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I'm rereading the infernal devices for the first time in my adult life post-abusive relationship and post-acceptance of chronic illness and it is crazy what specific things I am noticing now that I've never noticed before.
Charlotte (a 23 year old woman) is running the Insitute in a time when women weren't even deemed societal appropriate if they wore PANTS
Tessa is intended by her brother to be the sacrificial lamb for his sins, and she recognizes the root of that before he even acknowledges it when she says that he was always babied and spoiled etc and has not seen consequences or issue with his actions prior to [present book time]
Jem is disabled. Jem is chronically ill and fucking disabled. He is also depicted as attractive as hell, charming beyond belief, and an incredible warrior. At no point does anyone discredit him because of his illness, and Cassie even takes the time to say that "if anyone thought it odd to see a boy of such a young age using a walking stick, they said no such thing." Outside of that, Jem's illness is depicted realistically, but it is never used as pandering or inspiration p0rn. It is so fucking pleasant that a main character is allowed to exist disabled, it can contribute to the plot, but nobody in the story is fucking weird about it. Also, his best friend opting to partner with him for life as fighting partners and blood brothers? Not letting Jem's condition change anything about how [Will] perceives him as both a fighter and a brother? Immaculate.
Period accurate societal expectations being addressed: Sophie losing her job because of her face being cut (pretty privilege, parlor maid pre-req being that you must be attractive to look at); Jessamine fighting so avidly against her training because it is unladylike and she fears it will prevent her from leading the life of a "normal woman" of the time.
TLDR - @cassandraclare you are STILL 1000000% That Bitch(tm)
Summary: Y/N is injured by a demon and exposed to a dangerous toxin, Jace stays by her side as recovers.
TW: Mentions of blood/toxins/injury, hallucinations.
Jace rushed through the hallways of the Institute with Clary, Alec and Izzy following closely behind him. Jace held Y/N in his arms, long black needle-like spines sticking out of her shoulder. Her skin had gone ashen, sweat collecting on her forehead as she squirmed in his arms.
"Get out of the way!" Jace yelled, practically running through the crowded halls towards the infirmary.
Alec pulled his phone away from his ear, "Magnus is coming," He said, hanging up the call and shoving his phone into the pocket of his jeans.
Jace nodded, eyes focused on the infirmary doors at the end of the hall as they ran towards it. Jace turned, using his shoulder to shove the door open as they burst into the room.
Magnus was already waiting for them, "Put her down here," He said, moving over to the side of one of the cots.
Jace laid her body down on the mattress, taking a step back as Izzy grabbed a pair of scissors and began cutting Y/N's clothing away from her wounds. Magnus' eyebrows drew together in concern as her skin was exposed, black veins sprouting across her flesh like spider webs.
"Oh my," He mumbled.
Y/N whimpered, back arching off the mattress with a grunt as her eyes rolled back into her head. Magnus grabbed a knife from the table, Jace instinctively reached out and grabbed onto his wrist when he moved towards Y/N.
"I need to cut the barbs free," Magnus stated gently.
Jace released him with a gulp, nodding his head, "Sorry," He mumbled.
"I'll need you to hold her down," Magnus said, Jace nodded.
Alec and Jace held onto Y/N's arms, Izzy and Clary pinning her legs in place as Magnus began to cut the quills from her shoulder. Y/N let out a gutteral scream, thrashing in their hold as the barbs were dug out of her flesh.
"Can't you sedate her?!" Jace yelled.
"I gave her sedatives. They didn't even touch her," Izzy said loudly.
"It's the toxin," Magnus stated, eyes focused on her wound, "Keeps the afflicted from feeling anything besides an unbearable burning pain," Magnus said.
Jace blamed himself for her injury, he knew that he should've gone with her. They didn't know enough about what could've been lurking in that warehouse to split up but they had. Jace was immediately on edge when Y/N didn't return, heart dropping into his stomach when he found her in a heap on the floor.
Magnus dug the final barb from her shoulder, blood seeping from the wound. Magnus grabbed a potion from the table, pulling out the cork and dumping the liquid onto her shoulder.
Y/N shrieked, thrashing desperately as the wound began to bubble and foam up. Her body trembled, breaths coming out in small quick pants before she lost consciousness.
"Should we trace her iratze?" Alec asked.
