#moonlight boy

Sometimes I think about how Casca was lowkey the unwilling surrogate for the Griffguts baby, and I just lose my shit again

Am I the only one thinking casca hasn't connected the moon light boy is her child yet. She somehow figured the boy and the demon child are same. But current casca's memories are muddled and have gaps. I don't think she remember giving birth yet. It happened after she lost her mind. As Elaine she instantly attached to the child and was maternal. She sense his presence whenever he's near in the form of demon child, moon light boy or even in Griffith. But current casca has only clear memories upto eclipse and foggy memories as Elaine. There is a disconnect. Figuring out that she gave birth and why he's not with them, what actually happened to the child to become this way is gonna be her biggest task. Since the child and the eclipse were the core memories hidden in her dreamscape chapters. These are the most challenging things for her to process. Once she figured it out and in full consciousness realize her child is sharing a body with her rapist, she's gonna be shattered.