#mod nebula

and it was better this time! i really liked the discussion about like, faith not being about appearances, and who looks like they're doing the best at it, or whatever. because it's easy to look at other people and go oh they're so much better at this than me... when that's really not the point at all!

it made me feel a lot better about my relationship with the change god in source! because it was so easy to think about how all the other housemaidens were changing and following teachings better than me... but little changes were just as valid and i was following in my way with my own faith and that's what really mattered!

as much as they say they never changed much, mirabelle did change over time quite a bit in source, and even now, watching them change and grow and becoming their own... it's really nice. really cool. they've never given themself enough credit, i think.

in our system, mirabelle mostly started out as just an anxiety holder, fronting when our anxiety was especially high and also try to get through that anxiety. they didn't really front for much else.

but they've really fixated on faith and religion, comparing their own religion to what the collective system follows, and it's really helping them come into their own and differentiate themself more from other system anxiety holders. mirabelle thinks their postings on all this is probably really cringe, but i really think it's good for them. it's helping them grow. it's bringing them happiness. and their happiness makes me happy, too.

love ya, mira

Tomorrow is my birthday. I turn 20. Holy shit like I don't know what to do in this situation. You guys are awesome and I love you all (platonically). You guys make me surprised that you all even love this silly project.

Anyways this is all I'm gonna say before I get all sappy lo

a stimboard based on @urfaveisgoingintheplinko's mod Nebula!

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