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1. (For both) A song you liked as a child

I'll go for I Will Always Love You by Whitney Houston (because I loved The Bodyguard movie soundtrack and this was one of my fav songs)

For @optimisticgrey :3

6. A song that makes you think of a family member

My dad is a longtime Dire Straits fan, and he's obsessed with Mark Knopfler's music, so I choose What It Is by Mark Knopfler

9. A song in a language you don't speak

I'll go for Selamanya by Anggun (beautiful song and music, but I obviously needed a translation since it's in Indonesian language 😅)

10. A song that makes you feel relaxed

Moby's songs are my favourite to relax, especially Porcelain

For @myevilmouse :3

3. A song you'd choose to introduce someone to your favourite genre

I've always loved folk-celtic-new age music and I'm a longtime fan of Loreena Mckennitt. Most of her songs are gorgeous, especially ballads, but my pick would be The Mummers' Dance

5. A song you think most of your followers won't have heard before

I'm quite sure most of them have seen the Ghibli movie (Porco Rosso) and remember the music of its theme song, but probably only a few have heard the original song (in Japanese): Tokiniwa Mukashino Hanashiwo by Tokiko Kato. I'm in love with that song!!!

Thanks for asking, lovelies!!!<3<3<3

Ahh I have so many! Often in conjunction with other characters, but these are a general vibe for Luke.

On Your Own by Distant Cousins

Life is Beautiful by Vega4

Let Your Heart Hold Fast by Ford Atlantic

Hello there!

Once again I was OMFG EVILMOUSE SENT ME AN ASK!!! CAN YOU BELIEVE THAT???? Sent my friend a message and we’re fangirling together 😂 😂 😂 sorry, not sorry 🙃

Well, done with fangirling (not actually), onto the questions!!!

2. what’s a fic that took you to an emotional/dark/hard place?

I write for many many fandoms. So I think more than one fic drove me to dark/hard places. I’ll mention 2 here. But it’s for very different reasons. One of them is called Lord of Ice, a Lokane (leave me and my crackships alone 😂) story that I’ve only written one chapter, but I liked this chapter SO MUCH that everything I wrote after that seemed lacking. It drove me to a desperate point in which I couldn’t write for ANY fandom at all. And everything I wrote seemed so bad that I got a severe writer’s block that took me almost one year to recover from. That’s when I got started with this account here and the Star Wars stories ♥️

And the other fic is for the Bleach fandom, called Illusion of You. I got this one started on 2020 for the Wattys. Of course I couldn’t finish, and so far I’ve 70k written and I got 1/3 of the story done 🙃. But this story drives me to places sometimes it’s difficult to keep writing. While I use a cheerful character as my protagonist (even though she’s one of the most violent backgrounds in Bleach) the themes are sad and quite dark. Each chapter I write makes me hate capitalism even sometimes myself for making the characters suffer so much. My friend says that each chapter of IOY is like a “painful punch in the pit of the stomach”. But at the same time I’m quite proud of this story because I think if a cyberpunk/sci-fi story doesn’t make you nauseous/angry something is wrong.

So both stories drove me to dark/hard places. One that made it too difficult for me to keep writing for a while, because I thought I wasn’t good enough and the other because of its themes.

13. Do you take pride in your writing, or does it embarrass you? Why?

Yeah. You could say, yeah… I usually don’t say that I write to everyone but that’s because as a Elementary teacher I think that would be embarrassing, yes, to have my kid’s parents or my coworkers reading my kinktober stories. But that’s not because I’m ashamed of writing them or I’m embarrassed of my writing… it’s just to avoid awkward situations.

Can’t have a meeting with one parent that while I say his kids misbehaved they’ll be thinking I wrote a chapter with DP kink with Thrawn and Arihnda (ESPECIALLY when some of them like Star Wars).

20. What’s the greatest gift you’ve gotten from your writing?

Friends. Definitely. I made friends that are with me for more than 10 years. Friends I love very much. I think engaging in fandom can give us many unforgettable moments and people.