"Probably a good idea," Magnus nodded, "You'll need to keep a close eye on her wound. These injuries have a high likelihood of getting infected, even with magical interference," He said, washing her blood from his hands.
Jace released his hold on her arm, pulling out his stele and tracing over her healing rune. She made a soft noise, shifting slightly in the bed as her eyebrows drew together at the burn of the stele.
Isabelle stepped away, heels clicking across the floor as she gathered supplies to clean and dress her wound. Magnus returned to her bedside, waving his hands over her body as he attempt to draw out the toxins from her blood.
Izzy placed her items on the end of the bed, she washed out the wound before shaking her head.
"Her rune didn't work," Clary said.
"I worried that would be the case. There is a large amount of poison running through her veins right now. Not enough to kill her, but close," Magnus muttered, lowering his hands.
"I know of a few potions that will help draw the toxin out of her body quicker. The sooner we eliminate the poison, the sooner her runes will be usable," Magnus said.
"Thank you," Jace said, the warlock nodded.
"I'll be back as soon as I can. Call me if you have any concerns in the meantime," Magnus said, opening a portal. He stepped through it and disappeared, the gateway closing quickly behind him.
"We should take turns watching her. These kind of demon injuries can make people hallucinate," Alec said.
"I'll stay with her," Jace stated.
"We can take turns. I'll relieve you in a few hours," Isabelle said.
"She's going to be okay, Jace. She's strong," Clary assured.
"I should've been with her," Jace said, shaking his head.
"It could have been any of us," Alec stated.
"Yeah, well, it wasn't. It was her and it shouldn't have been," Jace snapped.
Clary opened her mouth but Izzy's hand rested on her arm, shaking her head slightly. Jace wouldn't listen to anyone right now, not while Y/N was laying in that bed. He would always blame himself for Y/N getting hurt, no matter what anyone said to him.
Jace felt responsible for her. He made it his job to protect her no matter what happened and he had failed.
...
Jace woke up suddenly, hair standing up as a feeling of unease settled over him. He sat up from his hunched over position, body tensing when he realized that Y/N was no longer laying on the cot in front of him. Jace stood up, listening closely as he heard a soft noise from somewhere behind him. Jace spun around quickly, catching Y/N's wrist as she swung a knife down at him.
Her muscles trembled with the effort, forcing the knife closer to him as she stared at him. There was no recognition in her eyes, only a burning hatred. Jace spun her around, trapping her body against his chest with one of his arms locked firmly around her.
He pinned one of her arms against her side, holding the knife as far away from his body as possible. Jace kept a tight grip on her wrist as he shifted his grasp, pressing his thumb into her palm. She growled as he forced her hand open, knife clattering onto the stone floor.
Jace adjusted, pulling her other arm against her body and wrapping her in a bear hug as she squirmed in his grasp.
"Y/N, it's me, you're alright. It's Jace," He assured.
Her skin was burning hot against him, clothing damp with sweat as she breathed heavily. Jace could feel her body trembling, eyes fluttering shut as her head dropped back onto his shoulder. Her body went limp in his arms, he cursed under his breath as he shifted his hold on her.
Jace lifted her into his arms, returning her to the bed before getting a small bowl of cold water and a cloth. Jace sat on the edge of the bed, wiping the sweat from her skin gently. He could see the black veins had spread further across her skin, the area around her bandage beginning to redden. Jace carefully lifted the bandage from her skin, gulping when he saw the wound underneath.
It was definitely infected, thick black fluid oozing from her shoulder. Jace cleaned her wound again, redressing it delicately before tracing over her rune one more time. It didn't work, not that he had expected it to, but the idea of Y/N continuing to suffer made him feel ill.
He stayed up with her throughout the rest of the night, soothing her back to sleep when she woke up. The pain never seemed to lessen, she woke up trembling and mumbling complete nonsense until she passed out again.
Jace only relinquished his watch over her after Magnus returned with a potion. Jace sat Y/N up, leaning her body back against his chest as he forced the purple elixir down her throat. Jace turned her arm over in his grasp, watching the black veins begin to recede up the skin of her forearm. It was the first sign of improvement that they'd seen since she was injured.
Jace allowed Izzy to watch over her while he showered and got a few hours of sleep. It was the most fretful sleep he'd had in a long time, unable to rest until he knew that Y/N was alright.
