You knew he didn’t belong to you, he never did. You didn’t know it was possible, but you missed what you never had. Yet here you were reminiscing on the times that never happened. You swore that you two were almost there, but now he was in someone else’s arms. You began to think about the times that you two kissed....in your dreams anyway. You didn’t know that your mind could pull up memories and incidents that never happened. Yet your heart was feeling as if it did every time that you remembered the memories.

You buried your face in your arms as you felt tears fall down your face. You sighed softly as Rio patted your shoulder gently. You sighed softly looking up at her and she gave you a soft smile knowing of your feelings for Muramatsu.

“Why don’t you just tell him?”

“I can’t do that... plus he doesn’t even talk to me anymore. I should have said something when we were closer. I should have said screw our friendship and asked him out.” You said hitting your head on the table.

“I would really like to believe that the love was almost there. I didn’t know I could miss something I never had.” You said burying your face into your arms again and you let a small sniffle out. You weren’t sure if he was dating someone, or what but you had a feeling you absolutely have no chance.

“Hey we should go home...” She said and you shook your head slightly.

“I am gonna stay a bit longer. I after all have cleaning duty.” You said and she nodded her and left you. You began to play with your pencil as you kept your head down closing your eyes. You didn’t know Muramatsu was still in the classroom. He was awkward since he didn’t know how to approach you since you seem pretty down. He had no idea he was the reason why with how dense he was.

“I am such an idiot, I can’t believe I waited way too long~” You said out loud and he looked at you confused.

“Why didn’t I just break the stupid friendship rules and confessed? Ugh I hate it here.” You said wiping your tears and Muramatsu realized you were crushing on someone. He frowned slightly before walking up to you and placed a hand on your shoulder.

“Hey... (Y/N)... what’s wrong?” You jumped and almost fell out of your chair but Muramatsu caught you, pulling you to his chest.

“M-Muramatsu... what are you doing here?”

“Well I wanted to talk to you but you seemed down, so I didn’t want to bother you.” He said said and you blushed realizing he must have heard you.

“Oh.. sorry, I thought I was alone.”

“It’s okay... who were you talking about?” He asked and you blushed looking away and shook your head.

“No one. It’s nothing.”

“It didn’t sound like anything...”

“It’s just my feelings, getting in the way of everything.”

“Talk to me, maybe I can help...since I am a guy.”

“I can’t...” You said and Muramatsu tightened his arms around you when you tried to pull away. You looked at him confused and he had a light blush on his cheeks. Muramatsu sighed softly and leaned his forehead against yours before gently pressing his lips to yours. You gasped in shock as he kissed you, which him access. He slipped his tongue past your lips, you gripped his shirt tightly as you closed your eyes.

This kiss was so much better than your dreams, and your heart was pounding. You slowly began to kiss him back and he leaned you against your desk a bit. You moved your arms and wrapped them around his neck holding him close. He sighed softly parting from your lips and he gave you that goofy smile that made you fall for him all over again.

“(Y/N)... I love you...”

“W-What?”

“I love you.... Forget that guy who doesn’t return your feelings and be my girlfriend.” You blinked several times before processing what he was saying.

“I-I can’t forget him.” You said and he frowned slightly.

“I can’t forget him, because it’s you.You are him...” You said and he was shocked and pressed his lips against yours again.

“Really? What made you think I didn’t have feelings for you?”

“You never talk to me anymore, i thought maybe you forgot about me.” You said in honesty and he said burying his face in between your shoulder and neck.

“Well, I was trying to figure out how to confess, and wondered if I was good enough for you. God I love you so much (Y/N)...”

“I love you too, so much.” You said and hugged him close before sighing. You felt like a dork now for assuming the worst. He placed gently kisses on your neck before nibbling on your neck and moving your shirt to the side to expose your shoulder.

“M-Muramatsu?” He hummed kissing your shoulder and you blushed and smiled.

“K-Koro~sensei will be back soon.” You said and he shrugged his shoulders sucking on your skin making you whimper softly. You ran your hands through his hair as he continued to mark your skin on your neck and shoulder before finally parting away completely. He looked at you stroking your hair out of your face.

“So will you be my girlfriend (Y/N)?” He asked and you nodded your head quickly.

“Yes, of course I will.” You said and he smiled before parting away completely.

“Let’s clean, so we can go home and cuddle each other.” He said and you nodded your head quickly before starting to clean the classroom quickly. Once you both were done, he took your hand into his and you both walked down the hill.