#mod ava

I just found out I was pregnant a few days ago, and immediately made an appointment to get an abortion. I knew as soon as I saw the positive result that I was going to terminate, there was never a doubt in my mind. I have zero interest in motherhood.

However, and this might sound like a contradiction to what I previously said about having no doubts about terminating and knowing right away that that's what I want to do, but I was raised in a strictly religious household, so there are still fears in the back of my head that what I'm doing is evil or wrong. Again, I know it sounds like a contradiction to say that I know 100% what I'm going to do, but still worry that maybe the religious nuts I grew up around are right and maybe it is wrong or evil, but what can I say, I contain multitudes.

I've never seen a group of people so pro-choice and pro-abortion as radfems, so would it be asking too much to get some reassurance that what I'm doing isn't evil or wrong? That I'm not "killing a baby" as the anti-choicers put it?

Update on this post (x) — you don't HAVE to read it, but it's useful potentially.

It's been. Nearly 2 months, holy hell, our bad. Didn't mean to leave you all in the dark, our deepest apologies.

We're not in the clear yet, unfortunately. The original situation is largely resolved, we hope— but a new thing has popped up in the meantime. Go figure.

We're hoping to reopen asks and start regularly posting again in the next couple weeks, provided the new situation doesn't get worse.

Thank you for reading, and see you then, hopefully.

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