Jace finally managed to drift off before he was ripped back into consciousness. Izzy stood at the side of his bed, hand on his shoulder as she shook him awake.
"What? What is it?" Jace mumbled, rubbing the sleep from his eyes.
"Y/N is gone," Isabelle said.
"How? What happened?" Jace asked, sitting up and swinging his legs over the side of the bed.
"I stepped out for a second to get more supplies and when I came back she was gone. We searched the Institute, but we haven't been able to find her," Izzy said, taking a step back as he tugged on his boots.
"Did you check the security cameras? Did she leave the building?" Jace asked.
"Cameras didn't catch anything," Izzy stated.
"She's not in her right mind. She could easily walk into traffic or fall off the roof," Jace muttered, shaking his head.
The door to his room was pushed open, "We found her," Alec said.
"Where was she?" Jace asked, standing up quickly and rushing over to his brother.
"Out wandering the streets. Rafael caught her scent and he brought her here," Alec said, leading his siblings down the hallway towards the entrance to the Institute.
Jace pushed open the door, rushing down the steps towards the vampire, "Thank you for finding her," Jace said.
He carefully lifted her body into his arms, feeling her icy skin against him, "Her blood smells toxic," Rafael said.
"She was wounded by a demon," Isabelle said.
"I wish her a speedy recovery," Rafael said.
"Thank you for your help," Isabelle said.
"Of course," He nodded.
Jace turned around, Alec pulled open the door to the Institute and allowed Jace to carry Y/N inside. They brought her to the infirmary, moving over to her cot.
"Jace," Y/N mumbled, fingers gripping onto the material of his shirt.
She nuzzled closer to him, pressing her face into the crook of his neck. Jace could feel her body trembling, skin feeling like ice against him. Despite the near-freezing temperature of her flesh, sweat gathered on her forehead.
"You're okay, I've got you," Jace mumbled.
He laid her down, kicking his boots off before climbing under the blankets with her. Jace pulled her body against his chest, rubbing his hand over her back. Y/N gripped onto him, pressing her body as close to his as possible.
"I'll get more blankets," Alec said, moving over to one of the cabinets.
"Is she still feverish?" Isabelle asked.
"No, she's freezing cold," Jace said.
"Well, that's definitely a step in the right direction. She should be through the worst of it now," Isabelle said.
"Maybe, but she's going to punch you in the throat when she finds out that you were holding her like that," Alec stated.
He laid out the blankets over them, watching as Y/N pressed her face further into the crook of his neck, "Her pride may take a hit, but she'll get over it," Isabelle shrugged.
"Do you want us to stick around in case she decides to take off again?" Alec asked.
"No, I'll keep an eye on her," Jace assured.
"Sleep with one eye open, Jace," Alec teased.
"Oh, I will," Jace nodded with a smirk.
Isabelle and Alec made their way out of the infirmary, closing the door gently behind them. Jace turned his head, pressing a gentle kiss to Y/N's forehead. She may never know how he really felt about her, but he would spend every second that he could holding her.
...
Y/N's eyes fluttered open, feeling a soft heartbeat and a warm body beneath her cheek. She shifted, sitting up with a grimace as she grabbed onto her shoulder. Y/N felt like she had been stuck underwater, feeling disoriented and weak.
Y/N looked around the room before her eyes settled on Jace. He laid on the small cot beside her, arm stretched out across the cot as his other rested on his stomach. Jace slept soundly, chest rising and falling slowly as he dreamt.
Y/N poked him, staring down at him as he shifted before his eyes fluttered open, he sat up on his elbows when he noticed her sitting beside him.
"What the hell are you doing here?" Y/N asked.
"You were injured and you were cold," Jace stated.
"You couldn't get me a blanket?" Y/N asked, raising her eyebrows.
"You were holding onto me," Jace shrugged.
"Yeah, sure," She scoffed, flipping her legs over the end of the bed.
"Hey, you should probably take it easy," Jace said.
"I'm certainly not taking it easy in this bed, with you," Y/N snapped.
Jace stood up, moving around the bed as Y/N rose from the edge of the cot. Her eyes fluttered, knees buckling as she collapsed. Jace caught her before she fell to the floor, lowering her back down onto the edge of the cot.
