I do wonder sometimes if anyone else of the alterhuman variety has spiritual enemies that want to prevent them from succeeding. I mean, I think mine more don’t want me to be happy in general and monster time is very important to me. So of course they’ll be opposed to that. Or in the case of the depraved self orgy thing, they were using my desire to keep me trapped in my sleep attacks for an extended amount of time. Quite horrific, just could not break free of the cycle, got to say i don’t love the idea of them tricking me again via allowing monster time and distracting me.
I feel like I have the potential to be Best Ever at monster time with my extreme tactile experiences, but it’s really tricky to deal with dream people lurking. They don’t follow woo logic or psychology logic, can’t seem to find a good way to stop them without having to interrupt my sleep. They distract me from practicing because they demand attention. They seem to really be aware every time I am fully lucid like I’m a beacon.















