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Screenshotting it to help avoid it ending up in that tag. I will never, ever make or engage with anything regarding that ship or anything like it.

Ciel will grow to see Sebastian as his new father and get really attached. When he does reach that realization, however, Ciel isn't going to react very well.

It's not uncommon that, when one finally feels safe, everything gets worse before it gets better; that will ring true here too.

There is something about Ciel in particular that will cause Sebastian to start to contradict his own nature. I do have an idea of why Ciel is the catalyst, but I might not stick with it + if I do, it'd be too spoilerly.

Thank you so much for reading PWMI, it's my dear baby and I love writing it so much.

The next chapter, Testing the Waters, is up!

Total Word Count: 25,772

It's the next day after Ciel's drop off to Sebastian's apartment. It goes as well as expected.

Poorly.

I dusted off my Ko-Fi, so if you'd like to support me paying my editor, you can but please don't if you don't want to! I will continue to post for free, it will never be behind a paywall.

My internet started betraying me as I going at it so I'm not entirely sure what happened + I was dissociating so I think my brain decided to be an ass.

I think I might know the user??? But if it was their main than I don't know for sure.

It wasn't intentional at all!

And it's a grand total of... 15,721 words.

That I now need to rewrite and expand upon.

THIS IS ALL HIS FAULT

Luckily I'm already working on the second/final draft, so hopefully I'll keep good timing. I pity my beta reader more than myself, truth be told.

I'm sorry Randy, but you gotta suffer for me and my audience. At least you'll get paid.

So I already have a list of different behaviors I want to experiment with when it comes to writing Ciel, including some that either are looked over often or are seen as 'disgusting' so they're often seen as something taboo, something to not be talked about.

There's a decent amount that I'm planning to put in that is meant to reflect my own personal experiences, but I figured I'd ask those who are checking out PWMI if you had some suggestions. I make no promises about including them, but if I see an overlap of something I already have planned or an idea that never came to mind, I may take that in account.

The first draft has officially passed 9k and I am still not finished with it. I have at least three, maybe four, sections left to go.

2. I have most of the connections planned out; it's been very helpful. Here's a censored version.

I still have more to add to this, actually... but it's enough for now.

Image from this tweet