#mlm selfship

My love letter to my favorite person in the whole galaxy, multi universe, whatever exists.

Bobby Mercer,

I cannot express solely in a single letter how much love and joy you bring me. How much I adore your smile, your laugh, your jokes, your determination, your perservance, everything about you. Not just how you look. Looks were never it for me. You're the sole person who kept me going through worst triggers of my life, knowing youre right behind me and not wanting to be disappointed, rubbing my side and keeping me calm. You were there when I went through the worst break up of my life, being there through when I was strung along in his grasp and mentally fucked with, thinking he gave a shit. The whole time, you sat with me and reassured me that I didn't deserve any of it, that no matter how much I missed what we did together, that it'll never be the same again, that he was never truly good for me. You rubbed my back everytime I ached for his presence again, when I tried dating apps on a whim, you reminded me that you would just want me happy. But nothing or nobody could ever compare to you. You've taught me to keep going through things I didn't want to do or that was hard, now always thinking to myself, "Bobby would love for me to do this", you've taught me to not take any disrespect from anybody, you've taught me to look at myself better and love me for who I am. You make my life every day so much better. I love you. I love you so fucking much. There is so much i feel about you and want to say that a letter won't provide. I love spending every single day with you. I cant want to marry you in person one day. No matter how much I worry, you've tackled everything I have and still stayed with me. I love you. I love you so fucking much bobby mercer.

- mx <3