God I do this often lol. Anyway. I moved. It's a long and annoying story to way. Did help that I was switching meds so I was a downer. Anyway. I wrote and posted as you've might have seen. As well as drawn. I got markers and colored pencils so I might be coloring more often.
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If you've noticed I'm not on here very much lately, it's because I'm going through some writer's withdrawal right now and jdtz withdrawal as well.
The energy to be on here isn't really with me right now but I do still pop in here time to time.
All is good with me though. Reading lots of books right now and keeping up with my goal of reading a book a month these year. Really proud of my goal I set and sticking to it :)
Great now I feel like worse shit than I already was. Literally going through a shit storm at the moment. Check my Tumblr. Got a post from a fanfic writer I actively followed. And they blocked me because my account didn't say I was 18. Fun fact I'm 2 fucking 7. It was listed along with facts about me before but I got rid of it because I genuinely didn't think anyone gave a fuck. Because no one really does. They don't follow me so cues about my age don't matter. But I guess I'm supposed to be blocked. They only made ONE post about doing this like an hour or so ago so it's not like I could tell people my age again. So yeah I have another reason to feel like crap.
I plan on posting another Kaulo chapter soon, almost done, and then I’ll post one of two Teddy fics. Some anons send me some really cool requests, so I can’t wait! 😘😘
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I as you've noticed I've tagged a good amount of medias. As I'm a little bit everywhere. So if you don't give a shit about the others. You don't have to read them. Especially sense the updates are long. This includes art and writing btw. The short answer is I'm gonna set up an system with all of them. Life will be planned.
Nicktoons Unite: Nickolas High: Fun fact not the first idea I had for Nicktoons Unite. My first fic I posted was called Nicktoons Unite: The Alter. I decided to just go with the Highschool AU instead as it was more fun. Like the Alter series was gonna make SpongeBob go through a mental breakdown slowly due to no longer being a simple square sponge. Even wrote a song about it.
Anyone so my Highschool AU, I wrote 8 fucking chapters in this fanfic series. The thing is I was a little stuck, (Mainly because I had to hold back arguing with someone with an "I know more than you attitude" who claimed to me in person that Jenny isn't trans because she was designed by her mother to be a female which she's identifying in. It kind of killed my vibe a bit. No lie.)
But I think I'm out of it. I even posted how I was gonna post the first chapter one News Year's Eve. Until the fucking day. You see I saved all the chapters as PDFs when I was done that way I can transfer them on my Beta Reader's phone as writing programs require you to have that program to read anything from it besides Docs. Which you just need emails. However after spending months without net and almost having an 22 chapter fic almost completely deleted due to a fucked up glitch Docs has when taking an no net doc to a net doc. I don't want to use it anymore besides making character profiles for my sister @allskys Original Fandom Fusion Superhero RPG. Plus Grammarly annoys me. He tried to correct dialog to make sound like a professional document. While correct. It isn't how people talk.
Problem is PDFs updated or something in which you can't copy and paste. I know...I tried. Literally every line break was treated like another paragraph and any word with 2 Ls was fucked up. And while AO3s autocorrect system helped me spot the fuck ups most of the time. It didn't for words that are also words with only one L. Like all and al. So what I thought was gonna be an easy copy and paste and fix up minor issues. Turned into an fight against my own will.
Now my Beta reader said they understood what I meant and love the fic however there were clear grammar issues. I couldn't see what he meant as I just wrote it at the time and saw it through my tinted glasses. But that Holiday and having to read through it so I can fix the glitches made me see what the fuck he meant. My god I'm only on the first one and there's problem. You can tell I wrote and edited it in 3 days. I should mention that I have like 3 maybe 4 beta readers. Two prefer me to read to them outload. One, use reads the copy herself, doesn't always have the chance too and than there's the main one that pointed out the problems as he reads it in the PDFs. (Note he's only my beta reader for Nicktoons and The Demon. As those two series are more about stories while the others are me crush fangirling over characters.) Plus I realized I forgot to go into detail when it came to conversations in the fic and or set the scene like I'm supposed too.
So in the end. I'm gonna have to rewrite it in my Bootleg Work writing program to not only fix all my issues but because it's easier to copy and paste from the program.
Hellsing: Zodiac 2.0: Two things caused the pause for this. The first being my one sister'. As mentioned the fic is from my siblings and my fandom fusion universe. They all are. We pick certain characters and fandoms we get into to work on and hype fixate over. Working together to make it make sense while doing whatever we want with our own fics. The sister mentioned above's own fics are supposed to be in the same universe as mine are right. We mostly role played everything except we came up with stories and ideas that clearly we don't need to drag the others into. Only if they want.
Well...I came up with the story half with Alucard and my OC Shirley. Like everything from the side characters, the villains, and even yes sex scenes. One of my betas isn't ready for it. The others read smut as much as I I drink coffee. Which is a lot.
The problem was I had Alucard's side of the story but not Integra's and Seras's and you know, they're important. The only thing I could think of was Black Butler. So I chatted with my sis who knows and loves the show. We worked something out. The deal is, here's a list of the important shit, otherwise it's up in the air on how you write it. If your stuck, send a message.
Then my sister started working and living her own life. For a while we barely talked because she was so busy. And I literally got stuck. So I wrote a chapter with Alucard and Shirley alone and figured I'll make one up for Integra, Seras, and the Black Butler crew all to themselves in the next. I had an idea and than learned from my sis and from the Black Butler Wiki that what I had planned can't work because a character doesn't have that power like I thought they did. That and I couldn't think of a convo and activity for them to do. And it didn't feel right to get my sis when she was busy. So...I paused it.
