#myink

Not intentionally

But if I speak

May be i only cry.

I stitched my lips

To keep the pain

Inside myself

If I open any thread

It will leads to

Tsunami of darkness

I am ignoring you

But actually I am

Ignoring myself

I am laughing

On silly things

To avoid breakdowns

I am overthinking

On everything

Because I searching

Tattoo #15 My siblings have always been the light and loves of my life. So many times when I thought I had nothing to live for I would think of my siblings and how I couldn’t imagine not seeing them grow up, find love, have children, and be happy. I choose to continue my life when all I wanted to do was die, so that I could always be there for my siblings. I know that no matter where I am, or they are, I will always have someone to turn to in times of sadness and happiness. 5 hummingbirds for each of my 5 siblings. Lena (pink), Mikenna (purple), Emily (yellow), Katie (blue), Cj (orange).