#moved out

brooklyn is finally back home in manhattan

Either you rule here or you don’t

I don’t feel like a god nor do I worship

I watch

I watch people my age get pregnant and arrested

While I almost burnt my dorm down with a microwave

Are we all up in flames?

Before I wanted to be them

Then I wanted to escape them

Now I can’t tell if I check-up on them every now and then out of bitterness, or humor

Or humor?

Isn’t it hypocritical to find them crumbling to pieces funny when they broke you?

Probably

But life is just a show, and they have already been laughing at my scenes for years