Now reason two. Walter. There isn't a character in Hellsing I hate but Alucard and Walter I feel with every heartbeat. I fell in love with him again and said fuck it. I made up a reason he's alive. But to keep it with canon he's not at Hellsing. So I decided to have him with my OC. A surprise you know, Everyone calls him by nicknames so Alucard doesn't piece it together nor Walter while chatting with Shirley until the first sex scene with Alucard. I headcanon Alucard reads his partners minds before sleeping with them to know what they like and hate in the bedroom. Which means he'll see past partners aka Walter. That's how Alucard learns Walter's not died. Meanwhile Walter learns from the kids as he and Shirley have been together for a while. Those are theirs. If your worried they're in an open relationship. They both sleep about with whoever. They have a list or rules but otherwise fair game. The ending of the book I'm gonna have it they are in a three person poly relationship because I'm self indulging.
The problem is I wanted to explain Walter's and Shirley's story in a short flashback. So I had to work on it. Which resulted in me coming up with a whole story itself. And the story wouldn't go away. My mother who is the reason I write told me to give into it to calm down the beast. And being I was stuck. I did.
That being said my sister isn't busy anymore and she's made fics. That and it's been long enough that I think I can unstuck myself.
Hellsing: Walter's Life: As mentioned above. I have a fic story of how Walter and Shirley got together. I wrote all 22 chapters in two weeks. I even drew a go amount of pics for it. Like it's finished. Kind of like the Nicktoons though, rereading it I see where I can do better. But I don't feel like doing an 2.O with it. I don't need that to be my trademark with fanfiction. Instead I'm gonna write the second book way fucking better. Although I still stand on the pride horse that I wrote Etrigan rhyming dammit. It's childish and short yes. But hey I didn't panic during my first attempt. Nor gave up. (I hope I do better for the comic) Also I was planning to show more of Shirley's backstory but my brother was getting triggered from what little I did explain. So I cut it short. More in later books or maybe the comic. Anyway.
I have some of the second book done. But I'm gonna go in and redo some of it. As new headcanons came up, a new set of guest characters came in mind, and of course a better understanding of writing got installed into my brain.
Soul Eater: How I Met Your Mother: This one I can say is without a doubt about romance. Funny I've had shitty relationships and honestly am fine dying alone. I'll adopt kids if I want any or collect more haunted reborn baby dolls. But it seems if I love a character, I want them to fall in love. The only one I haven't thought that with is Jason Blood. Anyway.
Kid, Liz, and Patty cheat by summoning Bloody Mary to see who they fall in love with and marry. Spoilers warning, Liz is supposed to marry Ben Braeden from Supernatural. Patty's hubby is Ronald Knox (He's younger in our world. Aka he became a Death God in the 21st century.) Kid however sees he marries a Human Falcon monster girl. Which I hinted because readers are smart and will figure it out. No need to hide it. But the monster is my OC Adamaris.
I also play around with others ships like. Maka, Soul, and Crona for one. Like a whole plotline where a guy takes Maka on a date and Soul gets jealous while Crona gets a little yandere. Debating on Blackstar. Like my OC Jerry has a thing for him but haven't agreed on it yet. Kind of like the Kilik ship with Blackstar though. Also unsure about Tsubaki yet either. There's plotlines with people's parents. But mostly Filler Episode like moments. Because I love those episodes and I'm just saying. If any anime can benefit from a chibi slice of life comedy spin off series it's Soul Eater. That manga hit hard with the story while barely ever touching on characters themselves. Like Soul's the main character and we know NOTHING ABOUT HIM!! Like we know more about Kid than Soul and anyone from the Kid side of tumblr can tell you. We know fuck all of him. That's how little of Soul we know.
I'm not stuck on it or anything. I simply got detracted with other things. I will get there.
Demi: My own personal universe. I was making a comic of it. But I fucked up. And I got real emotional and cheered myself up with writing something else. I'm debating just making the characters from it side peeps for like Soul Eater or come up with another fic storyline down the way. I know better with comics now so I might go back to it. It's a debate. All else fails I'll role a die.
Lastly...The Demon: Blood + Horror: My current wip series. Jason Blood/Etrigan dealing with horror/magic while having 6 year old in there life. Will admit I got self conscious due to my Manic Depression which got me stuck. Like I have the beginning and the ending...kind of...planned. It's just getting there and or if the ending will even make sense. I do pants with my writing.
So I used my busy life to not write or draw...anything. Which is my source of self therapy. So you can image what happened to me. One of the issues is because I don't own any of The Demon, Justice League Dark or Demon Knight comics. I'm studying the character from what I can find for free or from HBO Max. Except it won't fucking work and they got rid of Justice League Dark the animated Movie just when I wanted to watch it. The bastards but in a Irish accent instead of my Getto Valley mix. It's not impossible to learn the character but not perfect either. Hence the shit ton of research and me going "Okay...I guess I'm doing it like this then?"
Side thing there's a Cosplayer on TikTok that cosplays as Jason Blood and he kind of made me headcanon that Jason listens to Disco music due to one of his vids.
However I did get some ideas from a tumblr user while chatting. So while tonight I might not have it. After either drawing more and or more research I think I'll get it back. I guess in short with all of these wips. I tend to get emotional and it messes with my mind and the thing that's helping me be happy is attacked. And it can be because my emotions are leveling out. But I have a lot of thing I can do and or fix. Anyway. I did a kitten and a baby already. Here's my favorite animal. A bat pup.
