever to chill with. I had a good time with her, she’s an amazing friend, and she kinda encouraged me to keep going to Church and to get involved. So many of our peers have moved away from our church or stopped going all together, so it’s really important to have someone help you stay accountable. For me, it’s the social thing. i believe there is a God and I want to get involved and everything, but I’m just so shy sometimes. Hmmm, shower thoughts but ye, lyrics come from 10 000 reasons. It’s time to praise the Lord because whatever happens, it will pass, just trust in him. This is something I’ve been stuggling with for the late, soooo yah.

So yesterday, with my friend’s invite, I tried a new fellowship at my church (Chinese side). And I realized how much I missed having a community at church. It really makes a difference. When you  know people and feel comfortable talking and socializing, it feels good. Not sure, if i’ll continue to go, but the people there seem pretty chill and it’s a nice group size. Maybe I’ll continue, not sure yet. Anywho, I’m at a complete standstill of what to do with life. I know I need to pray to God more and ask for his guidance, so me being mellow dramatic, like the song lyric, this is my prayer in the battle, when triumph is still on its way. Not sure what’s going to happen, and as each day pass I get more and more scared, but I know God has a plan for me