#mumlyf

Ever get the feeling when you wake up morning and think, “Oh no, it’s not another day already…..!!”. Do you even feel like pulling the blanket over your head and not doing anything? Somedays I even close my eyes and wonder what it would be like if I ran away. Ran away, so far away I couldnt even see myself anymore. Delusional? Maybe.

But thats life and how it works. Life keeps going and we must go with it. There are people to feed, bills to pay, crumbs to sweep, and large family sized choclate bar to eat to yourself. Unless of course you don’t have any. And then there’s an even smaller violin playing just for you.

It's always on the go with me, not because I’m “busy” or can’t say “no.” It just is what it is and I can’t change it EVER and because of that, I’ve been trying hard to find ways to escape. It's the worst when that feeling takes me all over.

This is me, this is life.