#mlm vampire

Need him to see my barely concealed desire to be like him when our eyes meet. 

Need him to feel my desperation through my stares and awkward movements.

Need him to see my interest in historical fashion and start pushing me to buy, make, or restore my new wardrobe into the perfect pretty gothic style. 

Need him to not bite me until I do better because he only bites boys who listen to him. 

Need him to decide that I’m taking way to long and to start making the decisions for me when I get to nervous about how people will react. 

Need him to bring me to his house so he can fix me.

Need him to drag me into his bathroom and push me onto my knees in the shower while he grabs scissors and cuts my hair while telling me that if I want it long hair so bad he’ll fix it so it actually looks good. 

Need him to turn on the water next keeping me still as he rinses all the hair off me, making me have no choice but to take off the old clothes I still wear in public “because it’s easier” now that they’re soaked. 

Need him to scrub away and ideas or worries of how others will see me in the scent and feel of him. 

Need him to slip a binder onto me while telling me I’m a pretty boy. 

Need him to dress me in a matching outfit to his that fits perfectly. 

Need him to push me onto his bed while yanking down the pants he put on me while I’m still processing everything. 

Need him to shock me out of it by stabbing the syringe into my thigh while he smirks and promises to fix me so I’ll be the perfect boyfriend for him. 

Need him to make sure I do things safely even when I don’t care about the possibility  of my pain getting worse.

Need him to keep fixing me every week until I don’t care about anything else anymore and start doing it on my own (with him guiding me of course). 

Need him to tell me months later that he’ll finally bite me now he’s made me his boyfriend. 

Needs him to throw me onto his bed like every week and this time clamping his fangs into my throat as he empties the syringe into me.

Need to hear him moan and almost pass out from his hunger for me.

Need him to tell me how sweet my blood is and what a good boy I am for letting him shape me into who he wants. 

Need to lap at his teeth and mouth drinking down blood and spit.

Need him to make me his personal blood bag that he can take a bite out of whenever he wants, bathing me in my own blood till I can’t do anything without thinking of or feeling him. 

Need him to decide that it’s been long enough and finally changing me so we can be sexy vampire tboys together. 

Need him to eat his fill before he lets me taste his blood after all this time to bind us together for eternity. 

Need to latch on to his flesh and have to be pried off.

Need to finally quell the ache in my teeth and soul from having to keep them off him for so long. 

Need to spend our time like we’re trying to merge into one being constantly connected and bloody tmen who can’t live without each other anymore.