Her vision swam, head pounding as her heart raced in her chest. Y/N reached out, gripping onto the material of his shirt as she leaned into him. Y/N rested her forehead on his shoulder as the world spun around her.
"You're okay," Jace assured, lowering himself down onto his knees in front of her.
"Something is wrong," She murmured, sweat gathering on her forehead.
"Yeah, your body is full of poison," Jace stated.
"Help me," She mumbled.
"There isn't much I can do, Y/N. It just needs to pass," Jace said, wrapping his arms around her waist.
Y/N wrapped her arm around his neck, her injured arm held between them as she closed her eyes, "I'm sorry I was rude," She said softly.
"I won't tell anyone that you have a soft spot for me," Jace smiled.
"You better not," Y/N muttered.
Jace pulled away slightly, cupping her cheek in his hand, "Do you want to lay back down?" He asked, brushing his thumb across her skin gently.
"Yeah," Y/N nodded.
Jace helped her get back into bed, lifting the blankets up over her body and sitting on the edge of the bed beside her, "Get some rest," He said, leaning in and pressing a gentle kiss to her forehead.
"Thank you for helping me," Y/N said.
"Of course," Jace replied easily, "Do you want me to go?" He asked.
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Iâm rereading the Infernal Devices rn and I was reminded of just how hilarious the scene in Clockwork Prince where Magnus pretends to be having a fling with Will to make Camille jealous is. And not just because itâs a funny scene, but because THIS is the moment that lays the groundwork for Malecâs relationship problems in the second TMI trilogy. THIS is the moment that has Alec completely crashing out. All because Magnus wants to make Camille jealous so he makes up a little white lie.
And boy does it work. Sheâs so bitter about the fact Magnus âchoseâ a Shadowhunter boy that literally a CENTURY later she brings it up again, probably knowing full well the actual Shadowhunter boy that heâs dating was listening behind the door. She is so bothered that SHE notices how Alec looks like Will (because they are literally related but neither she nor Alec know that, which makes the whole thing look even WORSE) when Magnus had never even realized. She still fully thought that Magnus did in fact have a fling with Will. And Alec crashes out over it so hard that it pushes him over the edge from simply being insecure to contemplating taking away Magnusâs immortality.
Poor Magnus literally had no idea that this was going to come back and bite him. He even considers it Willâs âpaymentâ for all of the work he did to find Willâs demon. Just a tiny little favor Will did for him. Nothing more. Literally probably thought nothing of it for YEARS, having no idea this little scheme would nearly destroy his relationship.
AND WILL! His little sisterâs angsty, insecure teenage descendent resents him and is all bend out of shape about a âhelp me make my ex jealousâ act that WILL DOESNâT EVEN REMEMBER! I canât đđ
Warnings: jealousy, smut, p in v, L bomb, im too high to think about other warnings lol
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It all started with an email. The app Quinn wanted to work with Jamie. You had heard of the app and even downloaded and subscribed to it when Jamie told you he took the offer. All was well but something was brewing inside you when you realized any and all could hear how your boyfriend sounded during sex. It was petty jealousy and you knew it. You felt so conflicted and childish. It's a role like any other, so why did you feel like this? And it only got worse as the teasers came out. You snuck a peak at the script he left on the table and sighed with annoyance. You looked around making sure Jamie wouldnât catch you before you picked it up and read it. The words filled you with fire when you read what Jamie would be saying. You could hear it in his voice, they were all things he said to you before. The lust that filled you initially melted away, you sighed again âFucking stupidâŚâ you mumbled before tossing the script back on the table.
âNot a fan, darling?â Jamie said as he leaned against the doorway behind you. His face didnât look upset, you actually couldnât tell what he was thinking.
âI um⌠Iâm sorry I didnât mean to⌠it's⌠fineâŚâ you stuttered before slipping past him and walking into the kitchen where you started to make yourself some tea.
âSweetheart?â Jamie said as he followed you, confused at your reaction. You were less bubbly as of late; your typical silly and goofy nature that he so loved about you was replaced with solemn indifference.Â
âTea?â you said, avoiding his piercing blue eyes.