Besides that, it made my English improve A LOT. When I decided to write in English because almost no one in Brazil wrote for the ships I liked, my English was horrible. Now it’s so much better. I owe it all to fanfic and fandom.

Oh, hi there! 17 Let me see... Ur inspiration...

There is a super-talented author who ALWAYS made my mind blow up. Her stories are engaging and entertaining and can turn my worst day into my best in a few hours. I can read from her fluff and smut, whichever I need atm. And the feels what I get when I read those fanfics... Sometimes I didn't even finish a chapter, I needed to stop and search for my iPad to start drawing right away! In mid-sentence! And I can't concentrate on anything till it's finished... 

There is another super-talented author who I adore, and I love every fanfic from her. She usually makes me drop everything else too, and I just need to do a fanart of her fics because they are so fun, moving, and hot 🥰 Looking at you @foreverforty2 👀💙😇 

Other sources of inspirations are the same old boring places, the comics, the books, and of course endless hours of DAYDREAMING 😇🫠

19. Rec. Art Supply I hope I understand the question 😂 Uhm... Currently, I use a 2016 iPad pro with a 1. gen apple pencil for sketches and line art, and sometimes for coloring. But the number of layers are limited there. So, I don't recommend doing anything serious. But my lovely and sweet husband lend me over his 2021 iPad pro with the 2. gen apple pencil. That's the stuff! It's fast and has plenty of power to maintain as many layers as I wish. For anything serious, I would recommend that. 

25 Piece U can't finish... uh no!

I shamefully present you this:

I would be so happy If I would finish this! But sadly, I'm unable to continue it. I tried countless times, but every time I tried to touch it, it became worse...

It's frustrating and sad at the same time, but I hope one day I'll be able to finish it!

I'll admit it, I've never written about this before, so I really hope this ficlet turned out alright 😅. I did really enjoy writing it, though!! It got out of hand a little, so it's over 5 sentences lmao.

Explicit (18+ only) Minors DNI

Warnings: What it says on the tin!

What OTPs in your fandom(s) do you just not get?

This is really hard, most romantic ships I see where people are coming from even if I'm not interested 😂 So this is a really boring answer, but as someone who doesn't really ship stuff a lot I don't get most ships, or at least don't get why someone is interested, but I get where they're coming from, if that makes sense? Like, I'm fundamentally uninterested in a ship like Obi-Wan/Jango, but I can see where someone's interest might have arisen from in their interactions and so on. Same with Dinluke - I'm interested slightly because I love Luke, but I'm not invested, but I can still see why people love it so much.

That said, actually, I just remembered one. Aphra/Vader. If you enjoy it, have fun, but she's a lesbian and he's a lot older than her and hung up over Padmé so just - that one confuses me. (Aphra/Luke for a similar reason, but at least there I can kinda see where the dynamic comes from, even if my brain is still screaming she's a lesbian.)

Have you ever unfollowed someone over a fandom opinion?

I answered that briefly here, but long story short: absolutely.

What is the one thing you hate most about your fandom?

Honestly, just the constant fights. Fandom wank. Characterisation disagreements. Endless complaining about Disney. It's not that I'm not invested or disagree with it, I've just been deeply invested with SW for long enough that by now I'm just vibing brainlessly and if I don't like Disney's content (which I largely don't) I make my own. I'm just tired of ST hate and everything else new hate. I love Luke and I love Vader and I loved Solo even if it was flawed and I enjoyed Rebels and I didn't enjoy TROS but that's okay, I don't need to include it in my canon, and Disney canon's post-ROTJ politics make very little sense, but you know what? I don't care. I can write and enjoy my own stuff and cherry-pick what I like. I think I'm just at a point where I think. We have no control over what mediocre content gets offered to us lmao so we can either be negative and miserable about it forever or move on and make our own Star Wars. Find your niche fandom corner and find your friends and you'll have fun. I do!

What are your thoughts on crack ships?

Wonderful. I probably won't read them, unless it's aligned to my interests and really well written, but crack ships are peak creativity and they're always a blast.

Thanks for the asks!!