âWhat is wrong? Something has been wrong for weeks love, tell me what it is so I can fix it⌠please.â his voice sounded sad and it washed your rage away.Â
You felt tears prick at your waterline, you felt embarrassed and stupid and anxious. You couldnât tell if you wanted to scream or let the tears fall. You couldnât admit why you felt all this was over some dumb words he was acting out with literally no one else in a recording studio. âIt's nothing.âÂ
âObviously not,â Jamie said as he trapped you between his arms and the countertop.Â
His eyes bore into yours, searching for an answer. âItâs stupid.â you said, pushing your hand against his chest.
He didnât budge, âNot if it is making you feel like this baby.â he said, swiping a lone tear off your cheek. âTell me.â
âIâm jealous, ok?â you said, pushing him a little harder so he finally backed away from you.
âJealous?â he repeated, nothing but confusion lacing his words.Â
âOf the script⌠the app, all the women who will get to hear youâŚâ you said, making two cups of tea on autopilot, hoping Jamie would just drop it.
You felt his arms slowly snake around, pulling you against his chest. One hand running over your neck, softly turning your cheek so your head rested in the crook of his neck. The other pulled your hand away from the counter. âI donât like seeing you so upset,â he said, his voice growing darker.Â
His hand on your cheek slowly made its way down your throat, the other moved to trace the waistband of your sweat pants. He let his hand fall from your throat only to slide it slightly under your shirt, his slender fingers feeling over your waist. âTheyâll never have me this closeâŚâ he whispered over your neck, leaving soft sloppy kisses down it.Â
You let out a soft breath, it felt as if he was stealing it from you with every kiss. Your hand by your waist settled itself on top of his which was still playing with your waist band. You pushed his finger below your waist band slowly, his fingers feeling the lace of your underwear. âTheyâll never have my hands wander over them.â
When his hand finally reached your tits you felt him thumb over your nipple. You turned your head slightly more into his neck, trying to muffle your moans. Jamie nipped at your neck causing you to gasp. His other hand slid beneath your panties, feeling over you. You trembled in his grasp, anxious in the best kind of way. âTheyâll never have me mark them like this.â he said, nipping the same spot on your neck over and over until you could tell it was going to bruise.Â
You squirmed slightly, pushing your hips into him where you felt his hard cock against you as his finger finally started circling your clit. His hand left your tits to which you whined at the loss of contact. Jamie pulled your sweats down slightly, he watched his fingers go in and out of you as he pushed your panties to the side. âTheyâll never know how hard I get for you.âÂ
You bent over the counter, wanting Jamie to just take you already. He held your wrists behind your back before he ran his tip up and down your folds. You could see how his head tipped back and eyes closed out of the corner of your eye. It gave you a sense of pride, making him this weak. Only you.Â
Jamie pushed into you, filling you in the most delicious way. He could see your tension fade from your muscles as he started to rock his hips. Your eyes rolled back and fluttered closed as your breathing became erratic, your heart pounding against the granite counter. âNobody else can make me feel the way you doâŚâ he said, holding back strangled moans. âNobody could love me like you doâŚâ he said, pulling you up by your hair, tugging the roots.
You clenched around him as you felt the warmth in your lower belly rage into an all consuming fire, it flooded your brain and glazed over your eyes. Jamie kissed your neck, sliding his hand down to rub tight circles on your clit. He came as your pretty cunt milked him, both of you covered in sweat exchanging breaths. âYou are all that I could ever want or need for the rest of my life - never doubt that.â
You smiled as you turned around in his arms. He readjusted your clothes and his before picking you up by your thighs and sitting you on the counter. You kissed over his face, enjoying the feel of his hands that rubbed up and down your thighs. Your foreheads rested against each other, living in the splendor that was this never ending soft moment.Â
âI love youâ you both said, laughing slightly at the simultaneous admission.Â
âYou are my light in life, this is just a role. You have nothing to be concerned about my love. If you ever need another reminding,â he nipped over your dark bruise he had left earlier. âIâll give it to you however you want it.âÂ
You nodded softly before locking your lips with his again.
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Naboo's Note:
I think we all saw this coming lol my precious boy ughhhhh if he gave me five minutes I could give him the most earth shattering, toe curling, sam sung spin cycle, 360, sloppy toppy head........ good god. I need to be put down, somebody old yeller me please. ANYWAYS - enjoy cookies <3 XOXOXOXOXO!!!!!!!!!!!!
